Married by Promise

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“so mom accuses family bang Arnes traitor because now they are the ones who control Adinata Group?”

“Didn't mom ever say if you don't know anything about them, you're an adult, but your thinking is too naive to see them as good people”

“why did you resist a man named Gibran adinata?” asked Arya suddenly, she tried to mediate the debate of Saniah and Mila which seemed to be getting worse.

“it is a decision that I will always regret to death Arya,” replied Saniah ma'am who tried to calm her heart that began to feel tight.

Mila looked at her mother with astonished eyes, for to her a Gibran adinata was a psychopathic man who had killed his own son and wife, and who had killed him,

‘dia has killed my childhood prince’ is sad Mila is implying.

“ Mom used to be too naive Arya, I feel that with love mom will be happy, when grandfather Mila betrothed mom with Gibran adinata, mother immediately rejected her raw, raw, though at that time the mother knew Gibran was a good man, he helped uncle Mila's business in Malaysia, he also helped the business of aunt Mila's husband in Sulawesi, but because of blind love, the mother ignored everything, and still choosing Mila's father at that time” obviously bu Saniah with a sharp look at Mila, he seemed to want to explain to Mila if Mila's love for Arnes was just blind love.

“Arya, promise me, you will not leave Mila until death pick you up” said Saniah ma'am who made Arya's breath stuck in her throat,

“Mil, promise me, you will not leave Arya until death to pick you up” continued Saniah ma'am who made Mila again have to hold tightness in her chest,

Mila and Arya then look at each other, before Arya finally turns her eyes away from Mila's eyes,

‘I love her mom, but she doesn't love me’ Inner Arya sad listening to Saniah's mom request, but she doesn't love me,

‘I expect it mom, but she doesn't expect me’ inner Mila.

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Arya was sitting on the chair of Mila's dressing table, she looked at 2 photos that she always took with her wherever she went,

‘father, why does this world know you as a cruel personArya inner’ whose eyes begin to glaze over,

Mila who had just entered the room looked towards Arya who looked sad on her dressing table chair.

“you cry Arya?” asked Mila who made Arya surprised, she then immediately saved the two photos into a blue book,

“no, my eyes only peri” replied Arya while wiping her eyes, and,

“that was whose photo?” ask Mila curious,

“no, not a photo of anyone” replied Arya nervously, Mila then looked long at Arya, Arya,

“why? is there a problem?” asked Arya who felt uncomfortable being seen by Mila.

“no,” Mila replied, she then walked towards her bed,

“what sister Vanessa told you to come here?” asked Mila in a relaxed tone, she no longer wanted to look weak in front of Arya,

“iya,” Arya replied briefly.

“where do you want to sleep? do not sleep outside again, later I know our problem” said Mila coldly, he then pulled a blanket to cover her body.

“I can sleep here” said Arya who made Mila look in wonder at him,

“do you want to sleep in that chair?”

“I can sleep anywhere, even on the floor I can sleep” Arya replied casually,

“sleep in this bed, we will still be husband and wife” said Mila who then gave space so that Arya can sleep on his side,

“Mil, from your attitude towards me, it seems like you have chosen that man, not me” said Arya who made Mila feel stiff.

“then why did you promise earlier to mom not to leave me?” arya asked puzzled by Mila's attitude.

“because the one who will leave is you, not me, I will not leave you, but you are the one who will leave me” Mila said casually as she played her phone leaning on the bed.

Arya who listened to him felt broken, her heart ached hearing it all.

‘Mila's right, I'm the one who will break the promise here, I will break the promise to grandfather and also mother if I leave her Arya's inner’ holds tightness in her chest,

‘ya Allah, why should I break the promise here?, my promise that I could never keep, now I have to renege again’ inner Arya who is sad with her own fate.

For a moment Arya's mind flew on an incident 22 years ago.

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“where are you going, said the 4-year-old little girl,

“I have to go, go far” replied Arya small who is still 6 years old

“go far? do you want to leave me and never come back?” ask the girl with her face that makes anyone who sees her tremble,

“I'll be back for you, you're the princess of her” Arya replied as she pinched the little girl's chubby cheeks.

“prince must return to princess, I wait for you to return, do not go long ya” said the girl innocently.

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“you why silence?” asked Mila astonished to see the dreamy Arya,

“no, am I okay?” arya answered who then turned her face away from Mila's sight,

“Mil, is it impossible for you to forget that man?” asked Arya who tried to hold tightness in her chest that just appeared without her will.

“I told you, I can learn to love you, but you forced me to forget it” Mila said with emphasis, she felt like she won a battle when she heard Arya like she hoped for her.

“what am I wrong if I want you like that?”

“what am I wrong I need time to love you and forget it?” mila asked back, asking,

“you just haven't felt what I feel like, finding yourself betrayed by the person who has tied herself to you through the sacred bonds of marriage" Arya replied meaningfully.

Hearing Arya's sentence made Mila's mind drift on her conversation with Syifa this afternoon,

'i can't imagine how broken my heart would be if I was in your position Arya, but I also won't easily forget the bang Arnes, I love her so much Mila's inner’ takes a toll.

The atmosphere between them was silent for a long time, until finally Mila realized that arya had fallen asleep weakly with her head on the dressing table.

Mila then looked at Arya's tired-looking face with a long look, the feeling came back, the feeling of fear of losing the figure that was currently in front of her,

“at least I beg you to understand my situation Arya, I am sure, I can definitely love people as well as you” Mila said,

Mila is very eager to pull Arya to want to sleep in her bed, but she realizes, her power is not as strong as Arya who can carry her, if she pulls Arya's body, Arya will certainly wake up.

Mila then gave her pillow to Arya's head and also covered Arya with a blanket, she then fell asleep without a blanket while staring at the face of Arya who had fallen asleep in sleep after a tiring day.

“may God give the best way to our little family this Arya, allow me to fix everything, be a good wife to you and allow me to learn to love you”