Mr. Mrs And. Trina

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Riki silently looked at Cicil who was lying weakly on the hospital bed. His head nearly exploded when police said they had arrested the man who had committed the crime on his wife.

Albert Connor, the crazy guy who really made Cicil's life and himself miserable. It felt like Riki wanted to beat up Albert, torture him or even kill him. Had Albert not been secured by the police he might have lost his mind and killed Albert.

This second, it had been four days that Cicil and Riki were in the hospital. For four days Riki was always there beside Cicil. Take care of her, bathe her, soothe her and love Cicil. But, until this moment Riki always refused to discuss the event with Cicil.

Cicil did not experience any shocks, he was only more quiet than usual and sometimes at night Cicil shouted looking for Riki in between his sleep. Riki was always on standby, when Cicil shouted, Riki quickly hugged Cicil until morning.

“Aa,” call Cicil while stroking Riki's cheek.

“Why, Neng. Neng wants what?” ask Riki quietly while rubbing Cicil's hand. Just yesterday, the impus on Cicil's hand was released by Sister. Cicil had started to want to eat, but Riki had to feed him. Cicil would've refused for hours if it wasn't Riki who was feeding him.

“Neng wants to take a shower, can?” cicil asked while pointing at the bathroom door.

Riki could only sigh softly, from the moment of awakening until today. Maybe Cicil has bathed more than 100 times. Today alone Cicil had taken a bath thirty minutes ago.

“Neng ‘kan already shower, already clean. The same sister was also bathed. Want to take a shower again?” asked Riki while rubbing Cicil's hair slowly.

“Neng dirty Aa, tuh dirty,” replied Cicil while pointing to his arm and chest. Cicil tampa consciously pulled pajamas long sleeves. Riki immediately gasped to see the wound in his hand, right said the nurse who bathed Cicil, each bath Cicil like a person possessed when rubbing his own body.

Riki did not bathe Cicil, Cicil always refused to be bathed, even touched his body Cicil always refused. Cicil was still willing to accept Riki's kiss and hug, but if Riki asked for more, Cicil would reject it gently.

“This is why, dear?” riki asked as he rubbed the injured arm of Cicil.

Cicil silently looked at his arm, his mind blank. Already for these four days Cicil's body was soulless. Empty, his body was just like a shell.

“No idea, what fell well?” cicil asked confusedly while looking at Riki blankly.

Riki could only sigh, patience was the thing that Riki should have at this moment. Riki couldn't possibly yell at or scold Cicil, it's not Cicil's fault Albert.

“Maybe you fell, Neng. Yes already, Aa shower aja well,” said Riki while opening the blanket Cicil slowly.

“Don't, Aa let the sisters bathe or neng shower themselves.” Cicil said quickly and frantically, so panicked Cicil got out of his bed and almost fell down, Riki swiftly held Cicil's body.

“No papa, let Aa take a bath. Udah, no papa, kasian nun bathe you many times. Udah let Aa who bathein, well,” rayu Riki while holding Cicil's body. While huddling Cicil's body, Riki felt something. His wife's body weight is reduced, Cicil is light. Very light, right said the doctor, Cicil's body weight was reduced by almost 7 kilos in 4 days.

“Aa, Neng wants cents..”.

“No papa, Aa the bath. Your skin, if rubbed too hard. I'll let Aa take a bath, yeah.”

Cicil just kept quiet and stared at the bead of her husband's black eyes. Her tears suddenly seeped, her face thrust into Riki's chest, her crying broke her hands shaking violently, Riki who was holding her could feel the tremors of Cicil's hand.

Riki immediately looked for the nearest seat, Riki was sure he would collapse while holding Cicil. Riki was not dumb, his heart screamed when he saw his angel crying in his chest.

“Neng, dear sorry Aa, well. I can't take care of Neng. Sorry Aa, sorry, dear. Aa can not be a good husband, Aa can not take care of Neng, sorry well unfortunately Aa. Sorry Aa dear, sorry Aa..”.

Broke already the tears of Cicil and Riki, their cries both sounding bitter. “Maafin Aa, Honey. Sorry Aa, Aa loves Neng, but Aa can't take care of Neng. What kind of husband is this. Ampunin Aa well,” isak Riki while kissing Cicil's tiny hand.

“A... Aaa... Neng, Neng does not pantes for Aa, Neng...” Cicil hung up his sentence, this word had often danced in his brain, Cicil was unable and sangup said it. But, Cicil did not want to be a burden for this husband. It's heavy and it hurts but Cicil has to say it. Cicil is too affectionate and loves Riki.

“What do you want, dear?” asked Riki while bringing her face closer to Cicil's.

“Neng wants to, Neng wants a divorce, Aa..”.

Jeleger's....

Riki was like getting thunder in broad daylight when he heard that word from Cicil's tiny lips. “What do you say?”

“Cicil wants to divorce Aa, Cicil does not pantes for Aa. Cicil dirty, Cicil can not take care of himself, Aa is too good for Cicil. Cicil did not want to make Aa sad continuously. Cicil is just a burden for Aa, Cicil is rich .. rich. Richly, Aa's life used to be happier than when Cicil. Cicil does not want to see Aa cry, Cicil does not want..” Cicil rubbed the tears of Riki that wet Riki's cheeks. Cicil's whole life, never before had Cicil seen men cry. The first time she saw a man crying was Riki, her husband and it was because of her. Grievous.

“But Aa, Neng nusahin Aa continues, Neng torment Aa...” isak Cicil.

“Aa no papa in the same torture Neng, as long as Neng do not stay Aa. I don't want to, I love you. Do not stay, Aa,” said Riki while confirming the position of Cicil, making Cicil sit on his lap and face his face.

“These bells trouble Aa continues. This neng..”.

“Everything make Aa.” Riki rubbed Cicil's hair slowly, rubbed Cicil's tears, it was painful to see Cicil who was constantly crying. Riki longed to see the smile on his wife's lips. Riki misses Cicil who forced him to make love many times, Riki misses Cicil who is spoiled on him, jealous and loves him without asking for anything in return. Riki misses his wife.

“Neng should how, why Aa is so good with Neng. How's the bales? Taking care of yourself cannot either. How to neng?” isak Cicil hysterically hugs Riki and slips his puppet into Riki's neck.

“I just ask not to stay with me,” said Riki again. Never mind, Riki will set aside his ego as a man. Sick, sick not playing knowing his wife touched another man. Riki actually wanted to swear off all the zoo words.

But, when he saw Cicil, for whatever sake Riki did not have the heart. Cicil needs his cool-headed self more than Riki's short wick. Cicil needs himself, Riki will not be able to see Cicil become lost in reason and stress.

Still clearly remembered Riki when Cicil woke up on the first day, Cicil screamed and shouted. Tear off all the clothes that are attached to his body. Throwing all the items around him, until Riki had to hug Cicil tightly and sincerely when the doctor injected tranquilizers into Cicil's body.

Riki knew for sure, Cicil would lose his mind if he left Cicil. Perhaps, in his mouth Cicil said that he asked for a divorce. But, Riki sure deep in Cicil's heart, his wife is screaming for help.

“But, Neng dirty. Neng has not pantes for Aa,” isak Cicil while wiping his tears.

“Who said Neng dirty?” ask Riki while peeping both eyes Cicil.

“Neng perd..” Cicil was unable to continue his words, his mouth like it was locked.

“Neng, raped Albert. What's wrong Aa because it can't take care of Neng and the bastard Albert will get the stone. Aa don't want to be horrified said, Neng must sue Albert,” replied Riki firmly while looking into Cicil's eyes.

Cicil sighed softly, his tears did not stop flowing from Cicil's eyes. I don't know how many liters of water came out of my eyes. “If, Neng demands Albert, Aa strong nemenin Neng? Aa strong if up to one Indonesian knows Aa's wife in raping people?”

Riki's silent. Honestly, Riki isn't strong, she's crazy. His ego as a man really screamed. But, Riki wants Albert to go to jail and get his bad karma. And the only way is for Cicil to report it and use all available resources. Yes, all he would ask the Duke to help him and his father-in-law. And if they do not want to help Riki will go forward, using any means. ANYTHING..!

“Aa don't know, Neng. But, Aa will always be there beside Neng, until anytime.”

“A... Neng...”

“Neng is not dirty, here Aa is cleanin well,” said Riki while holding Cicil and bringing to the bathroom.

“Aa..”

“Aa is not a rich man. But, Aa will always accompany, Neng. And strive to beautify your future, Cil.”

“But, Neng is always a pain. Me, never happy you.” Cicil sobbing again.

“That happy feeling, will always be obtained under any circumstances. As long as you live with a partner you love, love and need. And that pair is you, Cicil Bouw.”

Cicil smiled and kissed Riki's lips, his heart suddenly warmed. Highlight Cicil's eyes back to life when he heard Riki's words. Lord, thank you for giving the man Cicil needs, not the Cicil wants. Because, what you want is not necessarily needed. What you need will always be desired. Like her husband, Riki Trina.

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