
WARNING, read through. Don't stop in the middle of the road.
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“Aduh.”
“Why, Neng?” ask Riki in surprise.
“Neng, want to ride a bike,”ucap Cicil suddenly.
“Hah, how?” ask Riki confused.
“Iya, in front of ‘can be a bicycle. I want to be piggybacked on you,” Pinta Cicil.
“Neng, yes you want to be pigeonholed & pluto as well, same Aa diiyahin. But, this is Aa want to see the envelope first.” Riki tries to retrieve the envelope which is quickly hidden in Cicil's jacket pocket.
“Come,” invite Cicil while raising his hand. The look on Cicil's sad-looking face made Riki speechless.
Riki immediately sighed, looking at Cicil's facial gaze. Riki knows who the biological father of the child in Cicil. The boy was Albert's son.
“Come, I want to ride a bike,” said Cicil while pulling Riki's right hand.
“Neng..”.
“Aa, I want to ride a bike, please.” Cicil smiled, Cicil's brown eyes instantly anesthetized Riki. Cicil's brown eye bead that can make Riki bend the knee.
“Neng,sia..”.
“I want to ride a bike, Aa.” Cicil twitched spoiled in Riki's arms while rubbing his nose on Riki's arm.
Riki resigned, maybe this fate should see his wife gave birth to Albert's child. Maybe it's his karma to take care of the child of the man he hated so much that he fell in the marrow. Riki wanted to walk but her knees were completely limp.
“Neng, briefly.” Riki leaned over and rested on his knees. Struggling to breathe, holding back her tears to come out of her eyes. The pain was really heartbreaking for Riki, her chest hurt instead of playing.
“Aa, let's ride a bike, Cicil please.” Cicil tugging Riki's body.
“Iya, Darling. A minute well, Neng.”
Cicil silently looked at Riki without saying a single word. Cicil just hugged Riki from the side and kissed her husband's cheek. “Aa, bicycle.”
Riki turned his head towards Cicil, it felt like he wanted to curse Cicil who forced his desire to ride a bike at night. But, when looking at the brown eye bead belonging to Cicil. Riki's anger just faded away.
“Iya, come.”
Cicil immediately pulled Riki's hand to get out and look for Edy's bike that Edy left there.
They walked in silence, Riki's mind in a frenzy. Riki really wanted to cry. His heart is too sick. It turns out that living something is harder than saying it. Grievous.
“Neng..”.
“That's the bike, Aa.” Cicil pointed at Edy's bicycle, his hand rubbing the tears flowing down Riki's cheek.
“You why cry?” ask Cicil while rubbing Riki's cheek.
“Dust, dust.” Riki said while taking Edy's bike. Riki couldn't say his heart ached instead of playing. Reality really hit him, he was not strong enough to accept the reality.
“Good, Neng. Where are you going?” riki asked Cicil who was sitting in the back. “Hold the real one, Aa don't want you to fall.”
“Iya.”
“Mau, where?” riki asked again, glimpsed by the clock in his hand at ten o'clock at night. It was already night, the traffic in front of him was already very, very quiet.
“The tent had Ria. Who sells grilled chicken,” replied Cicil while hugging tightly Riki's waist.
“Yes, if there is no papa. Deket,” said Riki while running his bike. The cold air directly hit Riki's face giving her freshness. For some reason, Riki felt able to breathe back well while pedaling his bike.
Riki and Cicil were quietly occupied with their respective thoughts. Cicil's hug was really tight, making Riki hold back her tears. Jeez, this sick person loves a Cicil Bouw, I step up his love rate for Cicil. Until God gave this much to him.
Please, please. Riki, her lips might say that she can take care of Albert's son. But, swear by anything in her heart Riki screamed loudly. Riki actually wanted to shout hysterically and curse at God. Riki couldn't.
Riki stopped his bike in an empty field, a field that in the morning is often used for jogging and small sports for people there.
“Aa not strong, Neng. Sorry,” said Riki while getting off the bike and put the bike carelessly. Riki walked over leaving Cicil staring at Riki.
Riki walked to the middle of the field while stomping his feet. His heart hurts not to play, that's enough. Had enough patience, God really toyed with his life until like this. Why, what's wrong? Is it wrong to love Cicil, is it wrong if he wants to be happy with the woman he loves as sincerely as his life.
“AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH....!?”
Riki screamed loudly, so hard seemed all the veins on his face out. Cry broke. Riki no longer cared if anyone saw himself like this.
Riki is at the lowest point of his life, he has to be patient and struggle to accept everything, for the sake of his wife's sanity. Meanwhile, to do that all Riki must pawn his sanity. Riki is not strong.
Riki sat down and cried sobbing, her hands rubbing her tears dozens of times. However, his tears continued to flow. Riki couldn't, Riki wanted to back off.
Riki wanted to retreat but, that was impossible. His love for Cicil really-couldered him to dull the logic in his brain, eroding his pride as a man.
Gosh why love is this son of a bitch, is this his karma because he left Cicil. Refusing to fight for Cicil just because he was an ordinary person.
“God, help me. I'm not strong god, how should I?” isak Riki's.
“Aa,” call Cicil while touching Riki's shoulder.
“Neng, sorry Neng. Aa is not strong, it hurts. But, Aa did not want to leave Neng. Neng is too valuable for Aa to be vain. Neng, everything make, Aa.” Riki took Cicil's hand and smeared Cicil's fingers.
Riki looked at Cicil, touching Cicil's lips gently from left to right. “No papa, unfortunately Aa. Just sick.”
“Aa, what pain?” cicil asked quietly while biting Riki's thumb, rubbing it slowly.
Riki smiled at what Cicil was doing, his wife is really too perfect for him. Is that why God gave her a very hard trial. Torturing him with Albert's son in Cicil's cage.
“This pain, Neng.” Riki pulls Cicil's hand over Riki. “Sick, poignant.”
“Sad, why?” cicil asked frantically while looking at Riki.
Riki sighed, “Sick, it turns out that the child in your womb is Albert's son ‘kan. Aa, think Aa's strong for her hell. Apparently, it hurts Neng. Aa not strong.”
“Aa..”
Riki directly touched Cicil's mouth with his index finger, asking Cicil not to speak at all.
“Sick as it turns out, Aa feels like wanting to step back. Ninggalin Neng but, Aa is not strong. Aa is too in love with Neng. Neng everything for Aa.”
“Aa, also everything make, Neng.” Cicil said as he took the envelope in his pocket and kept it in Riki's hand.
“Aa everything for Neng and our baby,” replied Cicil while staring at Riki.
Riki immediately stared at the envelope that Cicil had read. It was written in thick black.
TEST RESULTS FROM RIKI TRINA'S BROTHER.
“Neng, this.” Riki stared at Cicil's bead eyes, trapping his favorite brown eye bead, his.
“Iya, Aa. This is your son, not Albert's. The envelope I opened was your test result. This Albert,” said Cicil while handing over the sealed envelope.
Riki who was curious about Albert's results instantly tore it apart. Read it quickly. Riki laughed while hugging Cicil.
He quickly kissed every inch of Cicil's face. Riki immediately crouched down and stroked Cicil's stomach.
“Hai, darling. Sorry, Baba rarely talks to you. Sorry, now Baba will talk to you often. Baba loves you,” said Riki while tucking Cicil's stomach.
Cicil smiled as he rubbed Riki's dark hair. The hair that Cicil always pull when they are making out.
“Prophe, love you, Nak.”
Dugs...
“Aw..” Cicil suddenly complained and touched his stomach slowly.
“Why, Neng?” riki asked frantically while looking at Cicil.
Cicil smiled and pulled Riki's hand to the left of his stomach. “Sell again, Baba darling dede baby.”
“Please love you, son,” said Riki and...
Dugs...
“The bell was earlier,” asked Riki in shock when he felt Cicil's stomach movement. “That was?”
“That was your son, Aa. Blood your flesh,” replied Cicil while hugging Riki who was already standing.
“Neng, can Aa kiss you?” riki asked while letting go of her hug and touching Cicil's lower lip.
“Bby,” replied Cicil while closing his eyes.
Riki brought her lips closer and kissed Cicil's lips slowly. In the suck of Cicil's warm and sweet lips, the embrace of Cicil's body, Riki pressed his body with Cicil's body, melted it.
“Neng, Can we kiss forever?” ask Riki while parsing her kiss.
(Can we kiss forever?)
Cicil smiled as he shook his nose at Riki's nose. With a spoiled smile.
“Asolely, yes.”
(Of course, yes)
Riki smiled and kissed his wife's tiny lips, under the moonlight that seemed to smile at the happiness of two people. The happiness of Cicil and Riki.
Cicil Trina Riki's. Yes, his wife who is currently pregnant with her child. Meat blood.
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Every problem has wisdom. Yes, Kaka Gallon is one of those wacky writers who presents problems that make readers angry.
But, Kaka Gallon still insisted on presenting this crazy story. Hence, at the beginning of the story Kaka Gallon always said, read this with an open mind. It is not that, because behind a heavy problem, there is always a silver lining.
So, for all readers of Kaka Gallon who are struggling with any problem in his life. Yuk, stay up. Don't break the charcoal, you guys are great and strong. Keep repeating it in your heart. Rest assured, you can get through it.
You're strong...!!
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