Mas Rud (Novel Love The Bodyguard)
Dot of Worried
Chapters. 18: The Mind
Saturday is the day I want to avoid. Not working makes me unable to meet him. I don't know if I can bear to not touch everything about him all day. Unite happiness because of love.
After my eyes opened, what I was looking for was a flat object. Want to say good morning that I used to say as a better thing. Rendra did it and I sneered at him. Now that I'm following, it's overrated because of affection. Love is ignoring logic.
Stay away from yourself or I will show you how to stay away from her!
A message that distracts. Not so say hello and focus on replying to Ardi as the sender. Shock therapy when opening these eyes, again incised a speck of anxiety in the heart. It turned out that we were both struggling, even though Rosa had dropped the choice. Long before accepting me, she had already rejected him. It is no longer a subtle but already rude rejection that leads.
He's already picked me.
My reply was short but it was enough to explain how he should behave. That's if he uses his mind. But if the ego speaks, money and muscles will advance against the enemy that is me.
I waited a long time, the reply was nothing. I decided to leave and leave. Choose to change clothes and jog. Not running from the threat instead I pick up the heart that he is targeting incorrectly. Disturbing something that already has a waiter.
The distance of my house with him which is only three kilometers, challenges the adrenaline to step foot in a fast rhythm. Sports as well as eyes. Who knows is lucky to enjoy the pull on both corners of the curved lips. A smile from the idol. Or even told to stop by. A blessing that cannot be left untouched.
Sweat that begins to pour, gliding without grooves. Breathing gasps because the step is far away. Slowly slow down the rhythm and pause for a moment. Regulating air exchange. Suddenly there was a motor running from the back that grazed a little bit of my body. Not hard but enough to make the body a little smelly.
The startled screech instantly incarnated into suspicion. The driver was intentionally hitting me. A warning, which I immediately said was the owner of the number that last night also terrorized me. Whether it's Ardi or his man, I definitely need to be vigilant. Helmets become a barrier to my eyes to get to know even from a close distance.
I chose to pull over. Lean on a white wood tree that happens to grow shady on the side of the road. Apparently the man was not playing around with his words. Acting recklessly so that my Roses can be caught. Even though his heart has chosen, it does not make the lover switch. Just want to seize something that actually does not want to come along.
"Ren, where are you?" I thought so much about contacting him.
My dreadful friend, that busy Sunday is amazing. Not because of work but his girlfriend. Sok car free day even though it is just a release of kangen because of Sunday. The real heart goes smoothly.
The incident just made the heart become raging. The mind is no longer focused on continuing its hidden intentions. Finally choose to turn the steps, back home.
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"Bun" I said to Mother who cooked in the kitchen.
"Would you change the cook again?" seductive Mother because yesterday I took over her duties, preparing breakfast for the family as well as lunch for both of us, me and Rosa.
Kuterssmile. Sipping the water I just took. "Rud kangen Mother's cooking," kilahku as he approached the woman who owned my first love.
"Try changing your masakin Mother! Masa, the cooking is just for him. You're jealous, you know!"
Kupeluk Mommy full of affection.
"You're an adult. Still like hugging Mother, is not ashamed when seen your friend?"
"Why be ashamed, Bun? Rud dear Mother, really."
"Mother or Rosa?" satirize Mother with a teasing smile.
Two women of different positions. Equally valuable and get equal portions in terms of love and love. Blood flow as a child will always be a unthinkable affection. A missing rib will refract endless love. Inseparable.
The woman who possessed eternal love simply smiled. "It is difficult to talk to a poet who is in love again. The sentence is more," mocked Mother again.
I'm just smiling. Stay away from it and choose to relax at the dinner table. Picking up a device and reading a message that comes back intimidating.
It was just a greeting introduction.
Kuhela took a long breath. I can feel it if I'm getting a loud reprimand. It will be even more violent if I force to continue to advance firmly. Challenging without knowing the word abstinence. Brothers are only bonds but a soul mate is God's destiny.
"What's up, Rud?" ask Mommy when I accidentally catch my change.
"There's nothing, Bun," I lied to avoid the anxiety of the woman I love.
"Who sent you the message?" cerca Mommy doesn't believe the honesty that comes out of my mouth.
"Ary."
I finally couldn't hide that name anymore. Mother also knows this problem. Everyone knows, it is a reality that no longer needs to be covered up.
"What did he say?" ask Mommy to immediately leave her activities and sit opposite me.
I confusedly answered. My silence was interpreted by Mother herself as an order to stay away from Rosa. I confirmed, adding that it was not just an order but a threat. I told you everything even about the incident when I was accidentally nudged just now.
"Rud, Mommy is worried about your safety."
"Mother should not worry. Rud can take care of himself," I'm sure to Mother.
"Your path will be heavy, son! Mother supports. Are you sure that you will take this road to the end?"
"Rud will keep Rosa, Bun. Whatever the obstacle."
There was a long breath. "Son, if you're not ready, let go! But if you keep going, Mother will always pray for you."
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There was a tremor in the heart of the girl. It composes a puzzle from a series of scattered past stories. Kekeh struggled and left for no reason, slowly beginning to show the path to the puzzle solver.
"Is it all because of Ardi? What else did he do until suddenly Mas Rud disappeared?"
The more questions he hung the more he wanted answers. Curious who has never disappeared is now confined again. There is a response that will soon reveal. Breaking open the secret of a love full of wounds. Will the next page spread the news? Explanation of the escape of taste that had been allowed to become a story.
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