Mas Rud (Novel Love The Bodyguard)

Great Sacrifice

Chapters. 28: Weird

My fragility instantly disappeared. The mention of his name made me realize that there is a heart that I must be happy with. But how can I not get an answer.

"Ren ... did we elope, just?" That crazy idea just went wild.

"Don't worry, Rud. Do you think it'll all be over if you run away? Remember your family and his family? I think Ardi and mr. dhe Haryo still prove the threat if that decision is your choice."

I moved from sitting. Walking while thinking. Finding the best solution to a thorny problem.

"Should I leave him?" the murmur chime the question like coming out without awareness.

"If it's a must, you can?" search Rendra carefully.

"If I could, right now I'm not here."

Again I scooped my face with a rough. My brain really can't force me to find a way out. Deadlocked.

Our newfound sense of happiness is erased as the memory of rejection and threat looms. Bitters that bite, bend in force forced to bend the knee. Can love be pawned for the future of the people I love?

"Rud .. do you believe in destiny?" Suddenly Rendra broadened my narrow mind in fear of having to leave her painfully.

"Lu can choose a mate, but it is still God who determines. No matter how hard you pursue, if he is a mate people will remain loose as well. On the contrary, if he were your soul mate, no matter how far you were separated, there would still be a way to be united."

"No soul mate is sick, Ren."

"Gue know, but ... The Rud I know is not a quitter. He is not a selfish person either. Rud is the happy owner of love" Rendra said, patting me on the shoulder.

"Mrs ..." I hugged my best friend tightly. He was the advisor I always heard his orders from.

"You better go home. Poor father and mother. They must be worried."

"Tonight I want to stay here."

"Sorry .. I don't know any more about your friend, Ren," said the tall man who suddenly walked into the room where Rendra and I had just let go.

"This, Rud." Rendra introduced my name to someone who had just arrived.

The man approached with a smile. He held out his hand and changed his name. As hard as my heart, I tried to normalize all the feelings and facial expressions. He smiled and welcomed his hand.

"Dion this is my cousin, Rud. He lives in the front apartment."

We get along with each other. Looks like he has a humble personality like Rendra. Easy to get along with and friendly of course. The type of loving, drawn from the warmth of his speech and gentle attitude.

"It looks like you guys are having something important to talk about, I went back, first. Rud, come by my place once in a while!" dion said as he turned his body away.

We were silent until Dion disappeared from sight. Rendra gulped down the mineral water that was on the table. I chose to sit back.

"Do you know my cousin? He is one of the true love warriors. The struggle to get the woman's love, ended in vain. Rejection for rejection does not make him give up. He believes that the woman is his soul mate, when in reality the woman now has a boyfriend. I think you should follow it."

"If it were just a girlfriend, I wouldn't be daunted, Ren. What I'm dealing with is threats, power and loss" I said as I laid myself down.

"Elu and Rosa love each other, Rud. Dion's? He loves alone. If he just believes the soul mate of the woman is him, why are you pessimistic? Maybe it's a long journey before you're united" explained Rendra, who slowly opened up the confines of my mind.

If the path of love could be as I wish, I would be willing to take it off now. However, if in the end the soul mate still does not unite, do I not regret for not fighting until the last point? God ... What should I do?

In a branch, I thought I was taken wandering. Intersect with many possibilities. If I force or finally give up then whatever I will accept. Be ill. All choices will end. I'm with him or let him be happy, there will still be wounds.

Closed eyes. My breath is so long. As hard as I felt, what was he doing now? Has he fallen asleep or has he been disturbed by the fear that holds me?

Honey .. I love you. Loves you so much. The love that made me hesitate to let you go because I wasn't sure there was someone who would love you like me. As pure as the taste I have and as deep as the love rooted to the pointless whirling of love.

Slowly I opened netra. I don't have much time to keep withering. I have to make a decision even though I don't think I can.

"Ren, I'm home!" I said after waking myself up and hurried to pick up the key lying on the table.

"Should I take you?"

I started walking towards the exit. "Gue is not a cool man who needs to be escorted," I said mocking when in fact as a mere encouragement.

"Gue knows, but don't forget to take care of your heart, don't make you commit suicide" explained Rendra who I only returned by turning her body for a while and patting my chest. Widens smile despite bitter.

We know what is lodged in each mind. Therefore, right now, I just need presence not excessive advice. The existence of friends is an encouragement that can not be replaced with anything.

Closing the door to Rendra's apartment, I somehow stopped my steps instantly. My eyes were on the room number right in front of me. The man I just met named Dion somehow crossed my mind. There's something but I can't tell you what it is.

"Dion ..." I muttered.

Some time I was glued. Really, this feels really weird. I can't control myself. Even when it suddenly remembered him, it was like there was a force moving it.

"Dion," said that I kept repeating. Even after I started walking and along the way home.

I breathed tired. A heart that was still filled with uneasiness, and the shackles of a new name made me forget the rage for a while. There is actually a slippage of calm despite having to be forced to sincerely release.

Is this God? Why does the name Dion keep wandering? Who her?

The car I drove slowly, was soon approaching his residence. I intentionally slowed down and then pulled over in front of the towering gate. The lights that lit up on the second floor, which I believe was his room made my heart wonder again.

"Honey .. are you still awake?"

I'm gonna push my fingers to find a flat object. Start shirt pocket, car dashboard, seat next to all none. As soon as I remembered, if the thing I was looking for was to put anything on the bedroom bed.

"Honey .. Can we separate? I know you love me the way I love you. Can we let go of this feeling?

The tears are melting again. I really can't control myself if it's related to the woman I love. I'm weak.

I had to look away from the room that was still burning brightly. Return the vehicle to go home. Because I realized, if you stay focused on him the wound will be more gaping. I won't be able to let it go to be happy. Even though I don't know if he can be happy without me.

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Like the light I got in Rosa's room, the living room was still lit. Mom and Dad are awake. Talking with seriousness made me wonder what they were considering.

"What's up, Dad, Bun?"