Married by Promise

Kungfu Alay's

After finishing dinner, Mila goes straight into her room, while Arya prefers to design some house drawings for her clients in the living room, almost 2 hours more he worked in the living room before finally feeling tired, he then went into Mila's room to put down his laptop and work documents.

When he entered the room, he found Mila who was busy playing mobile phones in her bed,

Arya looked at the beautiful face of Mila who was not wrapped in the veil with a deep feeling,

“why haven't slept Mil?” arya asked while putting her laptop and working documents on Mila's dresser,

“I'm waiting for you, do you still want to sleep outside and leave me here?” mila asked with a hopeful look at Arya,

Arya momentarily silent, she then sat down on the side of the bed Mila and Mila immediately approached and sat beside Arya.

“Mil, what do you think makes a marriage last until the end of life?” arya asked in a slow tone,

Mila thought for a moment with Arya's question,

'why does he always ask with questions like this anyway?, is he the person as serious as this, so the question is always philosophical as his inner gini’ guesses

“hmmm, maybe loyalty, love, and also because of children, many people out there who choose to survive because of children even though they are no longer fit”, replied Mila plain, who was not, he only wished that there would be no wrong answer to what he said.

“and you don't have any of those answers for me Mil” replied Arya grudgingly, there is a feeling of tightness in her chest as she hasn't found a proper reason to maintain her marriage to Mila,

deg,,, deg, Mila's heart skipped a beat, and her chest felt tight again,

'my God, why is everything so complicated? am I wrong to want to keep this marriage?, I know I still love Arnes bang, but really I don't want to lose Arya’

“Mil, how much do you want to maintain our marriage Mil, please convince me to maintain this marriage, because I also do not want to take a rash decision in this position Mil” continued Arya, her little heart still wants to continue her marriage to Mila,

But until that moment he did not find the right answer to survive, for him the feeling is not the number one, the true human heart can change at any time, it might hurt to part with Mila because she had already given her heart to Mila, a much greater pain when she saw Mila with Arnes. But still his heart will be able to recover as usual, rather than having to bear the burden of continuous feelings.

Mila is really confused by the way Arya thinks, all this time she knows a lot of men in her association, she just found a person so complicated as Arya now.

“Arya, I just want to be a good wife to you, I don't understand what kind of answer you want, I don't understand, but the truth is that's all I want to do right now” Mila replied with teary eyes,

“your answer is too abstract for me Mil, I want an answer that can describe this marriage will run until we die, if this marriage is only for a temporary time, he said, we better end it now” Arya rubbed her hair frustrated with her current state.

‘I can not give confidence to myself if I can love him, what else I still feel great on bang Arnes, what more, then how can I convince her that this marriage will last long if my feelings are still like thisMila's inner ’ is worried,

“Arya, give me a chance, I want to learn to love you, let time answer everything” replied Mila who made Arya again rub rough face, why Mila's answer never gave him satisfaction, because,

Mila is silent, she does not know what to answer, she does not even believe that Arya can know herself so easily like that,

“Mil, you ask me to give you a chance?, I will give you a chance to decide, for a while we split the house first, so that you can decide calmly, without emotional, if you already have the answer to choose me or him, to stay or part, come to me, I will always be ready to welcome you with an open heart, he then got up and packed his things,

While Mila can only cry over the fate she has to live with, she is only able to sit weakly with a stiff body when Arya packs things.

Arya started taking her clothes one by one in Mila's closet, she was shocked when she found 2 suits in Mila's closet,

'who's this suit?, instead of me just keeping 1 suit in this house?, the suit I wore when I got married first, then why is there one more suit?'

Arya's heart ached more and more, her mind returned to negative thoughts towards Mila,

'how could he have kept another man's suit in his closet?, when he was married, right, he would never love me, his heart was only for that man'

“Arya, do you really want to leave me?” mila asked in a trembling voice looking at Arya who was almost done packing her things,

“you can yourself first to think clearly about your future Mil, if there is me here, maybe it will make you depressed,”

“Arya, why are you so happy to leave me when I expect you”

For a moment Arya felt unsteady with Mila's words, 'expect me?, no, she didn't really expect me'

“I don't leave you, my heart is always open to you, I just give you space to think clearly with your decisions, I don't want you to live with me but your heart is for other men, it will only torture the two of us later, especially if your feelings for me are only half-hearted, the ordeal that might happen will not be able to face” said Arya masoh with a sad tone, her mind had imagined how angry Mila would be if she knew that the company founded by Mr. Sarman would be destroyed by her company,

It is not impossible that he will be dumped again by Mila because of heartache, even if Mila loves him, not necessarily Mila is able to accept the reality, not to mention the other problems that might hit their marriage later, If Mila just love her half-heartedly and save feelings for other men, she will still end up like trash dumped by Mila,

‘I know that I'm not the perfect woman for her, but am I wrong if I try my best to be the best for her

Arya had turned on her bike, feeling claustrophobic that night she left Mila's house,

‘Mil, I love you, but if I persist, the pain I'll get will be much greater, I just hope you can accept me later as is, she said, so that whatever problems we will face, we can trust each other and strengthen each other inner’ Arya,

While Mila stared at the door of her room that had been closed with tears in her eyes,

‘if you really want to go, go Arya, I still have a bang Arnes who loves me so much Mila's inner’ that holds tightness in her chest.