Marrying my Maid

Missing And Disappointed

Helena said, after that she also noticed Arka who looked more and more sound.

"She looked a lot like Darren as a baby. But Mama thinks her eyebrows look like yours, Ran."

"Mama's right, I'm just part of his brow" murmured Kiran. He moved from his seat when Arka began to whine because he was uncomfortable with the sounds around him.

"It's okay, the most important thing is that you and Arka are healthy" Helena replied while watching Kiran. Helena was relieved that Kiran was so deft in taking care of Arka.

After a while Arka was silent. He seemed to be enjoying Kiran's embrace which was poking at him.

"May Dad hold him?" kenzo asked after a while he just fell silent.

"Can, please, Dad." Kiran said while handing over Arka to Kenzo.

"thank you. Then, Dad come out first. It looks like your mom wants to talk to you about something important" Kenzo said, staring at Helena.

Kiran scrunched her forehead. Kiran turned to look at Helena.

"Mama wants to talk to me about something" asked Kiran.

"Yes, but before that let's go with Mama!" take Helena.

"Where, Ma?" kiran asked as she looked at Helena who was now standing beside her.

"To Mama's room there's something Mama wants to show you" Helena said. His face was so serious that it made Kiran even feel curious.

Kiran followed Helena's footsteps towards her room-in-law. Kiran's heart was racing even, cold sweat started to wet both of her palms.

"Why am I so nervous? What exactly does Mama want to show you?" muttered Kiran

Arriving at Helena's room, Kiran sat on the sofa. While Helena was so busy looking - looking for something. Helena opened the closet, drawer, and even looked under the bed.

"What nyari mama? I help, yes," said Kiran. Because he felt sorry for Helena who was getting restless.

"No need, Ran. You just sit down."

"But...." Kiran's speech came to a halt when she saw Helena standing in front of a small closet in the corner of the room.Kiran frowned. He was amazed when he saw Helena picking up a medium-sized box.

"Mama wanted to give this to you" Helena said. He approached Kiran and sat down next to her.

"That's what, Ma?" ask Kiran curiously.

"It belongs to your mother. He had accidentally left her in his room when he stopped working here. When Mama wanted to give it, your mother was sick at that time." replied Helena, her voice was soft and a little raucous.

Kiran looked down, the memory of her mother was clearly twisted in her brain .

"Why didn't Mama give it to me, back in the village?" ask Kiran.

"Mama didn't get to it, son. Mom panicked when she heard that your mom was in the hospital. Even Mama doesn't remember this box anymore, Ay?"

"A few days ago when Mama was preparing stuff to bring back here. My mom remembered this box. Well before Mama forgets again, Mama finally decided to give this to you."

"Do you know what it is?" kiran asked her eyes glazed over as she looked back at Helena. His longing feelings for the mother grew so much that he was unable to withstand the sadness.

Helena shook her head slowly. He had never opened the black box that was currently in his hands. In addition to feeling unworthy, Helena also felt bad if she had to open something that was not hers.

"Mama doesn't know what it is. But it seems like this is important enough for your mother. Because back then, when Mama said that this box was left behind, your mother panicked."

Kiran nodded her head exhaling softly. Kiran smiled thinly while wiping the corners of her slightly wet eyes.

"By dong, Ran. But if you can, Mama also wants to know what the box is," said Helena as she handed the box to Kiran.

Kiran chuckled softly after hearing the words from Helena. " Well then I'll open it here" Kiran said.

"Eh, Mama was just kidding, Ran. You can open it in your room. Who knows it's your mother's important and secret stuff."

"It's okay, Ma. Mama also deserves to see this. Moreover, all this time Mama has kept it very well," replied Kiran he smiled faintly when he looked at Helena.

"Then it's okay" replied Helena.

Kiran nodded, after which, she opened the box on her lap. Kiran's hand trembled slightly as the box had opened completely.

Kiran's gaze was so sad. Unconsciously she shed her tears. When looking at the piece of photo that contains him, Larasati and also her sister Bagas.

"Don't cry, son. Now they are calm, in nature" Helena said, rubbing Kiran's shoulder.

"I don't think I can believe they're gone, Ma. A....I miss them" Kiran said as she hugged Helena.

"If you miss them, pray for them. Or if you want, you can ask Darren to take you to their tomb.

Kiran simply nodded and cried in Helena's embrace. After being calm enough Kiran looked back at the box.

Now Kiran's gaze, fixed on another piece of photo that looks so worn. Kiran widened her eyes. He was so surprised to see a couple in the photo.

"Ma, here...." Kiran was unable to continue her words. He cried again when he saw a photo of Larasati and a man he had never seen before.

Helena hugged Kiran. He rubbed Kiran's back gently to give her a little peace.

"Don't cry, son!"

Kiran ignored Helena's words. He was even more sobbing while staring at the old photo.

"A...Father, ' Kiran Pilu.

Kiran is still sobbing. His chest was so crowded because of longing and disappointment that stirred - gebu. He misses the now-defunct Larasati. However, on the other hand he was so disappointed when he saw the photo of a handsome man standing beside Larasati.

"Why are you so willing to leave Mom? Why did you abandon your young son?" kiran asked, her voice so raucous.

"Kiran! Don't cry like this, son. Don't think badly, who knows your father had a reason to leave" Helena said. He tries to calm Kiran down, which is getting worse.

"But what's the reason, Mah? He never even gave any news to Mom. She disappeared without knowing that she was pregnant, my sister Bagas." Kiran said. Her tears were pouring down her cheeks.

This time Helena was silent. He was unable to reply to Kiran's words. Helena exhaled softly while tightly hugging Kiran.

"I felt so disappointed when I saw his face for the first time, Ma. He's a man, but why isn't he responsible?"

"Please yourself, Ran. Breathe slowly - slowly and then exhale. Don't let your disappointment fuel your hatred!" Helena said as she touched both of Kiran's shoulders.

Helena's eyes were serious. He doesn't want Kiran to hate her own father.

"Mama's sure your father must have had a good reason. Anyway, what if she's gone?"

Yuhuu everything is getting clearer, Yes! Kiran had seen the photo of Larasati and her husband.

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