Mother's Love All the Time
new hope for the future
Start a new life
Today I started working again after a long time off.My brother Rudi has gone wandering to entertain himself.
Hello good morning"my hello to my friend eva.hallo ana replied eva greeted me with a smile.
Now I know how much responsibility as a mother is when we all have lost the figure of the parents I care about the most.
Boss has given me a job that is very piled up the first day of my work is very busy until I overtime until late at night.Suddenly my phone reads "mum, mama,nia her body is hot whether mom can go home soon.phone from my house I was very confused when I know my son is sick.when this is my busy time at work.
"alright bi.I'll try to go home early" I replied fretfully.
Life is really full of difficult choices.try to be a mother and also want to work always mixed.
The hour is 18.00.I immediately rushed to finish all my tasks.ana are you going home soon" asked eva my co-worker.iya my son is sick maybe he needs me more at home."my heart.
Arriving at home nia my little girl shivering cold.in my aunt's arms.nia this is mama" said I.mama has gone home from work we should immediately go to the doctor."
Yes mama nia has been hot cold from last afternoon."answered nia lirih.sad pardon mama yes already back to work but all that mama did for the future of us all."said I comfort nia.
without further ado we all went straight to the nearest clinic and we soon met the pediatrician.Good night my pediatrician has his body ached hot."I said in a hurry.
Doctors and nurses immediately act quickly to check the condition of weakened nia.Mother's children should be immediately checked by a laboratory examination because the body is very hot.Doctors explain that nia lack of fluids and need infusion.
We wait for the results of the examination with a broken heart and confused all night.until late at night and in the morning we are still in the same place waiting for the results of the examination of sick nia.
A sacrifice of a mother at first I feel so heavy the responsibility of the child to care for his mother.but I know greater the responsibility of a mother who is willing to sacrifice for her children.
Today is a thrilling time for me to wait for the results of my son's laboratory which has been 2 days in intensive care."happy afternoon this mother is the results of the mother's state laboratory."said sister explained.please sorry mother before I want to convey the news that is not good for the mother.daughter of the mother is already sick with early-stage lymph node cancer.maybe there are no symptoms before her but this is the result of an accurate examination from here we can see how severe the mother's child about the treatment we have to do periodically and seriap weeks" explained the nurse clearly conveyed what happened.
My little daughter who I love so much how much harder our struggle will be when I know you are sick even though this is still the early stages, but I must be able to fight everything for the healing and health of my child.
It's time nia can be brought home.nia has somewhat improved and began to be able to talk a lot with his funny questions.
Mama wants to eat mom's cooking"nia said with joyful cheer.his plain face always makes me eager to get up again in every problem.so a tough mother.iya dear mama will masakin what she wants"I replied excited.
At home we always jokingly play together even though in my little heart is very sad.me who has not entered work because I have to take care of my child.but I have to do what.his feelings are difficult to play double all must be me accept.
Nia dear mama, mama always good love me the best".answered nia.all the cooking was on the table and nia rushed to grab the dishes and rice she ate voraciously in front of me.These mixed feelings about how I financed all the medical expenses nia.on what health he can heal completely.
The next day I had to work again to try to collect money for treatment nia.not an easy affair all require a large cost.
Ana why are you daydreaming"greet eva to me.I am confused now nia my child is sick and needs extra care.Besides that nia also has to be controlled by a doctor for several months because of her chronic pain.my daughter has cancer of the lymph nodes lenj.he must be checked for his health.obviously I'm on eva who asked me how I was".
Eva told me, everything that's hard there's gotta be a way out, let alone this thing about kids,the most precious treasure in my life.all need patience.I can only pray and try what happened is a test of life that must have a silver lining.so that I grow up to face the problems that exist.
Arriving at home I saw nia who was playing a doll as if there was no burden or pain on her face.
Mama has come home"sapa nia to me.bibi was shopping for fruit for nia.mama must eat fruit also so that mama body healthy and if work becomes spirit."hearing the words of my heart so melted that 7-year-old boy was so attentive to me
God really has given me the most beautiful gift.even though I know so many obstacles that we have both gone through.all of a sudden my phone reads."hallo brother, brother,I'm going home tomorrow, but I'm going to stay at my sister's house, because our mother's house is starting to be fragile and damaged, maybe it takes time to fix it." explained rudi to me,you just go home sister, let's have a friend at home."my heart.
It turns out that my beloved sister will come back.we all can certainly be happy to organize a new life.but I am also confused about the health of nia to him.maybe he does not think as well as I.
on Wednesday I had to go to the airport to pick up my sister.maybe I'll tell her all because she's the only one I can make a place to confide in all my problems.
Arriving at the airport"kak how are you.I miss big brother, nia, and aunty.sapa rudi while walking towards me.aki can only be dumbfounded.he might be able to read the look on my sour face.
In the car we were all just silent like nothing was discussed, but I was eager to pour my messed up heart out on my sister.
arriving at home.kak why keep quiet if there is a problem that occurs" asked Rudi to me.oh, there is no dik.kak just tired alone.work overtime continues."I replied.
Aunty has cooked well for all of us should rudi clean first and then continue to eat
Just at dinner time we all gathered my daughter who missed with her uncle's camdaan it's been started chatting fun.
We had started to enjoy dinner together.finished eating me and rudi chatting in the family room.Rudi told me about his work in the boring overseas.so he decided to stop and return home.
Brother I want brother to tell me as long as I'm gone" said Rudi to me.Rudi now I'm sad because of your niece nia,in the verdict of the doctor sick with cancer of the lymph nodes.I who can not hold back tears because I have endured since then.can no longer I can not stand alone.
What sis"sahut rudi with a loud tone"maybe a sis.but all that may happen because we all never know what is destiny and the way of life, I answer"
When man is full of hope and supplication, when we do not know if we can go through all the trials of life, only God knows
