Memory Dimension

LOVANDRA IN AKSARADITYA BLUE EYES

I am the person who is among the hardest to start the conversation, although basically I have a cover that can be said to be almost perfect. I should have been more confident in what I had. I don't know, the worst scourge for me was, when I came to school, and my ears were pinched, because as I walked down the school corridor, my women were making me, and I was, almost like a super cool Sehun EXO, I try to always keep the image. Already accustomed. Those who think I am Sehun's twin, do not make me lose, technically. It's just, I'm a little bit concerned. Sometimes some say to me; I can do it, a handsome guy I was born in this hot land of Jakarta, even though my skin is white. Sometimes I don't think the same as them, who say I'm called Oppa. They say, I look like a Korean, but I was originally a crossbreed of the Sundanese-Thai breed. But the Thai one in my family is Grandma Buyut, and her pedigree is way up there. Bokap is still a native of Indonesia, a Betawi child, and Nyokap native to Garut. So, basically I am the son of Betawi-Garut marriage. Not Korean at all or anything like that. There's Thai blood, but that's my Grandma's great-grandmother. Far everywhere.

Oppa? I guess that's the worst call the cave can make. How not, I feel like Abah-abah if called that. So what, Oppa, isn't that aki-aki's call, huh? With many of my admirers who call Oppa, I feel that there are already many grandchildren whose numbers are great. Aelah, sometimes my life is that dramatic.

"Bir, Lovandra nanyain you know."

When I went to class, there was one of my friends who said hello from Lovandra to me. So, I don't care at all, anyway. Too often Lovandra gives small gifts to me, but I do not need anything from her. He's actually a sweet kid, just unfortunately he's not my type.

But that was before!

less clear, okay I'm clear.

BUT THAT WAS BEFORE!

Lovandra now turned coldly her attitude to me, the moment after she managed to nolongin my life that almost died car lelindes. My eyes were wide open, I could see all the sacrifices he made. But he was depraved, I never appreciated him at all. And you know, he was in a coma for 2 weeks because of the accident, and I was worried if he would be lucky to live or die? If he dies, then I'll feel very, very guilty. But, it turns out that God is still good with me, Lovandra is still alive and conscious from her coma, but with a note she has amnesia—amnesia that just forgot how the last time she was active before the accident. And there I felt both relieved and sad. Legally, he's alive. Sadly, maybe he'll forget about me. I felt afraid of losing his attention. Ck!

At first I never hit him, I hit him first. But he's the same as me, I don't know if he wants me or not. But once, he called me just because he wanted an x-type minjem. He really changed, he did not dare to minjem-minjem stationery to me, maybe the reason he was embarrassed and dag dig dug first to me, groggy is simple language. But this seems ordinary. I even hope Lovandra looks like it again.

But impossible.

That wouldn't be possible, Lovandra might be mad at me. I forgot to tell you. Yes, Lovandra is one of my fans who I have never seen in the slightest she is tired of my attitude that once impressed me this jerk because it always rejects her raw. In fact, I should admit, how many gifts Lovandra gave to me, but I refused it, maybe its value can be spelled out more than anything. Ck! Yeah, I know I'm a jerk.

"Lovandra's? Don't you want me?" I asked him, and I sat on his front bench. Lovandra looked at me with an ordinary look.

"A Blue Aksaraditya, who doesn't know elo, Beer."

"Lo changed, yeah. Not like it yet."

"No. I'm still the same."

"Where do you live now?"

"In my old house of Bokap Nyokap."

"Two, same Aunt. My maid."

"Where are the lackeys?"

"They're I'm getting fired. No one paid them after my parents died. Why employ them. I don't need that either."

"Hm."

"Lo why is it like that?"

"No. I just want nanya, what's really lo amnesia?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Lo don't want me at all?"

"Lo said muter-muter, anyway. I said, who does not know a Blue Aksaraditya. So, I want to be the same."

"Lo's mad at me?"

"No, no."

"Hm. Seriously?"

"Strue."

"okay."

I just saw this time ****talking to girls. And Lovandra managed to make me like I'm talking about anything else, so that the conversation is not bland. But still, I think, this is something that made me realize. Lovandra in my eyes, is something different, it is not wrong for me to fix things that have happened so far. So, I'll be kind to him. He deserves what he should have.