Married The Second

Pain comes from God

Today is the day of determination for Rani, laboratory results will come out today.

Doctor Hamid entered the room where Rani was treated, in her hand there was a brown envelope, slowly he opened the envelope and read the results of his lab to Rani.

"Miss Rani is patient yes, you are positive for stage 3B cervical cancer" said Hamid doctor with a heavy heart he read the contents of a sheet of laboratory results

"So I have cervical cancer doc" Rani immediately looks shocked, her two round eyes can not stem her sadness, all her tears just spill. 

"Please Miss Rani, you have to fight against your illness, if the lady has confidence and high spirit, God willing, God must provide ease and also healing." bright Doctor Hamid tried to calm down Rani who looked desperate without spirit

At that time Rani was really not strong enough to withstand her sadness, she continued to shed her tears.

"Dok please save me, I still want to live doc" whined Rani with a whim, her face increasingly looks pale white

"The life and death of a person belongs only to God, my duty as a doctor is to provide the best treatment"

Rani looked lethargic, her gaze was blank, this was the lowest point in her life.

Cervical cancer (the cervix) is already like a scary ghost for women. Symptoms that are not visible make women sometimes ignore the threat. 

The incident lasted long enough, Rani indeed often get irregular menstrual cycles, she also often abdominal pain when it comes months, and, but he did not care because it was before marriage it often happened like that.

Just one month ago, he menstruation never ended, even he also often issued blood clots that smell very bad or arguably stink. The last time he had sex with Arjuna, he was still bleeding, but Arjuna forced him to keep having sex, until finally he was not strong enough to endure his abdominal pain, he also had severe bleeding.

Never imagined by him at a relatively young age, this year he was even 27 years old, and he was sentenced by doctors to stage three cervical cancer.

At that time he was very shocked, sad and it felt all dark. The man she was defending also did not want to accept her anymore, after finding out she was seriously ill, Arjuna instead scolded her and blocked her number. Arjuna was only playing with his feelings, the man only used his body to fulfill his crazy fantasies.

After knowing the true nature of Arjuna, at that time Rani was very sorry for his actions, stupidly he could not maintain his household with Anwar, he chose the wrong man who easily cut off his relationship with him

When slumped like this he needed a lot of support from the closest people, wanted it to feel like he was crying in the arms of Anwar, but it was just a pseudo-shadow. Rani was completely destroyed, as if she had fallen still hit the stairs.

The helpless weak woman continued to shed her tears, she lamented her solitude. Every now and then he screamed hysterically like a lost madman, what a pity for the fate of that woman.

"Before I die, I must be able to avenge me. I want Aisha to suffer.... Hahaha" he murmured as he chuckled, the woman seemed to have her own power when recalling the burning embers of vengeance in his heart

Maybe the woman was really troubled, her whole brain was contaminated by the hate virus, until she did not realize that the end was approaching.

From the mosquito net room he leaned, to support his body only he was not strong

"Miss where to go, your body is getting weaker miss, I suggest to immediately do the surgery to remove the uterus and also chemotherapy" explained Dr. Hamid who just entered Rani's room

"As far as the doctor is concerned, as long as I can recover I will pay whatever the cost" Rani said with her pale face, her tone flat, as if she could already accept the pain

"Please sign this lady, you should also ask your husband for approval. Because to perform the operation of the removal of the uterus must be signed by your husband as well" said Hamid doctor explained the surgical procedure he will do

"I'm a kara doc, my husband has divorced me. Please save me Doc, before I die I want to realize my last wish doc" said Rani pleaded, of course her only desire is revenge

"The work of a person is God who determines miss, you have to be careful and pray to God. God willing, if God wills, God will take away your sickness." Obviously Dr. Hamid again. The tall man seemed pity to see the patient's condition, as much as possible he would provide the best service and treatment for him

Doctor Hamid is a gentle doctor, he is a specialist obgyn and gynecological oncologist with a degree Sp.Og(K) best graduate of medical university in Singapore.

The young doctor also has a generous heart, he is the founder of the foundation concerned with cervical cancer and uterine cancer. Through the program many sufferers who managed to survive from the frightening disease. Hamid is very grateful as a creature of God, the advantages he can devote to people who really need.

"Not a Muslim is afflicted by disease or the like, but Allah will abort with him his sins like a tree that leaves his leaves".

There is a tip that we must convey when we visit someone who is sick, so that we can be a way of good for someone who is God does not want to get good in the form of an abortion of sin is to express the heart that all the will of Allah Ta'ala and remain consistent in worship, indeed, there is good before us when we are able to go through this pain, namely: the sinner, where later this sinner will be expected by all souls when in jaumul hisab.

Do not waste the rest of the life we have just because of the whispers of the devil who does not waver over us, we even oppose his will, and increasingly make forget that healing only comes from Him

The pain that comes is the intermediary for penance, every difficulty, every disease, worry, sorrow, persecution, and disaster that befalls a Muslim, even the thorn that pierces it, Allah will make it all as a redeemer of wrongs

In undergoing pain, of course there are adab and religious advice that a Muslim needs to do, namely to always be patient, strive (treat the disease), and rely on Allah Subhanahu wa ta'ala.