Mas Rud (Novel Love The Bodyguard)

The Same Loneliness

The next sheet opens. A title that is the same as the situation he now feels, lonely. Seeing that there was a similar taste, the sheet was given a delimiter, closed. Put his beloved novel on the table and he took fish food and sowed it on a pond inhabited by a number of koi fish. He sat on the edge of the pond and watched the hordes of fish scrambling for food from him.

"Then, you were fighting over my love. But now, you leave me alone. If only time could I turn back, I would like it to be in those days. Even though I had this wrong thought, I admit I feel lonely."

The girl spread out the small details that were immediately greeted by all the fish in the pond. Their hungry mouth cannot be fooled that they need to eat. No matter friends, they are rivals.

"Am I wrong, if I miss you guys fighting over? Ah ... Sorry, i!"

"Sorry for what?" ask someone who just came from behind the girl.

Without even looking, the girl knew who was asking her. Of course he was the same man as the one who had once greeted him. The girl did not answer the man's question. Because actually, he himself does not want to express the reason, it is enough only in the mind. He stood up and turned around, facing the man behind him. Handing over the package he had taken the contents to satisfy the desire to eat dozens of fish. "Look how the fish fight over what's in your hand!"

The girl stepped back to the table where she had just laid her feet. Sit down immediately and put your back on. Staring at someone who was also just sitting across the table. He deliberately kept quiet, because he knew after this the man would scold him.

"Want to fall in love with her?" ask the man always with a smile.

"I told you, I don't want to know love anymore" repeated the girl so that the man is sure of the sentence he said always, these last two years.

"Don't lie to yourself!" remember the man so that the girl can move on from the love that has been ended by the destiny of God.

"Mr, too!" said the girl turned the word around.

The man in front of the girl got up from his seat and approached. Gently rub the top of the girl's head. There is no rejection.

"Open your novel again! I want to read it" the man ordered.

Without a word, the girl began to open her novel. Find a title with a choice of words that represent the feelings of the girl ayu. The man who chose to sit on the armrest of the chair, wrapped his hand on the left shoulder of the girl. As if knowing if this sheet of paper I present a taste that makes the heart of the girl pinched sweet sour memories ago.

Chapters. 7: Loneliness without you

My memories with him last night, befriending his ruthlessness, anger and teasing each other always play beautifully in the mind. Always wanting to be close to her, enjoying time together in laughter. Unfortunately, as soon as morning arrived, I could not find him smiling beside me, in the same bed.

Rud, she's not your wife yet. Why is your mind so far away? Just got to know him in both directions yesterday. Remember that! Not necessarily he put his heart on you. Remember the names of the men who came out of his lips. Dion and Yo .. Who is it? Yoyo or Yoko or whatever. They could be your list of rivals. Don't be pretentious and pretentious.

"I'm cute, '" I muttered to myself, replying to the turmoil that said in my heart.

"your grandfather didn't work in front of your ayumu girl, that's. So don't expect much" chimps a voice that's either real or just a demon playing in my mind.

"Stop, you! Don't keep on messing around without direction. My girl has already entangled my charms. Wait for the right moment I will make it close and no longer able to escape my fierce, savage and violent love," I said, answering a voice that made me emotionally wrapped because it was underestimated by him.

"Sir manager, you're angry in the morning? Last night, was rejected, huh?" chirps Rendra who suddenly just sat in the chair across from my desk.

"Where is that? There is also him who can not cover up if interested in me," said I do not want to be considered a failure before struggling.

"Well, why is the face so tangled?" search Rendra with a smile.

"Kangen," I'm honestly shameless.

Rendra's laughter boomed upon hearing my confession. "Ha-ha-ha ... Rudm ... Rud. I just believed that you're actually in love."

Asem, so all this time he thought I was boasting. Covering up the combo with a delusion about the love I made up. Ish ... what a cruel thought.

"Well, I'm going out, I want to say hello to Rosa, right?" goda Rendra stepped up from her seat, walked out and paused for a while at the door before closing it again.

"No need" I said without thinking.

And I regretted my own apology. I should've just said it, let him know how I feel. No need to be ashamed, because I really like, love and passionate to have it.

"Rud, there are many ways to look at it" I told myself.

My smile grew, a brilliant idea playing in my brain. Immediately I set foot out of the room and headed to the editor's room where he was. Seeing clearly a woman I was looking for was in focus with the screen lit up in front of her.

I deliberately cleared my throat to make him aware of my presence on the left side of his desk. "Hm."

Successfully, he raised his head and turned his head towards me. He noticed for a moment my smile, and then he focused again on his work.

"Hmm" I repeated to Deheman before. This time he wanted to make her talk. But my tactics don't work. He was still engrossed with the monitor in front of him. Ignored me.

"Miss Rosa, come with me to the room!" my last strategy to make him care about my whereabouts. Like she ignored me, I quickly passed by without waiting for an OK sentence from her.

The stubbornness that enveloped my heart, heart and whole body tried to suppress me as little as possible. I'm in love but I have to remain authoritative and charismatic. Ah ... Why should that be? Referee, afraid that he would not obey my orders either. I just wanted to call but a knock on the door made me smile. It must be him!

"Lake in!" my orders while making a little appearance.

Is this how you fall in love? Macho guys like me are flamboyant. Doyan dandan and always wanted to look some level more handsome. Aish ... Turn the world upside down!

"Wow .. is it true? But how disappointed his face, the sugarpin that came was not me, huh?" it was Goda Rendra who I greeted with a wry smile.

"Ngapain, the hell back and forth? Eneg I squirm you mulu," said I from ceplos.

"Seven years ago, Father stuck to me, forgot? rendra quipped a file I had to read and then I signed it.

I didn't answer the insinuations. I took the file in that dark green. I opened it and found him out of his seat.

"Read first! I'll take it" he said as he walked towards the door.

Just before opening the door, a knock came back. Not waiting for my orders, he opened the door. I don't expect that to be him anymore. DiPHPin is sick. Staying focused on Rendra's files, that's what I do.

"Come, Sa! I am looking forward to your manager. He's the same acute kangen you are" said Rendra without maintaining my pride.

Scroll the direction where the door is. Right, he came with his smile. It's pretty! Nah! I should still be a jaim sok. Harkat, my dignity which is lowered by Rendra must be raised again as high as possible. By still pretending to be focused on my files. Ignoring her presence until she stands behind my desk.

"Mr looking, Me?" it was his asking that made me raise my head.

"Sit down!" my command while closing the file and putting it on the side of the table to my right.

"I miss you" I said without any control that made him frown a sign of disbelief with the results of his hearing.

"She called me just to make that confession? I'm working hard, sir. Excuse me!" he said streak accompanied by his legs that began to move from the chair.

I just let him do that. The important thing is I can already hear his voice even though it's a scolding. But in my ears is like a sweet seduction. Let alone her anger, her furious face in my eyes was so adorable. Is this so, God?