Memory Dimension

FLASHBACK 3'S

Lovandra did not feel guilty at all to her parents. He was just focused on preparing a plan to give Blue another birthday surprise. Like there's no capoknya for Lovandra. Obviously this morning he got a rejection from Blue. Lovandra is an innocent child, she believes too much in herself.

"I'm sorry, but I'm not ambitious to have you, Beer. But what I feel like is that I want to show you the best for you. I want to be happy. But I'm airy, and I don't expect you to have the same taste. Yeah, that's the placem."

Various forms of rejection from Blue, absolutely did not make Lovandra give up. Although sometimes felt the rejection it makes Lovandra hurt. But, still her love Lovandra is greater than anything. It looks ambitious, indeed. However, Lovandra did not at all tell Blue to have to feel the same way.

Now the day has changed night. Lovandra is no longer in the empty house of her parents. He is currently at a birthday cake shop. I think that girl is so innocent. He doesn't care what happens next. If only he gets rejection later? Will his heart be broken? Or he will love Blue even more. Love really blinds everything.

"Maybe Blue likes this cake." Lovandra pointed to one of the cakes on display. "I ordered this one, Mom." Lovandra ordered the cake to the waiter.

Lovandra immediately walked to the cashier.

"This is the cake, Ma'am. It cost 200 grand," he said.

"Oh, yes." Lovandra opened her wallet and paid for it in cash.

The cashier smiled kindly. "The money I received yes, ma'am."

Lovandra nodded.

"Kuenya for his girlfriend huh, mbak?"

Hearing the question Lovandra just smiled faintly. He immediately thought and guessed that Blue had what status in the life of a Lovandra? Then, Lovandra realized, that she was no one for Blue.

"No, Mas. This isn't for my girlfriend." With a smile Lovandra forced to throw the answer.

"Keep for whom? Must be for his best friend, huh?"

"No, Mum."

"Oh. Keep doing who?"

"Make the person I love."

"Hm. Ja. Hopefully the people you love like the cake, yes. I wish you well."

Lovandra just nodded and smiled listening to the cashier who looked beautiful. Then, Lovandra walked out of the store with hesitant footsteps. In his mind, he repeated the question that had been thrown by the shopkeeper earlier.

"What's my way of doing this all the time wrong?"

Lovandra asked herself, then occasionally stared at the box of cake she was carrying.

"What's the ration, I'm some kind of fanatic with Blue? But, I don't mean for Blue to like me at all. Notwithstanding. Not that though. I think it's gini, it's in line with what I have to do. I like the same Blue. Like yes like, I can not describe in detail what this liking is like. So, what is the Blue status in my life? That's what's bringing me down now. Do I have to change? Sometimes I also think, what is the benefit of me like this? But I thought again, I just want to make Blue smile. Wanted to make him laugh. And that's the reason she's happy, yeah me." Lovandra monologues with herself, while walking through the streets that are quite quiet, but there are still some vehicles that pass.

"You're not wrong anyway, Van." suddenly a voice sounded behind Lovandra.

Lovandra stopped her steps and immediately looked back.

"Peter?"

"Hm." Petra smiled faintly.

"Well?"

"What's the fuck?"

"I mean, how can you be behind me?"

"Gue intentionally followed you."

"What do I do?"

"What reason do I want my mastiin to be happy? I'm happy, I'm."

"The reason is, if I want to make you happy, I want to make you smile, I want to show the best for you," said Petra with his cool style.

Lovandra frowned not understanding.

"Of course, you don't have to bother with that."

"Why?"

"The horror is a bit short-sighted" Lovandra said.

Petra smiled wryly. "Keep, did you realize just now? Your answer represents Blue's feelings."

"You-you mean?" Lovandra did not understand what Petra meant.

"Lo don't bother pointing out the best for the Blue. You've struggled all this time, you will get results like how you can, just wait."

Lovandra thought for a moment. He began to understand what Petra was talking about. "So, what have I been doing wrong all this time?"

"Not really."

"Continue?"

"Gue's just praying for you're the best."

"Why are you talking about that?"

"Gue can't say that Blue is best for you. But that doesn't mean I'm saying that Blue is the worst for you" Petra said in her signature wet husky voice.

"Hm. Ja. Thanks. I know you care about me." There is a look on Lovandra's face that shows; that what Petra said was good.

"Lo want to give that sponge cake to Blue?" ask Petra.

Lovandra nodded. "Yes." Yeah."

"Lo just stay straight, keep turning left, there is a cafe tongkrongan young people. I was there from there, there was Blue. He still hasn't come home, he's still there with the other kids hanging out." Petra shows the way to Lovandra.

"OKAY. Thanks, Pet. I went there one time, yes. You wanna come?"

"No. Lo aja's. I'm not coming."

"Why?"

"I was born from there."

"Oh, jude. I'm going there, yeah."

"Yes. Good luck!" Petra smile.

"okay!" Lovandra raised her thumb.

Petra looked at Lovandra's distant back and walked towards the north.

Petra smiled faintly, "Sori, Van. I don't know where Blue is. But I want to make you aware. That your struggle is in vain."

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