Married by Promise

Seli was surprised 3

Worry rushes into Vanessa's mind, she then opens her voice for fear that Arya will do nothing, even though she knows Arya is a good person, and she is afraid that Arya will do nothing, but in reality there are still many things about Aryan self that he does not know, he said,

“Arya, where are we going?” vanessa asked with a worried tone.

But Arya just kept silent not answering.

Vanessa raises her head to see Arya, and she is shocked to see Arya's unkempt appearance,

'astaga, was he so hurt that Mila was always playing him?’

“Arya where are we going?” vanessa asked while gently hitting Arya's shoulder, but Arya just silently did not respond,

“Arya, did you not hear me, where are you taking us?” vanessa asked half emotion,

“I will not do anything to you” Arya replied in a trembling voice due to tightness in her chest.

Vanessa fell silent, she leaned back in her chair, her face pias looking at the car leaving the city. While Mila just resigned to the circumstances.

An hour later Arya arrived at the place he was headed, he got out of his car and sat on the front hood of the car, before him lay a beautiful view of the urban nighttime atmosphere, the sparkling lights of the capital look beautiful on that small hill, a place that Arya often chooses to spend time if she does not have the opportunity to go to the mountain.

Mila who saw Arya look tangled and then came out and approached Arya, as well as Vanessa, he also came out because of fear of anything happening between Mila and Arya, and there was nothing going on, but he only watched Arya and Mila from the side of the car door.

“maaf” said Mila with tears, he was no longer able to hold his guilt, he was,

“you what exactly is Mil,?” said Arya coldly without seeing Mila,

“maaf” is all that Mila can say.

“you want to split, I have given way, but now you are doing this” said Arya still coldly, but her eyes have begun to glaze over

“I don't want to hurt grandpa and mom, they love you so much”

“but you hurt me and yourself” Arya's voice still sounded cold, yet a drop of tear had escaped the bulking of her left eye.

“we can try it again from the beginning, we can fix everything" Mila said in a blocked voice,

“you've hurt my heart enough Mil, you don't know how much it hurts my heart when it comes to marrying you, when I don't know you at all, you don't know how much my heart hurts when you don't care about me and always ignore me, you never think I have Mil, you know, you don't know how much it hurts my heart when you make out in front of my eyes with another man, you don't know how much it hurts my heart when you innocently say you love him,”

“Arya, I was wrong, I was too selfish towards you”

“sorry Arya, I was wrong,” Mila replied, he did not know what else to say to Arya, his mistake was too much, even he felt unworthy to be forgiven,

“ I'm tired Mil, I give up, I give up on my own feelings at this time, now want you what?, I will follow all your wishes” said Arya sad, he was really hurt by the conditions he had to face,

“Arya, I promise I will be a good wife to you, I will learn to accept you and love you, I will learn to forget the Arnes bang, but I beg Arya, do not leave me, I will not, by Allah Arya, I don't want to lose you, I fear losing you” Mila said in a trembling voice,

deg, deg, Mila's words make Arya's heart beat, ‘ia swears by God if she fears losing me, does she already have feelings for me?, no, it's all because of grandpa, grandfather, she's like this just because of grandpa’

“Mil, follow your heart, although it will make everyone disappointed, but it will be better for you”

“Arya, we didn't know each other before, it took me a while to accept you and replace the position of bang Arnes with you in my heart, I know that I was wrong, I know that I am wrong, loving someone other than my own husband” Mila replied grudgingly.

Arya who sat on the hood of the Car then fell to the ground, he hit the ground with frustration, he really regretted himself, to scold and scold Mila only he had no ability, he had no ability, what's more until it hits Mila to take off all the pain in her heart. Though the wound that was scratched Mila in his heart felt so deep.

“why am I Mil? why should I be in this position Mil?, why should I?, I have never been in a relationship with any woman before, I have never given my heart to any woman before, I just want to give my heart to my wife, only to my wife, but why should I marry someone like you who has given your heart to someone other than me who is your husband, even after we got married, you still have feelings of love for her, why Mil?, why do you treat me like this?” said Arya who was frustrated while hitting the ground.

Mila was completely unable to hold herself back when she heard Arya's confession, her knees felt weak, and she ended up the same as Arya, falling to the ground, falling to the ground,

'i'm selfish, I hurt him, I don't deserve someone as perfect as he’ Mila's inner self, he can't talk anymore, he said,

Vanessa cried to see Arya's frustrated state, Arya who had been calm, patient, calm, and wise, now looks so fragile helpless because of her heart that has been hurt by Mila.

“say Mil, what do you want from me actually?, do not make me like this Mil, do not add more wounds in my life Mil, I beg” said Arya softly, said, he seemed to have no power anymore.

“sorry, I'm selfish, I'm too afraid to lose you, but what I'm doing is hurting you

“Mil, we better end this whole Mil, there's no point in maintaining our relationship for the sake of others, for the sake of your grandfather, for the one who runs this all of us Mil, there's no point in maintaining our relationship, it will be very difficult path that we will go through if we stay like this Mil, there are still many difficult situations that I have to face if it stays like this”, I think,

“Arya, I'm sorry, I beg you, we still have time to fix this all”,

Arya who was still there began to feel sick of what Mila said,

“enough Mil, I don't need your apologies, I just need your rational reasons for me why you did this” said Arya slowly, he did not want to be carried away by the anger of his heartache when talking to Mila, his heart was not at all bear if he said rudely to Mila.

“i fear to lose you, not because of mother, not because of grandfather, but because of my own heart, I have no other reason than that”