Mute Girl Heart Enthusiast

127. Sorry For Everything.

The sound of the rushing rain echoing filled the outpatient room where Kavin was currently lying weakly.

The man lay with a regular breath and a very, very peaceful face. Unlike earlier when he found his wife's condition so unbelievable.

Slowly Kavin made a movement as his eyelids began to move up. A ringing sound began to come out from within Kavin's slightly open mouth.

"Mica." Kavin began to issue a rake as his right hand moved to massage his left right temple. The man began to move up from his recline with both eyes slightly open.

Coinciding with that the door of the nursery was seen moving open and from that direction an adult woman dressed in white entered with a tray in both hands.

The woman, tagged Reha W, walked quickly to the gurney where Kavin was lying.

"Master," said softly Reha— the female nurse who works at this hospital.

Yes, now Kavin is in the hospital after losing consciousness on the side of the road where, just a little more will enter where he now lies.

Reha began to put a tray on top of which there was already a bowl of porridge and all the water on the nightstand, after which. He was about to help Kavin who was so troubled to get up from his sleep.

"Get your hands off, damn it!" Kavin spoke while revealing the rough cloth that covered his body.

"I have to meet my wife. She must have been waiting for her husband. So, get rid of my way." Kavin moves to lower his leg from the top of the gurney while pushing Reha's body away from the right side of the bed.

Just as Kavin was treading his bare feet on the floor, suddenly his head was again attacked with a groan. Kavin closed his eyes enjoying the pain.

Reha who saw that was about to return to hold Kavin, but the man quickly raised his hand making a second movement of the female nurse's hands hanging in the air.

"Where is my wife?" kavin asked as he stared flatly at Reha, "Has she regained her breath? or has he just awakened? You guys gave him breakfast, right? One more thing, it's so cold, have you warmed it?" Reha could only silently stare at Kavin with a concerned look.

Kavin who saw that retorted with a very sharp eye, "Why do you see me like that jerk. Tell me where my wife is being treated?" kavin asked back with a suppressed tone of speech.

Reha who heard that immediately lowered her head and her movements made a tear fall from the corner of her eye, "The doctor asks you to go to his room, Sir. But, before that you have to have breakfast especially dul-"

"Get it from before me" cut Kavin as he pushed Reha's body to the side, as the nurse blocked her path.

"Where's the doctor's room?" ask Kavin ketus.

Reha who heard that instantly wiped away her tears, and she also moved her head straight, "After coming out of this place. You just walk to the right, "Reha explained by trying to smile, being honest. Hearing the question from the patient, he felt a little pity.

"It's so annoying" Kavin said in a lazy tone.

"May you be strong, sir." Reha muttered as she saw that Kavin's body had been swallowed out of the room.

***

"Please sit down, sir!" doctor's orders with a nameplate that says Dr. M. Zainal H when he saw Kavin entering his room with a look of lazy face.

While Kavin who heard the doctor's words issued a decaka, "Just say what you want to say, Doc." Kavin spoke with a look on his face and a very lazy eye towards the doctor.

While Doctor Zainal who saw it only showed a nervous smile. Though the one who should be nervous is Kavin, but why the opposite? Strange indeed.

"Say I have to make up for any medication for my wife. Continue, prescribe the use of the drug as well and one more. Is the wound on his stomach not too severe?" Kavin nyerocos while moving sitting in a chair in front of the doctor's table.

"I'm sorry, your wife didn't survive. Even when you passed out in front of the hospital, your wife was no longer alive, sir." Doctor Zainal spoke in a hesitant tone.

Moreover, when he saw Kavin's expression that suddenly turned gawking. Though the man looked a little energetic and when the doctor said a piece of the sentence that he tried to get out of his mind it made him no longer able to pretend bloon.

"A— what are you saying? Obviously tad-"

Kavin couldn't go on because he was confused about dodging that fact with what other words, "He tad— asked me for breakfast, Doc. He was clearly p-p-"

Kavin's words were suddenly held back when the man was suddenly stricken with tightness that could even make his eyes teary.

"You're kidding, right? I brought him here, so why didn't he survive? Isn't this place to save people? But why can't my wife be saved?" Kavin spoke with a hand that hit his chest.

The man moved up from his seat with an oddity, "My wife does like that, Doc. So, it's useless for you to lie to me, because it's not working, '" Kavin began to mingle with tears that were not stopping to pour. In fact, the intensity of beating the rain out there began to fall spatter.

"Master, strengthen yourself, sir. Ikhlaskan di-"

"Uchlastic? I've only been with him for three months and you're asking me to give it up? We've only been together for three months, just knitting the household story and you kindly ask me to flick?" Kavin cut the words of Zainal's doctor and made the middle-aged man no longer able to say anything.

"Say where you take care of my wife?" kavin asked as he tried to hold back the tightness that struck his chest, "I'll surprise him. You know, I said I'd be home on the thirty-first, but actually I came home yesterday, and look she'd be surprised. I've also bought her petals." Kavin began to fumble with a speech that sounded happy, but in fact the man was now suffering.

"Your wife is already in the morgue" said Doctor Zainal, making Kavin cast a sharp glare at her.

"Brengsw! You think my wife is dead, huh?!" Kavin spread his gaze making Doctor Zainal gasp in shock.

Without much chattering anymore, Kavin walked out of Doctor Zainal's room with both hands constantly moving about removing the rough tears that were running down his cheeks.

Dr. Zainal, who had intended to inform Mika of the medical report, was forced to abandon his intentions. Seeing Kavin's reaction when he found out his wife had died already like that, what else if he had really informed his wife's medical examination results.

Predictably if the man will go crazy, "It looks like I have to wait for him ten-"

Doctor Zainal's words came to a halt as he heard the sound of the door of his room opening again, and displayed a hoodie male figure.

***

Kavin stared at the two doors on which the morgue read. The man with reddened eyes continued to look at the door, without any sign of turning his head.

"a**I want to eat tempeh and sweet tofu, stir-fry kale too, same chicken balado. you make it well?"

The man's tears fell slowly as his memories with his wife returned to his mind.

"in the capital there I will take care of you and will never let you shed tears again. Even if there's something as disturbing as here, I'll teach that guy a lesson."

Kavin can only close his eyes when the memory of him making a promise to continue to care for Mika is back in his brain.

Her tears returned..Though outside the rain had subsided, but the cloud mundung so reluctant to leave the eyelids Kavin.

"Promise me to wait for me to come home, okay."

Kavin pushed both doors open, so the way for him to enter the morgue was wide open.

The man opened his eyes slowly and his brown net gaze was immediately greeted by a gurney where, on top of it was a person lying down with a cloth covering his entire body.

With heavy steps and increasingly heavy tears coming out, Kavin began to enter the morgue. His back was shaking, and his hands were the same.

"You never go anywhere alone, okay. If you want to go, tell me first and I'll keep you quiet,"

Kavin was on the floor, as he was about to reach the gurney. His legs were no longer strong enough to go any further. If he did, he would definitely feel greater pain than this.

"Sorry ...." Kavin began to say as he covered his cloudy face with his big hands, "I'm sorry for not being able to take care of you as I promised, I'm sorry I haven't been able to give you the happiness I promised you, and I'm sorry for leaving you."

Kavin said while crying. While right on the doorstep of the hospital, his extended family had been standing there since when, in a state of tears.

Rama, Adena, Agam, Agler and the rest of his extended family, and Zaly and his father were seen staring at Kavin with tears.

They all rushed away when they heard the news of the incident experienced by the child and his son-in-law.

"I shouldn't have left, I should have stayed here, it should have ...." Kavin was speechless, as his chest suddenly felt more claustrophobic than before.

Kavin banged himself in the chest, "I'm an ill-tempered husband, Mika. I am a useless husband. Sorry— forgive me. I'm sorry." Along with that, Kavin who incidentally still requires food intake back unconscious. All the families who saw the man pass out immediately ran towards the child.

...T.B.C...

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