Marriage But the Enemy

NTM: 5.6

The mood was silent again. Whether it's me or Bian, we both lock our lips together. I'm busy enough with my eyes that don't want to be closed again. Aa... does this have any effect with my curiosity just now? Yes, my curiosity about Bian's good attitude all day!

Really am! I was that target!

Fabian Samudra who used to always look at me cynically, Fabian Samudra who even just stumbled when I saw me tripping and falling on the ground, Fabian Samudra who always debated every thing I said, Fabian Samudra who always argued every time he said, Fabian Samudra once said I was the ugliest girl he had ever met, and the first Fabian Samudra to label myself was his enemy. Yes, that guy! It's impossible that it wasn't for him who was so counter-intuitive to me that he was acting this well to me if it wasn't for the shrimp behind the stone??

I let out a breath. The longer I hold back this curiosity, the more I can't stand it. My lips are so itchy to ask her questions!

Even though I tried to hold it many times by closing my eyes and trying to sleep. But. it was in vain. I still can't!

I snorted annoyed at myself. Shit, I don't want to have to ask him that question than I can't sleep until morning!

"Hey... Fabian?"

Silent. I frowned. Is he asleep already?

"Dians... Fabians? Did you sleep?"

"New to. Why?" He finally answered. His voice sounded slightly taut in the ears. Well, maybe because he's been distracted by me. I grimaced, feeling somewhat guilty to her as well.

"Before you go to sleep, can you ask me something?"

"What?" His voice now sounded more friendly than ever.

"Hmm.." I paused. Saving what words I present exactly to string a question sentence that I deserve to be presented to him. "Why...why is your nature so good today?" Finally the question escaped my lips. "Thank you for the powder. I know, you got it with effort, right? Thank you also because you are not selfish about this marriage. You're the same understanding I haven't been able to accept this marriage."

"Udah I should have done it. You don't have to feel guilty and thank everyone. Because, it's all my duty." The reply that made me silent a thousand languages. "This is my effort to keep my promise."

I cringe. "Promise?"

The instantaneous memory brought me as I walked out of the house quietly through the secret door only to meet him. Surprisingly, he knew where the door was.

"Remember.." I reply slowly.

"That day, I told you, same you. After we get married, I will try hard to make you happy. So, this is part of that promise. A promise I made myself. You don't have to feel guilty or grateful."

I was silent to understand exactly what he said to me. I was quite surprised by his statement. Making promises to make me happy...

Fabian why the hell? Why is he trying so hard?? Why isn't he acting like his usual self?! What always opposes me like the mission of living in this world is to make me miserable!

"As long as we're in the same boat, I'll always try to look after you." He said something that made me even worse.

"Most importantly, please do not hurt." he continued again with a faint voice heard by the ear, before finally silence.

Curious as to why he had suddenly become silent, I finally turned my head to look at him. I let out a breath. Sure enough my guess is that he has entered into a dreamland. He fell asleep so peacefully, leaving me who was still awake due to being too stressed with his sentence that sounded as if it had not finished speaking.

In the same position, it still stared at his face from the side. I was stunned for a moment. With what he said earlier..Is there a great sin he has committed against me that I do not know to make him determined to this extent?

Really. I was curious about that.

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...-THIS CHAPTER HAS BEEN REVISED -...