
The girl had to close her novel. He sobbed. His eyes. The writing is deep in feeling. He was carried away in the same pit of pain.
"Mas Rud." The name of the ex he said in between tears that did not subside.
A sudden hug warms the feelings of the frozen ayu girl. Spontaneous he turned and ...
There was someone who was hugging the ayu girl from behind. Kristy, the sister of the girl Ayu knows that the memory of her brother is screaming. Wiggling so great that the mind is not strong.
"Crying won't be enough to cover your wounds. A hug! Don't keep telling me the words!"
The girl is listening. He understood, just somehow he chose to sell expensive. There was a heart he wanted to take care of, maybe that was the reason.
"Kristy believes that Mas Dion will send Mbak back to Mas Rud."
Actually ayu girl knows that what her sister said need not be doubted. The heart of the angel of the husband will not be able to see him hurt. He just wanted to prove the loyalty he had promised. The proof that he chose the husband with a sincere heart, that is what he believes is testing the heart.
"Mbak wouldn't be a traitor if he went back to Mas Rud."
One more sentence Kristy slightly eroded the line of determination. "Kris, why did he have to come again? I'm fine without him."
Kristy took off a hug. He looked for a chair in front of his brother and from there returned an answer. "That, the guy's coming. Ask yourself."
Actually, Kristy's gonna give you another answer. But before he opened the word, there was the sound of a car that he memorized entering the courtyard of the house. One fresh idea twisted, what he just said was all he had to say.
Instantly the girl looks towards the arrival of her loved ones. He was confused what to do.
"Mom, samper!" kristy's orders are pumping.
Ayu girl looked back at the car after having a chance to turn her eyes on the sister. The new leg would swing but was caught off guard as Mas Rud descended by throwing a smile. The heart that was convinced now returned to doubt again.
From a distance Mas Rud carried Di-junior in a sling. Apparently, the adorable boy was immersed in the subconscious. All day playing, he must be exhausted. But the happy look was clearly drawn on his face that was sleeping quietly.
"Where do you want to be hacked?" asked Mas Rud so close to the ayu girl.
"In my room only," replied the girl ayu while standing and walking first.
Kristy who was staring at their departure only shook her head while carving out a smile. "One is narcissistic and one is expensive. They love each other, but why am I so anxious?"
Leaving Kristy, the background switches to the room. Mas Rud so carefully laid Di-junior down on the bed. Little boy shoes he let go and then a kiss full of affection he gave on the forehead of the son alone puppet. Again, that is how Mas rud regarded Di-junior as his own son.
"Will I kiss too?" goda Mas Rud once saw the girl ayu nailed.
Mas Rud chose to pull the blanket to warm the body of Di-junior after his naughty sentence did not get a welcome.
"You're crying about reading that novel again?" asked Mas Rudaya as he approached the ayu girl.
"Do you need a hug?"
Mas Rud drew closer until the distance was completely cut. Without speaking he immediately grabbed the body of the ayu girl into a warm embrace. "I know how you feel. Shut up in my arms!"
This time the girl according. It has no contact at all. Just give back a tight hug. He drowned his face in the chest of the former field.
Rud did not speak much. He stroked the black mane lovingly. Sometimes he kissed the top of the head of the woman he loved so much. The absence of rejection makes the lips repeatedly give touch.
So much time passed in the kelu, slowly the girl ayu loosened her embrace. He bowed his head while stepping backwards. "I'm sorry, I got carried away."
The ayu girl was about to turn a step, but Mas Rud was quicker to pull the arm. "We're talking about this as adults. Don't keep lying to feelings."
The girl just kept quiet. Even as Mas Rud took her to the balcony, she made no comment at all. On a wicker swing, the black unraveling woman was seated. While the man sat down in front. The grip of the arm is now changed with the fingers.
"What is this cry?" Mas Rud stroked the cheek of his girl who revealed the remains of tears.
"Your heart misses me but lips always say another. Aren't you tired of lying?" said Mas Rudaya while staring at the ayu girl.
"I can read your mind and even before you speak I also know what you are feeling. But, I want to hear from your own lips that what I want is the same as how you feel. Are you ready to speak honestly?"
The girl stayed down. Mas Rud's series of sentences made him unable to continue to close the sense that had been read. Lips are mute but clear crystals flow without being able to be dammed.
Mas Rud again wiped away the shedding tears without pause. "Don't cry anymore! Please please! I've made you cry too much because of my passing. Now I'm back to see you laughing because of me. If you're still sad, do I have to go again?"
Ayu girls tighten their fingers link. He shook. Slowly he lifted his face until the gazes clashed with Mas Rud.
"I came back to make up for your tears with laughter. But, if you keep crying too that means my presence is useless. Maybe I was created to make a wound and another man treated it."
The crystal of pain began to drip on the man's cheek. Mas Rud was crying. He could not hold tightness in the chest.
Hand of ayu girl outstretched. Slowly touching Mas Rud's cheeks were filled with shedding tears. This time, the ayu girl changed to wipe the crystal clear of the former. "Maas ...."
The two people are fused in the netra that nailed each other. The dumb lips are intimidated by the heart that is giving off pain. Highlight the eyes into a mirror that skin the story that wants to be voiced in the vastness of the happy ocean .
"You're bad, Mommy."
"I am very evil. Even the most depraved man."
Mas Rud's sentence inflated the clear circle that was increasingly fertile to flow. Both are being disturbed by sobs. Even nature seems to contribute to the pain by accelerating the rush of rain.
Mas Rud laid his head on the end of the lap of the ayu girl. "I'm sorry, honey! I thought by leaving you, you'd be happy. We are both hurt. I made the wrong decision."
Tear points wet the scalp. Ayu girl was also moved to hear Mas Rud's words. His fingers stroked the former's black hair. "We're not a match, Mom."
Instantly, Mas Rud raised his head. The jemari who stroked the mane, he grabbed. Bead eyes that shed tears, he looks full of tenderness. "Would I be willing if I asked you to be my soul mate?"