Miss Your Hugs

Chapter 121

After being satisfied to play, Erwin invited to dinner at the restaurant in the mall.

“Reyhan want to eat what baby?” erwin asked to show him the menu book.

“This Pa,” sahut Reyhan pointed steak along with fries.

“You?” erwin asked Nisa who was in front of him.

Nisa thought for a moment, looking at the menu in the book.

“Same as Reyhan only,” Nisa said.

Erwin nodded.

He called the waiter and gave up the name of the food they ate.

While waiting for the order to come, they joked at the table. Reyhan was always blabbering, making Nisa and Erwin chuckle at the sound of it.

“Oh yes Nis, I wanted to ask you this since. Who was the woman you were with?” ask Erwin.

“Oh that, she's Reyhan's friend's mother at school. But, her husband is your coworker,” said Nisa.

“Who?”

“Entah,” said Nisa shrugged both her shoulders.

Their conversation was interrupted, when the waiter came to bring their order.

“Excuse Mister!” said the service, he put food on the table one by one.

“Thank you,” said Nisa.

“Sama-sama,” said the waiter.

Nisa took the plate and cut the meat into pieces, then took it with a fork and thrust it to her son.

“Mau in Papa's feed, Ma.”

“Don't spoiled Reyhan. Papa also wants to eat, let Mama who bribe!”

“Miss!” Reyhan was back in a frown.

Nisa let out a rough breath.

“here, let me feed him.”

“Reyhan don't get too pampered! He is a man!” ketus Nisa to Erwin.

“He's still a kid. Don't burden her too much, she's still a child, it's natural to want to be spoiled with both parents! Even he still does not understand everything.”

Nisa was silent and resigned, hearing Erwin's words.

Erwin patiently fed Reyhan, until the meal was over. After finishing feeding Reyhan, he resumed the food that he had not touched, because he had to feed Reyhan first.

Right now Erwin was focused on his food, there was no conversation between them. Nisa is busy with her phone, while Reyhan is busy assembling the robot he bought earlier.

Erwin calls the waiter to ask for Bill, then gives his card to the waiter. Soon the service returned to return the card to its owner.

“You guys are done? Or someone wants to buy again?” asked Erwin while putting the card into his wallet.

“Nothing, it looks like. We just go home, I'm worried about grandma,” said Nisa.

“Alright, come on baby.”

“Pa, carrying. Reyhan cape,” says Reyhan.

“Reyhan, dear papa cape. Carrying Mama ya?”

Reyhan shook his head.

“This is dear, Papa is carrying.”

Erwin stretched out both his hands. Erwin held Reyhan back, because it was visible from his eyes if he was sleepy. Not yet in the car, Reyhan was asleep in Erwin's arms. Being too excited to play, to make him tired.

Nisa followed in their footsteps from behind, carrying a few paper bags in her right hand.

“He sleeps,” said Nisa saw the son had fallen asleep.

“Iya. Leave it alone,” said Erwin.

“Are you not tired? Let me carry it, since Reyhan has always troubled you,” suggested Nisa.

“No need, instead make him wake up if you take it, Let him sleep, I don't feel tired kok.”

Nisa again let out a rough breath.

It didn't take long, they arrived at Erwin's car. Nisa first enters, after which Erwin puts Reyhan in Nisa's lap.

Before getting into the car, Erwin saw the car that followed him from the tomb and was still parked in the previous place.

Nisa who was looking at Erwin from inside the car, looked towards the parked car.

“What's up?” nisa asked to see that Erwin was in the car.

Erwin shook his head.

“Do you recognize that car? You've been staring at him.”

“No, I don't recognize it.”

“Oh...” sahut Nisa brief.

“Do we go straight home?” ask Erwin again.

“Iya. If you have a lot of work, I can take a taxi home,” suggested Nisa.

“I won't let you guys take a taxi! My work is a lot, but you guys are more important to me. Job problems, I have many assistants!”

“Iya, sorry. Thank you for taking care of us.”

Erwin did not answer Nisa's words, he focused on driving the car at medium speed. He occasionally glanced at Reyhan who was fast asleep in Nisa's lap.

“Can I say something?” ask Erwin.

“Speak.”

“Is there no place in your heart just a little for me? Don't you pity to see Reyhan?”

“We've already discussed this, haven't we?” firmly Nisa.

“At least there are you putting feelings of love towards me? If you don't love me, but do this for Reyhan and marry me!”

“This is the last time I ask! You don't want to marry me for Reyhan?”

Long enough Nisa was silent, she did not even nod or shake her head.

“Alright, I already know the answer. Looking at this way of yours, I concluded that you rejected me again!” erwin said, a deep enough disappointment that Erwin felt.

“In a few days I will be out of town and probably will settle there.”

Nisa caught a glimpse of Erwin, then turned back to face the front as before.

“Take care of yourself. Don't yell at Reyhan too often, he's still a kid,” Erwin's advice.

Nisa had shed her tears, then she quickly wiped them away so that Erwin did not see them.

“If Reyhan misses me, try to cheer him up. Don't try to contact me, that's the only way he'll slowly forget about me,” Erwin added.

Nisa still persisted in silence.

After saying it all, Erwin did not speak anything more. He just focused on driving his car.

At nine o'clock in the evening, they just arrived at Dira's grandmother's house, since last afternoon out.

“Let me carry it,” said Erwin let go of his seatbell, then get out of the car.

Without waiting for Nisa's approval, Erwin takes Reyhan from her lap. Nisa looked at Erwin's back who first entered the house.

Erwin escorted Reyhan into his room and slowly put Reyhan on his soft mattress, then took off the shoes that were still attached to his feet.

Before Erwin came out of the room, he gave kisses on some parts of Reyhan's face that were still asleep.

“I'm sorry dear Papa, Papa has to stay away from you. This is for your good,” murmured Erwin.

After looking at Reyhan's face, Erwin walked out of the room. Erwin passed Nisa who had just come and was about to enter the room.

However, Erwin only caught a glimpse of it, then stepped out.

“Erwin, i.”.

Nisa did not continue her words anymore, seeing Erwin who immediately left without saying goodbye to her.

“I'm sorry. I'm just confused by my heart right now,” shriek Nisa.

Nisa walks into Reyhan's room, she steps up to the window and notices Erwin's car is away.

Nisa let out a rough breath.

“You deserve a better woman, not a woman like me.”

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