Melody Love Aqila

Chapter 50 Depth of Love

Shinta... Who is cruel and heartless? you or me? you have robbed me of the freedom that I have with all the charms that you radiate, you have made me like a despicable beggar, many times I ask for your mercy in grabbing a little bit of your love and attention, but why are you so miserly to give it? why are you staring in disdain at me with your beautiful eyes.

Steven felt all the advantages he had were meaningless, he realized all the treasures he had could not buy a happiness and good looks that he was proud of could not reach the heart of the woman he loved. He was struck by loneliness and a void unknown to others. Shinta had snatched away all of her passions and dropped her arrogance.

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The eyes of the day gradually came down from his throne, he began to fade his rays, orange streaks doled the aura of the night sign that the moon was ready to reign.

It has been a month Shinta climbed the hallways of this magnificent and spacious hospital, sometimes it goes hand in hand with several buskers from various regions. Shinta's mind drifted on the results of the doctor's diagnosis of the disease suffered by Bagus Anugerah, blood cancer, cells in the bone marrow did not develop normally, he said, leukaemia cells do not help the body fight infection but suppress the development of other blood cells. The accident experienced by Bagus Anugerah made his condition worse and worrisome.

"Shinta, why are you here?" anwar asked with a smile.

Shinta ran over to Anwar, then helped Anwar who seemed difficult to walk. He could not lie to his heart that was torn to see the condition of Anwar who was usually strong and sturdy like a rock, now looks soft and weak, there is even a pen attached to his hand.

"Where are you going?" shinta asked full of gentleness.

Anwar was delighted that he could clearly read Shinta's face filled with fear and worry.

Do you know if I'm tormented by yearning for a month?

"I want to take a walk in the park, it feels bored continuously in the room. O... yes, you have not answered my question, why are you here? who's sick?" ask Anwar.

"What's his name?" ask Anwar

Shinta was speechless by Anwar's unexpected question, her mouth suddenly locked, her heart hesitating to open the sheet of her life story to Anwar.

Anwar can read the difficulties experienced by Shinta, suddenly his heart was struck by dissatisfaction, he can guess there is a secret about Shinta that does not want to be known by him.

"Thank you for the help, I'll try to walk on my own. You leave, maybe your father-in-law is waiting for you" Anwar said as he tried to release Shinta's hand on his body.

Shinta stood there for a while, watching Anwar's face filled with disappointment, his legs leaving Anwar with heavy steps.

"Shinta"

Shinta stopped her footsteps, she glanced at Anwar who was approaching her with great difficulty.

"You know about my feelings, don't you?" anwar said, his lips seem to shake

"I beg you not to stay away from me. Don't be angry if any of my words hurt you, I can't live without you, Shinta" Anwar said.

Shinta's body trembled, her feelings mixed, her heart churning violently in her chest. He fell down, saying all the praises to the Lord of the Worlds.