Mother's Love All the Time

paralysed

In my workspace I've piled up the report files."I'm extra hard at work."you have to work on time, "good sir! Sorry I often do not go to work and I thank you father, because office duties can be done at home."anything busy I am a mother who takes care of children, I have to be professional."

After a few hours I look towards the wall clock".it does not feel late, I have to go home immediately.I greet my colleagues and we say goodbye to each other.

Arriving at home, I was amazed that I was hesitating"why did my door open?why is aunt crying?his voice rang out to the outside door!.soon I ran inside the house."what happened auntie?why are aunts crying?ana quickly follow Rudi and the king in the hospital! nia passed out" to her surprise I ran and gasped my car into the hospital.

Why these?why from earlier I did not receive a call from home or any news, surely the whole family is confused by the condition of nia.

"my nurse is a patient's mother on behalf of nia atmaja" I was directly appointed nia's room in the care."rud...paraja....why do you not contact me".ask me to those who sit in the waiting room."sorry brother...we were panicking.we just thought immediately to the hospital.."sahut rudi.please I understand...."I also panicked during the doctor's examination of Nia's condition.

Pacing - pacing I do not care, "kak ana, we all have to pray, just a prayer that we can do.iya"I pray every day trying, do not know day and night I sacrifice all of it.maybe this is the end point"sahutku.

the door was opened the doctor came out" the doctor's face looks nervous".families mother ana, I will pass on this bad news to the mother and family".that the mother's nia son is experiencing paralysis, nia,cancer cells had already spread into the veins and bone sum, and worst of all, she could only be in a wheelchair for the rest of her life."the doctor left us and we were just stunned helplessly.

Why is this once again happening to my little soul mate, how can he endure and accept all these grievous destinies!.

Honey"nia is awake?mama from earlier outside waiting for the results of the doctor's examination"mama, why can't her legs move?asked nia to me.sambut crying she must have known her condition now.

Mama please nia ma....."nia can't help if it continues to bother mama."sugget nia who continues to embrace me."no dear...until anytime nia will not be beba for mama, mama,nia means a lot in my life, my dear mother to nia all the time, as long as you still breathe son...."

All like lightning striking suddenly, I was unable to avoid her maybe this was my life line, she had to learn to walk in a wheelchair.

I'm trying to call Mr. Bima" right now I need him.I want to talk all his, he can definitely hear all my suffering.

Yes, yes, yes, yes! I'll be there after coming home later.I'll help you believe me, it'll be all right." replied pak bima.

What will we think ahead of him?dear Nia believe God is very good to us, because every test in this life there must be a bonus of happiness.

Perhaps the greater favor given by God to all of us, when we complain with circumstances.no one is perfect in this life, as long as.still given strength and fortitude can certainly face it with sincerity.

Now the days of nia will be different, he can not.walk and run agile, but nia still have a mother, will always be a pedestal in life nia.

At the end of the road there's a meatball seller".nia looking from the car and asked me to come down to buy the meatballs".mama can't nia buy meatballs??nia wants just one after that she won't ask for any more"the nia's request will nia give all.

Sir please pack meatballs one pack only" I said to the father of the meatball seller.baik ma'am..ini meatnya without sambal and without soy sauce.thank you sir....

"nia eat one seed only! You can't be much.actually this is a taboo for nia, but nia can eat one seed.mama will love whatever she wants."happily mama.

Praja and Rudi know why I agree to all requests nia.because we all want nia always happy, do not want me to miss all the wishes nia, at a time like this still nia can parse a smile on her face.

Although thin and bald for me, she is still beautiful, under any circumstances and until any time she remains my encouragement in living this life

Pain is one of the evaders of sin"believing that God knows how capable his people are......