Mother's Love All the Time

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everyone can express his love and affection in his own way we can give attention or poetic words.

all the problems in this life become valuable lessons in this life story, whether I can get through it or not".

Every day just through the cellphone Pak Bima always vent about his life.replying his chat every day makes me always fit with his.mannered words and he is a good man I just knew.

"nia, today mama wants to take nia pergu a walk to the mall.because mama can get a lot of bonuses as a gift, she can buy anything she wants.takku on.nia"

Yes mama nia wants to buy new toys and eat fried chicken in the mall, she is so happy that she can take me for a walk."reply happy nia.

In the mall we play in time zone.nia really enjoy all the togetherness we have never seen the look of a happy nia face when my sweet child is fighting the disease.

"nia, what food message?mama wants to eat good food today.tanyaku"iya ma, ma,I want to eat chicken and burger.nia very greedy eat in the mall.I was thinking if I could get a new papa for nia and if I could get a papa figure who can accept nia care for nia as well"I murmured in my heart.

Suddenly something happened.blood came out of nia's nose like a nosebleed but my son was not hot."mama, there was blood on my nose.said nia scared and trembling.oh why is this nia?come on, mama carried nia so we can.quickly get out and go to the hospital immediately.

In my haste I drove the car at high speed.oh my god, what else is this?I was confused and felt this heart racing quickly.

"sister please immediately take my child to the ER my child nosebleed.My request to the nurse at the hospital".on the doctor's examination I call aunt and rudi at home."hallo aunty, bibi,nia suddenly nosebleed and now in the doctor's examination I beg aunt and rudi to come here immediately."iya son, the aunt will be there soon calm huh!don't be afraid." aunty replied to me.

can I accept all these complicated destinies when I am a mother and father to my son,only prayer that I can say at this time, all I have done so that nia can be healed and cheerful always.

Aunty has arrived at the hospital with rudi."kak ana, how can it happen if nia is okay".ask Rudi who is beside me trying to calm my heart.well, I have resigned myself to a god who must always pray the best.

Well, this body is like a lamp with no power.what can I do for me to lose my parents is enough to make me sad my mind and mind, now I don't want to lose my child."I've suffered enough so far there's no happy story in my life that I can remember.

I went into the treatment room."Take my tears that keep dripping endlessly."nia dear, what is she feeling right now?does Nia still feel pain?ask me to shirk."mama don't cry ya!nia ga nothing.alright don't be sad."sahut nia.

Aunty and Rudi all night waiting in the treatment room with me. I still survive until now because there is an aunt and rudi beside me. This sad feeling can be reduced because of their support.now I really know how great the service a mother who can not be countered with diamonds even though her prayers can reach the seventh heaven.

the quiet and silent of this hospital made me afraid and unable to knit the sadness that plagued my life.

Ana why just shut up ask me aunty"aunti is your parents at this time.don't ever feel.alone story alone all your complaints to aunt."truck my tears aunt who is always good to me.

I know the bi guy, he's very good to me. I don't see him again after returning to work, he always calls me on the phone.tegasku"I'm a bi widow, I just think about nia."tugkas me.

Ana you have to think of yourself too, you can think of nia as well as all of us, but look at yourself!you are not what you used to be.you have lost your spirit since losing your father and mother.obviously aunt."

Love yourself too, your future must also continue to advance and nia still need a good father figure if indeed you are found by the best mate.clear aunt to me".

how absent-minded I am right now, the man far away there gives me the spirit to rise from the downturn that may indeed be the destiny of God to determine the fate of a person.

I will go through all the process, if it is still given the opportunity to return home.I just want nia to have a father who really sincerely loves her.and is responsible for her future until she grows up.

Be not impossible in your life the principles in this life will continue to hold me firmly until anytime.