Melody Love Aqila

chapter 31 The wound medicine

Anwar bowed in embarrassment after revealing his heart, he drank the warm tea before him for a mouthful. He seems to enjoy it but in fact it is to expel his anxiety, anxious waiting for an answer from Shinta.

"I was married to Ardian mas only because I wanted to please my mother. I did not serve her wholeheartedly, there was a compulsion in my heart to take on the role of a wife. But she was so patient with me, her love was so sincere and pure. Splitting up with her has taught me to cherish the time, every second with her.....After Ardian died, I realized how important his presence was in my life..." Said Shinta stammered, she tried to hold back her sobs but her tears ran down her cheeks

Shinta wiped her tears with the end of her shirt. She did not feel the heartache of Anwar who was so good and virtuous but she also could not bear if someone replaced the position of her late husband in her heart.

Anwar was silent at Shinta's words, he did not know the cause of the tightness in his chest, his heart was so sore as sliced, his hopes shattered into pieces, his mind was in a mess. He had never been rejected by a woman. The pain he is experiencing now is incredibly painful. He took pains to smile so as not to burden Shinta's heart for her rejection, he did not want Shinta to feel guilty for him.

"Day already want Maghrib, I say go home first and I hope you want to consider it again" said Anwar.

Anwar's eyes were fixed on a very cute one-and-a-half year old boy, he became a scramble for small children to carry

"Is that little boy stiff?" ask Anwar

"Yes, now he is often their snatch" Aqila replied

Anwar approached Zainab who was holding Tegar

"Can uncle hold her for a minute?" anwar

"May, but be careful not to make her cry" Zainab said

Anwar took Tegar from Zainab, he carried her carefully and kissed her. Hardcore spontaneous amused laugh. It actually looks adorable in the eyes of Anwar and provoke his desire to kiss him again several times. His grief and heartache seemed to be healed by the crisp laughter of Hardcore. After being content to play around with Tegar, Anwar handed back to Zainab who was still faithfully waiting for the little boy in her arms.

"Sir Aqila, who is he? why did I just see it?" zainab asked Aqila.

"He's Dr. Anwar, are you interested in him?" aqila said as she blinked her eyes at Zainab

"Huh.. Who is interested" said Zainab

"what are you asking about her then?" aqila asked with a smile

"I asked because it felt like I had just seen it this time" Zainab said

"Not because of his good looks?" aqila said while holding back her laughter

"Dede Tegar is much more handsome than him" Zainab said as she left Aqila, returning to play with her friends

Anwar felt that the behavior of Aqila and Zainab who talked about him was childish yet funny. He waved his hand, then went away from Shinta's residence. His originally scarred heart had been healed, his fighting spirit to win Shinta's heart had re-emerged.

I can't give up

I have to try harder

but what should I do?