Memory Dimension
LOOK CALM
After arriving at a public funeral, Lovandra knew where she should walk. Jin followed her from behind. Lovandra does not look at all put on a sad face, she looks like normal. But it was likely, in his heart, that he felt an overwhelming sadness.
When right standing in a pair of tombs that read the names of both parents Lovandra. Lovandra instantly changed position into a hunchback.
"You guys how are you? I'm sorry if I come here very rarely" Lovandra said, holding the tombstone of her mother's grave.
"Van's? You're patient, yeah." Jin strengthens Lovandra. Lovandra smiles.
"Lo look at everything, right? God took everything from me, without me knowing what I would get. I lost Petra. I lost my parents. And I don't have anyone. I feel afraid to love someone," said Lovandra slowly, while staring at a pair of Jin's eyes for a few seconds.
"What are you afraid to love someone? You deserve to love anyone in this world, Van." Jin immediately encouraged Lovandra with all he could.
"Because if I love someone, God will eliminate that person from my presence." Lovandra seemed to give up on what was the fate of her life.
"Throw away that kind of thinking. God has another plan for why you lost everything. The proof, you didn't lose Blue, but you loved her, right?" spontaneous Jin, making Lovandra think even deeper.
"Gue doesn't even understand my own feelings."
"Lo has to be sure, Van."
"Thank you, Jin. It makes me a little calmer. From small, you always make me calm with your words that are sometimes a little wise." Lovandra put a sweet smile on her lips.
"Well, how come it's just a little bit smart? Shouldn't be a little but good." Jin said with a cry.
Lovandra chuckles. The two met in a different series. Then Lovandra found a tranquilizing figure just by looking at Jin's pair of eyes.
A few seconds of silence, Jin grabbed Lovandra's hand.
"For that reason, there is no compulsion or prohibition or fear to love me. My heart is open to you, Van." Jin said with a serious tone and a radiant gaze, Lovandra seemed to drift, the voice was thrown together with a breeze that managed to fly Lovandra's hair child.
"What's? There's no compulsion? Language why not use it? The real baku," Lovandra Ledek.
At that instant Jin's smile faded. "Geez." Jin took a deep breath. "I'm afraid to create a romantic atmosphere."
"Partially you are, yes. It's in the tomb loh, want romantic-romantic period? I won't get carried away, I. Unless you say it like it fits us in the cafe again. Lah, this, in the grave." Lovandra chuckles amusedly.
Jin immediately smiled back. "Gue likes it when you laugh after that. I don't like to be sad. Don't worry if you're alone, Van. You still have me. My shoulder is ready to be your burden, Van," Jin smiled.
***
At night. Jin looked tired with a disheveled face, sitting on the sofa of the family room. The television was on, but ignored. The atmosphere is calm. Then, Agam came to Jin with two copies of the packaging cans—one for him, another one was given to Jin.
"No stress waiting for our parents to come back. They're on their way here again. Just relax, rilex." Agam took a can of coffee so casually.
"Su'udzon. The cave is not thinking about the arrival of our parents. Gua just thought of the only girl who somehow I couldn't stop thinking about her" Jin said casually.
"girls? Who?" ask Agam.
"Yes, there, there. He was my little friend as a kid."
"Oh, what's the burden on your mind?" ask Agam again.
"For now I cannot answer." Jin immediately decided on the topic. Agam just nodded, understanding what Jin's sentence meant.
"It turns out you're both here." Suddenly Blue came and immediately took a sitting position on the sofa that looked empty.
"Bir, you know why our parents come back and want to talk to us?" Ask Agam.
"Hm, the cave does not know exactly why they returned to Indonesia just want to talk to us." Blue is light.
"We'll look at the facts. They want to take back. Simple, right?" jin.
"Whoa, that's it. Ngapain taken dizzy. Now gini, I want to talk to lo Jin, same lo too, Gam. Is it wrong if I fall in love with someone I used to hate?" Blue begins to discuss things that she thinks are too ridiculous, but she feels she has to act on her feelings.
"Wait a minute, this is the story you want to talk about what this is?" ask Agam.
"It's about how I feel about someone" explains Blue.
"Yes, if you like, you love him, why don't you shoot him, so he's your girlfriend. What trouble? Lately you often bully yourself when it comes to your heart and feelings." Jin said as if giving the best solution to Blue.
Blue speechless.
"Who's the girl who's been making it harder like this, beer?" Agam chuckles amusedly.
"Lovandra," clear Blue.
Instantly Jin immediately turned to Blue, seeing the look that Jin suspected, was Blue not joking with his words? Jin thought he was starting to guess.
"Seriously?" ask Agam. Jin turned his glance towards Agam, and immediately slightly lowered his head sighing softly.
A few moments quiet. Jin does not know how to, his feelings have also fallen quite in love with Lovandra. But Blue? I don't know. The current Jin was silent.
The clinking of the clock seemed to quickly pass. Seen Jin, Blue and Agam are always faithful waiting for the arrival of their parents. Absolutely no happy look emanated, the three seemed to welcome laziness.
Time shows at 11 p.m. Sometimes Jin turned to the wall clock, still the parents did not come.
"What time did they arrive? Bete cave!" grumbled Jin.
"Patience dikit. Soon they come" said Agam.
The blue there is only silent while resisting the drowsiness that is increasingly attacking him. Then, without further warning, there was the sound of the doorbell of the house. Then, a middle-aged maid opened the door. However Agam, Jin and Blue did not change their positions at all. The three of them were still sitting on the sofa with each of them hugging a pillow.
"Are you unhappy with our arrival?" the baritone voice sounded from the back of the three guys who seemed reluctant about this meeting. The three cousins just sat on the sofa that turned their back towards the entrance to the living room.
"Their language is strange. Baku. Most watch Lakorn, so it's a bit of Thailand" whispered Agam to Blue and Jin.
"Still mending. Fortunately, not the korean. Can be me, if my bokap looks like oppa-oppa," chirped Blue.
Without a word from Jin, Jin only sighed deeply then got up and turned his back to face the parents who had just arrived.
Instantly,
Jin's eyes were rounded. He was surprised in silence. Wh why? Why should there be him?
"Jin, get your two cousins to face us!" arjuna—Dad Jin. Jin is still tight-lipped.
While Blue and Agam are still lazy, and strong in their current position.
"Lu denger, Beer. We were? Funny right? They who? lord of the seventh heaven?" Cheekik Agam's. Blue only smiled as she heard Father Jin who spoke so very raw and seemed funny and foreign.
Jin hinted at Blue and Agam to stand up and turn around. Lazily, they obey.
Instantly,
Blue Eyes looked seriously.
Lovandra's?
Yes, why did Lovandra come among the parents? A moment of silence. What is this really about.
"You're not so happy with our arrival? All right, we'll only stay 1 day 1 night here. But before that, I raised Lovandra as my son. And from this moment on, he becomes your brother" explained Arjuna.
Deg.
Jin frowned. His father raised Lovandra as a child with what purpose?
"Lovandra, you just go to the room to rest. It's already night. Father will also speak to Jin, Agam, and Blue" he ordered. Lovandra just nodded, she was walking ushered in by the maid, but was clearly on Lovandra's face and glazed over her eyes.
Then the atmosphere became very bad. Silent and so tense. Jin, Blue, and Agam were sitting on the sofa lined up. The parents sat on the sofa facing the three cousins.
Jin looked down with thousands of questions.
Silence with thousands of questions.
A blue? Thinking about things beyond logic. If all this would surely hurt Lovandra.
"You guys know that? The fierce competition of businesses run by the Aksaraditya family, almost bankrupt and on the verge of collapse by a small business founded by Lovandra's parents. Luckily they are now dead, our family business is back. And, in anticipation, we raised Lovandra into this family. Not to harm, but the girl is very dangerous to get off our side. The girl is very dangerous to our family business," explained Violeta— her mother Agam.
"But is there no other way, Mama?" ask Agam.
"Of course there is. But this is the best way," he said.
"Why not use another plan, Mom?" ask Agam again.
"There was. By killing. Or, telling people to rape her, hurting her heart. Or become one of our families. You guys just choose." Orange raised a voice, Jin fell silent with a pair of clenched hands.
"Why are you cruel? He's not guilty." Blue opens the sound.
"The girl is innocent, only her fate condemns her to guilt" explained Jingga.
"For a while, let Lovandra stay here as Jin's step-sister. You think of him as your brother, if any of you want to hurt him, please. That girl is like the doll we gave you three. So?" Violeta said so lightly.
"This conversation is enough for me to understand. The cave eyes are sleepy, the cave wants to rest" said Jin, then passed away leaving everything with no more want to hear the words of anyone.
TBCS!
