Married by Promise
Selly angry
“kak” call Mila.
“eat Mil, brother seems to just go to sleep,” said Vanessa who then got up, he glanced at Mila with his sad face, and then left Mila alone in the room.
Mila then looks at Vanessa with a guilty face, after Vanessa leaves, Mila then looks at the situation of Arya's room, and the room looks still neat and clean, his eyes were then fixed on Arya's phone which had been smashed in the corner of the room,
And without realizing it, the feeling came back, guilt for what he did,
‘what I really mean, hurt his heart like this’ his inner self.
*
Ari had just finished praying, he was about to resume his sleep which was still lacking, because indeed from last night he spent a lot of time watching the ball, the door of the room he did not lock was opened and a young man wearing a carrier went to sleep next to him,
“ma, Ari already shubuh, Ari is still sleepy, later Ari bathe” said Ari who thought her mother who came to wake her up,
“ma,ma,ma, you think I'm mama lo” said Arya,
Hearing the voice of the man next to her made Ari's eyes widen in shock, the drowsiness that attacked him instantly disappeared, he then sat down and saw who was next to him. He found Arya sleeping in her bed while closing her eyes.
“lo why early in the morning here, who opens the door?” ari asked in a surprised tone,
“bi Inah, have taken a shower there, today we go to Rinjani” said Arya casually,
Ari's eyes again widened in shock,
“what-apan lo, make planning as good as you can, no-no, I still want to sleep” said Ari who again laid his body in bed.
“ sure you do not want to come?, yes already, I go alone” said Arya in a cute voice, saying,
‘sial, he threatened me in the same way, if people already know our weaknesses, yes bothers to be’ umpat Ari in his heart.
he knew that if he did not come, Arya would threaten to go alone, and in the end he had to give up on going with Arya,
“lo can take Tomy” complained Ari who still wants to avoid Arya's invitation, he said,
“lo will know for himself Tomy has taken leave for his application event yesterday”
“ah lo ngerepotin aja, beware I want to sleep again” Ari encourages Arya's body to get out of bed.
“ya, already, I leave alone” said Arya who got up and took the carrier, he then walked towards the door, only half the door of Ari's room was open, Ari again called Arya,
“Arya, I take a shower 15 minutes, you just wait at the dinner table, we will have breakfast together” said Ari who has been sitting on the side of his bed. Arya smiled feeling victorious hearing Ari's words,
*
Mila had been sitting at the dining table, she glanced at Arya's room hoping that the man would come out of her room, 1 second, 2 seconds, 5 seconds, 10 seconds, 30 seconds, but the person he expected to come never showed up. He took a deep breath, his chest felt tight, guilt re-emerged in his heart.
Vanessa, who had just come down from the second floor, looked at Mila, and then turned to look at Arya's bedroom door,
“what's he not coming home?” ask Vanessa, please,
Mila just kept quiet, if she answered, it would only thicken her guilt.
“you have breakfast first, if you want to leave, just call brother to kamar”
Vanessa stepped back to the 2nd floor, looking at Vanessa back up the stairs, Mila then stood up from her chair,
“sister, enough brother, I know I'm wrong, but don't treat me like this, don't be cold to me brother, only brother is the only person who is always there for me, he said, I beg you not to be like this to me” Mila said it with full of emotion and a trembling voice.
“truss do you want big brother how Mil, you want big brother to be angry and talk with dirty words for your actions?, better big brother like this Mil, than have to abuse you for your actions" Vanessa turned her body around and stared cynically at Mila,
Seeing Vanessa's gaze made Mila just be able to shut up and lower her head,
“look at you, you're wearing that long headscarf and veil, but what about your prilak, you're alone without feeling sinful with another man who's not your mahrom, you even openly do it in front of your own husband without any guilt, where your respect for your husband, what is that Islam teaches you?, is it?, you even blatantly say you love another man to your husband without thinking about how he feels,” Vanessa said.
Mila's heart skipped a beat, what Vanessa said was true, she felt really dirty, her heart felt hypocritical, wearing a Hijab and veil just to cover up her sin in front of a lot of people.
“sorry sister, I was wrong, I was wrong, I will not repeat it again, I promise” Mila said resignedly,
“Arya's a good man Mil, if you don't want him, talk nice to him, talk the three of you to grandpa, divorce you guys well without hurting each other, let him go find his own happiness, please, let her find the woman she loves and loves, a person as good as Arya deserves her own happiness Mil” explains Vanessa again who increasingly makes Mila's heart not care.
There is a strange feeling Mila feels, a feeling of unwillingness when Vanessa says let Arya go in search of her own happiness with another woman,
‘what's this? why don't I listen to it',
“you know for yourself Mil, since the presence of Arya to this house, many changes that occur, we no longer have to feel the tense atmosphere every breakfast, he said, we must no longer be afraid because only the two of us are in this house, but there are already men who can take care of us, while your brother has not changed from his bad habits at all, you should be able to judge everything, why are you too selfish with your plan” Vanessa said in a sad tone and a drop of tears escaped her eyes,
“breakfast, sister will soon drive you” Vanessa then go up to her room,
While Mila could only sit limp in her chair, she could not even eat anything at the dinner table, her mind was not careless, the feeling in her heart felt so tight, she said,
‘what am I wrong if I hold on to my feelings for bang Arnes, am I selfishly pursuing my own happiness, but why am I so unbearable to that man, I even trample on his feelings without caring about the burden that was on the shoulders of’
