Married by Promise

Meetings 2

“Aryaa, it's so beautiful” Mila said as she widened her arms and felt the cool breeze through each crack of her clothes and hit her body, Mila was really amazed by the view of the city seen from the top of the hill.

“you like it?” arya asked in a relaxed tone,

“26 years I live in this city, only this time I know there is a place like this” Mila is still stretching her hands and the cold gusts of wind do not stop beating her, providing relief in her heart.

“wasn't last night we also here, why did you say you just know now” asked Arya origin,

“we really were here last night? I think because of the state of my heart last night that was not because of, so I did not pay too much attention to the situation here last night” replied Mila with a guilty tone,

Arya then walked forward and sat down on the grass to enjoy the wind and the beautiful scenery in front of her,

Mila then stops her activities and approaches Arya to sit next to her,

“do you often come here Arya?” asked Mila while rubbing her white hand,

“ya, quite often, beauty like this is always able to make me calmer and more comfortable” replied Arya by closing her eyes to enjoy the wind in her body,

“what is your girlfriend that never took you to a place like this?” asked Arya without hesitation, he dismissed for a moment his jealousy that often struck.

“why did you suddenly ask about him?” mila said astonishedly,

“because what he does will be my comparison in your heart”

The look on Mila's face turned worried, there was a doubt in her heart with Arya's words, and the fear came back,

“say, how much do you love her?” arya asked in a flat tone, she tried to hold back the tightness in her heart, perhaps by hearing Mila's answer could give her consideration to severing their relationship going forward.

Mila was just silent, her face wrapped in a veil showed a feeling of worry,

‘does he really want to get away from me?’

“It is how much you love him, even you yourself do not describe how big you feel to the man with the words” said Arya.

“no, not so Arya,” said Mila worriedly,

‘ya Allah, I really do not know how to explain this all to her’

“I brought you here to finish everything Mil” said Arya who made the eyes of Mila glazed over to hear it.

“do you remember when you told me not to expect more from this wedding? you also said that this marriage will not last long, so let's finish everything now” said Arya who made Mila's chest feel tight.

‘ya Allah, I resigned if he wants to digalakku now, I am just a real person who is in his perfect life’ inner Mila who then shed her tears, she said,

“I know you said it in a conscious state back then, and I know you said it with a very confident heart without hesitation, so now let's put together a good plan to solve all of this, the plan that will make your grandfather accept our separation sincerely” explained Arya,

Arya then looked towards Mila, deg,, deg,,,, and,,,

“thank me for Arya's chance, just one time, I want to be a good wife to you” Mila's voice trembles expectantly,

“Mil, we must dare to make a decision, even if it will hurt the feelings of those who are near us, marriage without love will only make us both sick” said Arya who was sad to see the tears of Mila who had soaked her veil,

“Why don't you want to give me a chance Arya,?, just once, I beg” Mila shrieked in her sad cry, she said,

“because you betrayed me Mil, you love someone other than your own husband, it hurts my heart to feel your betrayal this mil” said Arya who had turned her eyes away from Mila.

“I never betrayed you Arya, she was present in my life before I knew you, I loved her before I knew you, and when we got married, I had high hopes of living with her, but now that I know I was wrong, I beg you to understand how I am, it is not easy for a woman to let go of her feelings for someone she loves, what else to take it off without any problems in the relationship” explained Mila,

“your defense doesn't mean anything Mil, you should already know if harboring feelings for your opposite sex without any marriage ties is a big sin, but you were in a relationship and playing with that sin, and now you want to blame me for your sin because of your feelings for that man? as if I don't understand the feelings of a woman”

Arya's words like stabbing Mila's heart, he really lost a hard argument with Arya, Arya,

“Do you think I've never liked another woman before, I'm a normal guy who's interested in women, but I can throw that sense out of playing with sin, not to, do you think I'm a stupid man who never knew a woman, if I wanted to, I can get a woman who is much more beautiful and seductive than you” continued Arya who increasingly stabbed the heart of Mila,

‘ya Allah, I am really despicable in the eyes of Arya, she is too holy for a sinful woman like me, when I feel comfortable with the love of bang Arnes, she said, he fought desperately with his desire not to sin with the woman he liked, I did not deserve him, he said, but am I wrong if I want to fix everything and be selfish maintaining this marriageMila's inner’ is sad,

“it was too painful for me Mil, when I learned to give my heart to you, but you were engrossed in your boyfriend, and you threw me away like shit saying not to think this marriage would last, now I've paved the way for you so that we can part ways, but you're playing me like this”

“I know I'm wrong, but I beg Arya, give me a chance once more, I promise it will change, I promise I will learn to love you and me,,” Mila sentence directly in cut Arya, I promise you will learn to love you and me,

“Why should I give one more chance Mil?, give me the reason” pinta Arya,

Mila was silent for a moment, every question Arya asked was so difficult to guess by her, she did not even understand why Arya asked like that to her., she said.,

“I just want to fix everything Arya, that's all, I don't want to regret wasting a husband like you in my life” Mila replied wistfully,

Arya for a moment inhaled a long breath, she also did not want to decide everything emotionally, let alone drop the talaq just because of emotion alone, he also did not want to break everything emotionally,

“I'll give you a chance Mil, now explain your commitment to this marriage, and also your plans for this marriage until we are old later,” Arya does not want to mess with her marriage, he said, if Mila does not have a clear commitment and plan for their marriage, it means there is no seriousness from Mila to improve their marriage.

While Mila does not have thoughts as broad as Arya, she never thought at all what life would be like, let alone get old, for what happens 3 months ahead, he said, 6 months, ahead or even a year ahead was never on his mind, nor did he know whether the next 3 months he could love Arya and take Arnes out of his life, he said, or on the contrary, his love for Arnes deepened and his love for Arya would never grow.

Especially if you have to plan life ahead, like they will have how many children, want to buy a car or house, all of that never crossed Mila's mind,

‘what a short thought I had, I did not think at all what happened to me in front of’

“I can only promise to be a good wife to you and our little family Arya, I have no plans ahead, I have no plans, but obviously I want to learn to be the best wife for you” replied Mila weakly,

Arya rubbed her face in frustration at hearing the reply from Mila. It was very heavy to let go of Mila, because in reality Mila was the first person to fill her heart, if previously she always threw away the likes of women, but different from Mila, she said, she learns to love Mila and gives her heart completely to Mila after their marriage, although Mila always ignores her and often gets her hurt, but she still fosters a love for Mila, as she is convinced, only time will make Mila love him.

But the reality that he found was different, his view on Mila who veiled is a woman who keeps her honor and keeps herself from men who are not mahromnya, he said, but he found Mila alone with other men in their relationship, he felt deep wounds because he saw Mila's intimacy with Arnes, the wounds were so painful that Mila did so within the sacred bond of their marriage.

‘Hopefully my decision is not a wrong’ decision inner Arya.