Memory Dimension

LOVANDRA SHELIA

There are many things that not everyone knows about me, and my world. Ever since I was in a coma, I even felt I was in the dimension— which I had difficulty explaining the atmosphere and place like what. The point is, I must understand, that in this world there is no one who is the most sad, or the happiest. All live by their own. I could have turned mellow, when I had to be forced to remember my parents who had died.

"Lovandra! It changed a lot, yeah. I noticed, you often talk to yourself every morning, the same every time you go home from school. Lo crazy, huh?"

One of my friends asked me what I thought was a silly question I ever received.

"According to you?"

"Yes, that's weird."

"Oh."

"So you wake up from a coma, you're weird. I think I should move to sit. I don't want any of you." He looked at me disgusted. And it makes my mood fall apart. As if I were the strangest creature on earth.

I am bodo.

Don't care.

I don't blame who I have to sit with. Because it's not important. Then, I accidentally went towards the Blue. He also worried about me. He even knew that I had just received insults from my ex-boyfriend. But just shut up. Abis it, I averted my eyes. At least, although the Blue's commute shook all the faith in the chest, but I think I should know myself. And this very second, I will stop to become the pursuer of a Blue Aksaraditya. He probably wouldn't mind losing a fan like me, but he's got thousands of girls who are much prettier everywhere than I am.

So, I'm blushing.

I relented.

But that doesn't mean I'm weak. I will never again want to drag first—which is how sad my life. But, I currently quite enjoy this storyline until in the end I myself do not know what will end like.

There is no teacher!

I'm bete! Finally, I decided to leave class. I think Petra did the same. This is the first lesson, and reportedly the teachers are holding a meeting, automatically the first lesson will definitely be empty. There is no harm if I have to leave class.

"Where is Lovandra going?" ask Regi the class president.

"You'll see Petra Bentar. I didn't take long. I'll definitely be back in the second lesson."

When I said that, all of my classmates were silent without a word. Don't bother with their eyes, I'm out of class.

***

As I walked towards the cafeteria, my gaze immediately found out where Petra was. Yes, he was in the corner of the cafeteria, which was a bit quiet, there were only a few people, but it was just passing through the doang. I don't know, this time I can figure out how it changed, one boy. As far as I know, he used to be the most ignorant person, but a bit pendiem too, a little stiff, but his smile was very sweet. However, he is not as famous as Blue, I never know the existence of him - which turns out he is quite pleasant people.

I samperin him.

His gaze was frustrated, I saw his hair was a little messy. I don't know what happened to him.

"Lo gondrong hair, yes. Shave dong!" lead me without a word of pleasantries. A pretty relaxed chat opener.

"No, ah. Caves are cooler like gini."

"Times?" I mocked him, he smiled thinly, but his smile looked different. "Lo why?" I immediately asked, because I thought, there was something Petra was thinking.

"Gua is okay."

"Lo lied, yeah."

"No."

"Gue knows you're lying to me again. Come story. Who knows if I can help you, Tra."

"No, Van. The cave is okay. Seriously, the cave doesn't lie." He seems to convince me. And yes, I don't really want to dispute that.

"Yes, deh. Btw, you laper? To the cafeteria, yuk. Not here."

"But the cave is not a laper."

"Aishis. Wh why? Lo diet again, huh?"

"No. I'm too full, Van."

"Well, why's it full?"

"Who saw your smile. It's sweet, you're hungry again." He whines. For a long time I also let his head.

"Say if you're bokek again."

"No. Much money, Van. The vow. Until I don't know how to hide it."

"Lo dog!"

"There's no dog as handsome as me, Van."

"Tay!"

"There's no tayi as sweet as me, Van."

"It's up to you."

"It's crashing." He even ruffled my hair. I can only frown.

He does not know, how difficult it is for me to control my mood during menstruation like now. Yes, not only a challenge for me, on the first day I entered school again, on that day also my monthly cycle came. Plus, I had a few friends of my class, who meant I became a very sane human being after waking up from a coma. Yakali, my life is angry. First, I almost died. Second, I lost both my parents. Third, I don't know how it happened I could have an accident, because my memory is missing. And lastly, it's profitable for me, I'm more deket same Petra. Because only he greeted me at school with a friendly smile, even he who changed the tense atmosphere in my heart.

I salute him.

But why not from the first time we deket. Unfortunately, I'm kind of locked in by the Blue's charm. Yes, I want the same Blue, my heart says that I kind of have more feelings for Blue. But I don't know how hard it is to explain. The point is maybe, I'm amazed by the Blue. Until this moment. Only, I'm a bit more careful attitude if there is a moment where the Blue memedeketin me. ***, gausah much ngayal, Van. Who is who, who is he. Far everywhere.

I'm the same Blue, it won't pant. But if I'm with Petra? Duh.

"Van?" Petra was grinding at me, and her tone was quite softly heard in my ears.

Our current position is just sitting on the floor of the corridor, sharing earphones and enjoying a series of songs of my favorite. Petra made me comfortable. But sometimes, this position makes some of the friends who see just look at me disgusted. Bodo. They care about the devil as much as they do. I'm the same Petra doesn't care about any of that.

"Why, Tra?"

"They're moving schools."

I automatically looked up in shock, and immediately listened seriously. "Lo's moving schools? Why?"

"Hm. I want to go to STM school, Van. But I even nyungseb in IPS. I want a STM school," he said.

"STM'S? School of Monkey Masks?" spontaneously I, Petra immediately sighed harshly.

"Yes, baperan."

"Serious cave." And his face immediately returned seriously to my eyes. "Gua wants to change schools" he assured me.

"Lo want to leave me?"

He shook his head. "No. We can meet outside of school."

"But I'm afraid you're busy with your new school."

"No, Van. Trust me."

"What's the guarantee?"

"Halte in front of our school. You'll always find me there."

"But I'm traumatized by that place."

"Yes, I know. It wasn't far from where you had the accident."

"Yes, you know."

"Trauma's not to be diemin, Van. Just fight it."

"Hm. Okay, let's." Okay."

"Yaudah, cave unplug to class, yes. I changed schools. So every time we go home from school we meet at the stop."

"Kok that fast anyway, Tra?"

"Go get to class. The kabarin cave. Bye!" Petra patted me on the shoulder, and she ran straight to class.

No, I feel like there is something different about the same one.

Suddenly one of my friends unfurled my eyes that focused on Petra's back that was getting farther away.

"Eh Vandra!" call him.

"Why lo?!" I was cynical he replied, because their gazes were self-deprecating. It was as if I was very bad in their sight.

"Lo crazy, by yourself! You should have entered a mental hospital!" it meant it, and it managed to make my emotions peak.

I'm diem.

"Waking up from a coma, you're weird. Talk often by yourself! Stop by from this school and sign up for a mental hospital. Haha."

They're cursing me more and more. I am still silent, but it is undeniable that my emotions have gone up to the crown.

"*******! Shut up you all!" suddenly there is a figure of a guy who is sprightly as if to be a helper for me who looks like bacteria among others.

"Dih, now the Blue's mengbebela Vandra."

"Why? Is something wrong?"

"It wasn't that you used to ogah-ogahan same as Vandra! Haha, heloo, do you not want to be the same as Vandra, because you owe the same life as Vandra. Vandra has saved the life of Elo, Beer," he said. Blue is directly provoked by emotions.

"Dissolve! You guys disperse!" Blue immediately jerked, and some of them passed with an intimidating look at me.

"Bir, stop. I don't think you need to do this."

Blue looks at me. "Why?"

I swear, the words are ordinary, but make my heart as if it were matchless happy. However, there is one fact that I now know, what might mean by Blue owed me the same life - from what they said it was, something to do with my accident? I don't know, I'm still guessing.

"Don't ask why, I just don't want to end this I so mousuhin same with your fans who are crazy." I innocently say like that.

"Lo be calm."

"Cruise, Beer. I am not a big sell. Who is the girl who does not want to get more attention than you. Just, I feel like I have to keep the same distance."

"Lo relax again."

"Cannot. I can't relax."

"Hm, Van, you don't want the same accident that happened to you at all?"

"No. Why are you like that?"

"No, I'm just nanya."

"Udahlah, the cave is about to be uprooted. It's not important to talk about me either." I passed straight from the face of Blue. I don't know, I feel like my heart is beating in a different rhythm. Not the same, dag-dig-dug when in love, but the trauma of the accident seemed to appear again when looking into Blue's eyes.

What's happening to me?

"Mazur!" call him, and I stop walking. I'm looking towards Blue.

"Why?"

"Go back to cave school between you and go home, huh?"

I swear by anything. It was a sentence that managed to make me soar deep into space. Only, once again, Blue's gaze made the trauma of the accident present again. Makes me kind of haunted by fear, and at the end of the day I'm just as excited.

"Sori, Beer. I have a promise with Petra."

Blue directly put on a flat face. "Lo should know, Van, what happened to Petra. But why don't you wake up too?"

I frowned. "Why Petra? He's doing fine. And I know him."

"Petra is not here."

"Yes I know." Yeah, I know that Petra wants to change schools. Before Blue knew it, maybe Petra had already told me. In essence, I know this.

"I mean, Petra is already—"

"Udah stop, no need to talk about it anymore. I want to pull it out." I managed to cut the sentence. And, I feel so pretentious after refusing to outright invite a terhits guy at school, because I have a promise ama Petra. Yaudahlah, care very much the same Blue, he will also not be disappointed if rejected by a macem girl like I gini.