Mas Rud (Novel Love The Bodyguard)

Bitter Reality

Chapters. 27: Neat?

My rapping shirt is a mess. The top button is open and the belt is no longer the key in the pants. The tightness that squeezes makes my mind float. There is only anger.

"Rud, calm down" advised mother while gently rubbing my back.

I sit in an emotion-filled heart. Speech by word from pak dhe Haryo and Ardi tinggalang memb*bi blind in mind. Emotion and logic can no longer speak.

"Mother .. leave the decision to your hands, son. But not only remind ...your decision will concern the lives of many people. We could lose everything. And so is the Rosa family. Mother knows this is very difficult for you."

I scooped my face rough. A fist I hit on the sofa I was sitting on. Letting go of the emotion of being faced with a situation that was very difficult for me to make a decision.

Not just fearing the threat of losing wealth, but deeper than that. If I continue to force, many people will suffer the consequences. Should I be selfish?

Aarrgghh!

I don't know how many times I screamed. Let go of my anger because I don't want to give up. Wanted to lunged but I still thought about how their fate would be going forward. Father, mother and the continuity of happiness he and his family.

In helplessness, I chose to leave. Leaving the house and I don't know where my feet are going. Mother's voice calls I didn't pay attention to. My ears care and even I feel like I want to lose this time.

I can't choose. Losing my treasure is okay as long as he's on the side. But if I have to pawn love with the happiness of all of them, can I? Hacking my own happiness and forgetting the sadness they would endure later.

Aarrgghh!

Again, the screams echoed in my car. Speed I made above normal, security kunomorekiankan. My mind is filled only with a vile human named Ardi. Search, that's the main thing.

I turned back the car when I accidentally saw his figure laughing with his friends in his barrel. Without waiting for time, I approached his whereabouts. Hit hard on his face with a blind memb*bi. One, two and many times.

"If you're a man, don't play threats!"

I thrust another fist into his stomach. His resistance was in vain because my strength was greater than his. The man who can only stand behind the paid bodyguard, who can probably fight me who has a black belt.

"How dare you take a step .. I'll make sure it's worse than him!" I threatened some of the men I knew of the sycophants in order to enjoy the good life of the son who was said to be honorable when originally b*ngsat.

Laughter came out of Ardi's mouth. But that didn't stop my steps. It was enough for me to vent my anger by beating him. Will not be provoked to continue to do reckless. My brain can still digest what I would receive if it gave him more injuries.

"Rud .. I'm sure you'll regret doing this to me!"

Ardi shouted while holding his stomach, I only returned with a sharp eye glare. "Do it! I'm not afraid of men like you."

I'm putting on a slanted smile. Underestimating the power of the man who can only hide behind the power of his money. Without waiting for time, I turned the round steering wheel to immediately pass from the front of the hoodlum.

I rubbed a little blood at the end of my lips. Short struggle earlier, although I won a landslide, but Ardi had retaliated once. Not much, just a little bit of a pain.

"If I don't remember that prison that would only cost me money, I'll make sure he's dead."

In the driving car, my emotions continued to hunt. As for the sake of swear I spewed with great frustration. In line with the focus on the streets, my lips continue to mourn everything that happens.

"Mother .. father .. forgive Rud! Your son has become disobedient, blinded by love. Really ... This is heavy ... very heavy!"

Aarrgghh!

I don't know how many times I yelled. The circumstances that forced me, made me helpless. In weakness, I can only let out unrest through a voice that is not clear in meaning.

The question slid along with the wheels of the car that stopped turning. A punch without great power I threw at the directional controller of the car I just turned off the engine. I'll put the head on the steering wheel for a second.

Breathing full of anxiety snaking. Muffle the growls that soar together confused. The step that I want to keep breaking forward, but the speed is struck by something that makes me doubt. Between the love I want to continue to fight or the happiness of my parents who are very dear. I'm really worried.

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"Rud, what's wrong with you?" investigate Rendra as soon as he opens the door to his apartment and finds me with a tremendous tangle.

Without answering Rendra's curiosity, I carried my spiritless body into the sofa room I used to occupy while we were relaxing. There, I just threw my body.

"What's going on? ask Rendra again while putting her hand on my chin.

"Lu fight?"

I'm silent. Keep still. And still choose silence.

"Isn't you a proposal tonight? Why even like this? Rud! Same story as me!" cerca Rendra with all her curiosity.

I wanted to talk, but my lips couldn't. Stuck, the word I want to say is attached and I can't escape sincerely. There is, it is precisely the roar of tears that just melt. Crying out.

The crystal continues to decay. Represents a feeling I can't tell. It was so deep that I fell in my fragile state.

"Mrs ..." The sentence I want to say is long, in fact only up to it can go. Stop before I start twisting the word.

I felt the room feel quieter. Rendra was waiting for me to continue, while I was still preoccupied with arranging the taste.

I exhaled a rough breath as I thought I was starting to master the situation. My mind gave me as far as I could imagine. Breaking through the time limit until the scene after scene I wanted to tell was drawn so vividly.

"My proposal failed, Ren."

Silent.

"Ardi threatens the continuity of my father's company if I insist on proposing to Rosa."

"Because the Ardi family is the second-highest shareholder in your father's company?" search Rendra confirm.

I shake my head to represent yes. "In addition, Mr. Rosa also poses the same threat to the Rosa family. I'm confused, Ren."

The necklace took away my clear mind. Telling what happened cannot change the situation. Rendra also could not give much advice. Power is hard to conquer.

"Rud .. calm down first. It's still heating up at the moment. There's nothing to solve a problem while the mind is still filled with anger."

"He's my life, Ren. How could I just let go of it."

Aarrgghh!

I hit the couch. My hair was rough and came back screaming in annoyance.

Aarrgghh!

"Rud, enough! If you're like this, what about rosa? Who's gonna take care of him if you can't take care of yourself?"