Memory Dimension

GIRLIE!

I think, all girls have the same feeling—when he deket same guy, must be baper. Moreover, the guy is super good with this girl. But another thing for me to give Petra a look. Yep! Petra is everything to me, right now. However, the time that closed my extreme zone to be able to fall in love with my own best friend. After all, Petra prefers me to be her best friend, rather than her boyfriend. In reality, though, I was disappointed. As a girl, sometimes her feelings need reassurance, not just bullshit expectations.

Actually, that's not my biggest fear. But I'm just afraid of being forgotten. Or when Petra has a new life, she forgets how it always privileged me to be what I am today. And the point is, I'm not a baper, but I always try to keep what I'm supposed to look after. Yep! Petra's smile means something to me right now.

"Tra, one day I have ideals." I immediately opened the conversation when we just sat in a long iron chair that leads to the lake.

This place is cold.

Petra looked at me, "everybody has goals, Van."

"Yes. But my ideals are different, Tra."

"What are your goals, Van?"

"To be your wife."

Instantly Petra immediately smiled obliquely, his gaze immediately bowed down—noticed his pair of hands that were clasping each other, and his style of sitting was relaxed— leaned his back against the iron chair's backrest, then next to the foot lifted—until his right foot wrapped in shoes was located above the knee on the left.

"Lo's sure?" Petra looked back at me. His look made me sting.

"Can I have that ideal?" how stupid I am to ask that.

Petra chuckled casually. "But I can't, Van."

Immediately I did not pucker anything.

"Can't you why?"

"Gue can't step over God's plan. Lo is not my destiny like, Van." I saw Petra immediately lowered her head, I felt her face immediately turned flat.

"Lo know where I'm from if I'm not your destiny. You're not God, Tra. You don't know, your destiny is like how it will be. Tell me if you do not want if someday I become your wife," I immediately express as if I was trying to look cheerful and ordinary. My heart is broken, coy. I still don't know what Petra's thinking.

"No. I think it's everything to me. But yes, I can't change God's plan."

Petra smile. "Hehe. You will know too."

"Hm." I took a deep breath, and threw it out slowly. "Okay, if only we were not a match, I hope you or I, can get the best," I continued.

Petra nodded. "It turns out you're also my wife."

I was silent and didn't know what to say. "Out of the talk." I tried not to show any shame.

"Van?" Petra called my name slowly.

"Yes?"

"Gue promised you. I'm gonna show you something like you."

"What?"

"It's still a secret, anyway."

"Hm. Why the fuck are you talking,"

"Eh but, sorry cave has to be unplugged. I want afternoon. I have to go home."

"Well, what's the rush, anyway?" I put on a disappointed face.

"Tomorrow we'll see you again, Van." Petra threw her smile. And he passed me by right away.

I smiled faintly, while looking at his back that was disappearing further in my view.

TBCS!

A/n: still use Lovandra pov yes. Ntr back to his pov Blue again. But keep going! There's a flashback! See u!