
Pandu's body stiffens. Desire - a subtle sigh, began to creep in his heart. Pandu's eyes heat up, longing that is so swollen to Lesti, now as if treated. However, on the other hand Pandu has not been able to believe completely.
"Don't joke, Arya!"
"I'm not kidding. He's Kiran, Lesti's first child,"
Pandu closed his eyes, the longing waves that he had tried to extinguish long ago, now bursting fruit.
"Why do you have the heart to leave Mom, is a treasure more valuable than a family?"
Kiran stared cynically at Pandu. There was no sign of longing or happiness shown by Kiran. His heart seemed to die when he saw the figure of the man in front of him.
Meanwhile, after hearing Kiran's words, Pandu again felt guilty.
"I'm sorry, Son. I really didn't mean to leave you. Father ha...."
"Dad? Who do you call Dad? Till when I'll never think of you as a father?!" Tukas Kiran's. His breathing was hunting because of the passionate emotion - the dust in his heart.
"You must be very angry. Please understand, son! Your father left because he wanted to improve his economy" said Lesti, who tried to calm Kiran down.
However, instead of calm down, Kiran was getting more angry. He chuckled discordantly as he stared intently at Lesti.
"Repairing economy? Then, after he succeeds, you proudly approach him?" ask Kiran.
"Not so, the story is very long, son. Now you calm down! Let me explain everything to you, " Pandu said, he approached Kiran with eyes that began to look glassy.
"What do you want to explain again?! Isn't everything clear? You left Mom and abandoned us all. Have you ever thought before? How does it feel to be us?" Kiran's tears were shed for a moment. He was unable to withstand the tightness that had filled the recesses of his heart.
Pandu was unable to speak, he rushed straight to pull Kiran and hug her. Pandu cried, even for the first time he was willing to tear down his pride in front of many people for the sake of Kiran.
"M...I'm sorry, Dad, Son. I am so sorry I never visited you. But really, I've always missed your mother and the others."
"What apology can you say to bring me back? A...If you don't go, I don't have to work as hard as I used to. I suffer so much to see you with another woman," Kiran said as she clutched the strong suit that was worn by Pandu.
Pandu further tightened his embrace. "Son Ay...."
"Mom is willing to work hard for both her children and your mother. But why are you so willing to leave him? Is it because you're not pretty?" asked Kiran while pushing Pandu's body.
"No. Not so, until now I also still love your mother, son."
"Why don't you ever come back? Why are you making Mom and Grandma suffer?" jerita Kiran. she lowered her head while firmly grasping her hair.
"Sorry, I think you're used to it without Dad. So.., Dad decided not to come back. Dad......"
"Custom you say? For God's sake! Every day Grandma always asks you. Even Mom always cried just because she saw your picture!" Tukas Kiran's. His voice filled the living room.
"Son...."
"Even my brother Bagas has to leave so soon. He died - died in your place despite being very young. The responsibility was so great that he finally gave up. He left me alone" Kiran said. He sobbed while looking at Pandu full of wounds.
Pandu was unable to hold back his cries.His shoulder shook violently his chest rumbled to withstand the tightness as well as regret.
"If begi...." Kiran's words stopped. He frowned when he felt a very intense dizzy. Kiran grimaced as she touched her head.
Kiran tried to stare at Pandu. However, unfortunately his eyes were actually yellowed - fireflies. Kiran increasingly grimaced, until slowly - the field of his eyes began to close and....
Bruk!
Kiran!
Kiran sat on the floor with her eyes closed. Her hands seemed to grip the strong white dress she was wearing. Every now and then, from his lips came a soft groaning sound.
"Honey, don't push yourself" said Darren, who is now beside Kiran. He crouched down while gently rubbing Kiran's shoulder which was shaking slowly.
"I'm not forcing myself, Mom. I was just disappointed in him. For years, my mother and I have been suffering. But what is this? He didn't even feel guilty at all!" Said Kiran. His voice was rising with a gaze fixed on Pandu.
"Yes, I know you are angry and disappointed. But don't be like this! We'll keep it all going later. We can finish it well - well.
"Can't, Mom! Even I feel like I'd love to see him suffer" Kiran said. His voice grew increasingly raucous, as well as his body that was increasingly trembling.
Hearing Kiran's words, everyone in the living room was shocked. They did not expect that Kiran would speak quite rudely. But who would dare to blame? All of this Pandu is guilty. He is irresponsible and causes Kiran to wrath.
Kiran was angry, she wanted to vent everything. However, on the other hand silent - silent he also misses the figure of a father.
"Zivanna..." Pandu tried to get closer. In fact he almost crouched down near Kiran. Pandu stretched out his hand, hoping that Kiran would accept his helping hand.
But, instead of accepting. Kiran just threw Pandu's hand violently. The look in his eyes was so sharp, as if he was reluctant to sit near Pandu.
"Don't touch me! Don't come any closer! And don't you pretend to care about me!" Kiran said her tears more and more wet her cheeks.
"Son, I do care about you.
I'm so sorry I left you. Dad...."
"Carers? After everything that's happened, you just said you care? If you do care, you should have been looking for my whereabouts a long time ago" replied Kiran.
His eyes stared pusar towards Pandu who was now also closing his eyes. Kiran was injured, even more painful than being ignored by Darren.
Who is not hurt? After thousands of injuries and tears, now Pandu just act as if he was also hurt. In fact, it was clear - clearly all this time he lived happily with his new family.
"Say Kiran! What do I have to do to make you forgive me?" ask Pandu again. He sat down in front of Kiran.
"If you can give me back, then I will forgive you" Kiran replied in a flat voice.
Pandu widened his eyes. It is impossible to bring the dead Larasati back to the world. So, that means he will not get an apology from Kiran. However, Pandu will not just give up. His resolve is round.
Pandu wants to get sorry from Kiran. He also hopes that his life will be calmer after Kiran forgives him.
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