Me and my Husband's Storage

61. Hezkiel's Regrets

Hezkiel asks Anha to collect all of Monna's belongings. He doesn't want any of the stuff left. Monna who was deliberately contacted by Hezkiel to come also finally came to take his goods assisted by his Manager.

"Bring everything. Don't let any of your stuff stay in my house" Hezkiel said, looking away at Monna.

"Yes, thank you for helping me pack it up" Monna said.

"It's nothing. I just don't want to see anything I don't want to see. Get this done quickly and get as far away as possible, Monna. I don't want to see you again. So, let's end it all up here" said Hezkiel, who left Monna alone in her living room.

Monna frowned, "Hezkiel .. "call Monna.

Hezkiel stopped his footsteps without turning his eyes away. Monna walked slowly towards Hezkiel. He was standing right behind Hezkiel.

"Sorry .. I know I'm guilty. I'm really sorry for you. I'm sorry, Hezkiel." said Monna, looking at Hezkiel's back.

"Huh, sorry? just sorry? that's great, yeah. After what I've been giving all this time, without complaining and refusing. Just sorry you said?" Hezkiel smiled wryly in restraining his frustration. Both of his hands clenched, "Save your apologies. Because I will never forgive you. I'm sorry you couldn't bring everything back either. An apology from you, it was like a knife stabbing me." Hezkiel continued.

"Yes, I know that. You deserve to be angry. I can't change everything back to how it was. I said it because I'm sorry. I honestly don't want to do something dirty like this. But, all because I have a reason. Sorry, Kiel. I am very, very, very sorry about everything. Sorry .. " said Monna crying. Her tears rolled down her two cheeks.

Hezkiel was upset, "I told you, right. Stopit! stop apologizing, sorry and sorry. You want to regret, you don't want to regret. That's none of my business. One thing you need to know. This wound you have scratched in my heart, I will never forget forever. Go, Monna. Go .. " replied Hezkiel, rejecting the apology of monna.

"But, Kiel. I .. " said Monna holding Hezkiel's hand.

"Don't touch me!" hezkiel shook his hand. "I don't want to be touched by someone like you. Women who are willing to do anything for profit even though they have to lie, take advantage and destroy others. Consider this time I am blind and stupid, can be fooled by you. Hahhh .. This is annoying." Hezkiel walked away from Monna.

"Kiel, Hezkiel .. " call Monna. However, Monna's call was ignored by Hezkiel.

"Hezkiel .." call Monna again.

Hezkiel was completely ignorant of Monna. Even though Monna was screaming to call him. Of course, it makes Monna more sad and more guilty.

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In the room, Hezkiel went berserk. He broke the contents of his room. He looked in the mirror, he looked at himself in the mirror. Memories of Celine and her parents are emerging. Words he once ignored to defend the death of one person he loved. All that speech is now a whip for Hezkiel.

"Arrrrghhh .. s*alan! s*al woman! he could have played with my feelings like this. I love her so much that I will never be able to refuse her wishes even in the most difficult of circumstances, I will still fulfill her wishes. But, what is this? she slept with another man and easily said she had no taste in me? crazy, it's really crazy stuff" said Hezkiel, still staring in the mirror.

At the same time, there was a sense of remorse that Hezkiel had previously treated Celine so coldly and harshly that he mistreated Celine who had been kind to her. Compared to Monna who only asked from him, he got many things from Celine.

One by one the events whipped Hezkiel. Until the last time. Not only does Hezekiel remember the words of his father and mother, who always opposed his relationship with Monna.

All this time he was blinded to Monna's love and charm. Even Hezkiel did not hesitate to argue and defend Monna. Make it in trouble yourself, because in the end will fight with Papa and Mama. By Monna, for Monna, for Monna. It was all about Monna, whether it was Hezkiel's heart or mind.

Buuukkk .. buukk ....

The sound of the blow Hezkiel made was directed to the mirror. Outraged, upset and frustrated, Hezkiel performed a crazy act by banging on the mirror. The mirror cracked and his hand was injured.

The fingers and back of his hand were wounded, ignored by Hezkiel. Fresh blood came out of the wound, but it did not make Hezkiel stop his actions. Even Hezkiel did the same to his left hand.

Buukkk .. buukkk ....

Punch after punch landed into the mirror. Hezkiel took turns using his two hands to hit the mirror. He even mumbled. Blaming himself for what happened.

"Stupid, stupid, stupid. You're so stupid, Kiel. Very very stupid. How could you be fooled by someone to such an extent. How could you be fooled by him? you moron! you're a fool, Kiel." murmured Hezkiel.

"Where's your common sense? you're judging the wrong people. You hurt a good and sincere person doing anything for you. You stupid man. You even went against your own parents for the sake of that woman. He would argue and fight to defend her. What do you got, Hezkiel? whahuh? All you get is betrayal." murmured Hezkiel again.

"Arrrrrghhh .. " cried Hezkiel.

Hezkiel threw a punch at the mirror again. This time the punch was full of strength, making the cracked mirror even more cracked. The blood coming out of the wound was getting more and more. But it was the same when Hezkiel did not feel.

"I have to what now? how can I explain this to Mama and Papa? what am I supposed to tell them? why should I be experiencing this? why did Monna have to do it? why?" hezkiel.

Buukkk .. bukkk .. bukkk ....

blows back floated. Kiel felt very guilty. He regrets, wastes Celine and ignores her parents' ban.

After being satisfied and tired of hitting the mirror, Hezkiel was on the floor with a wall. His breath goes up and down. Hezkiel's body immediately suffocated. From both hands Hezkiel, still came out fresh blood caused by the wound.

Hezkiel's distant eyes stared ahead. The look seemed empty. Hezkiel's eyes glazed over. A few moments later, tears came out. Hezkiel was crying. He bent his legs and buried his face in his knees.

Hicks ... Hicks ... Hicks ....

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