Marriage But the Enemy

Marriage But the Enemy
NTM: 2.8



I was stunned by her attitude that I even felt that she had become more understanding towards me. I'm the suspect who caused the Anfal's Pap!


"Drinked! Why not drink? He was told to drink also fromitadi." Bian clucked, looking at me with a squeak between his thick eyebrows.


I let out a breath. Maybe if under normal conditions I would reply to reproach him, argue with him. Rejected his words. Acting annoying in front of him no matter what. But today the conditions are different. I can't act like that anymore. More because of my guilty feelings towards her Papa who is somehow in her present state.


Om Heri... How is he? Is Om Heri okay? My brain is wondering. But I dare not speak.


Then, for the sake of obeying his decree, I began to gulp down the cold-packed tea that was in my hand. The cold liquid that flows through the esophagus to get to the stomach, makes me a little more comfortable. Once it tasted enough, I closed the bottle and turned my eyes to her.


Bian. His gaze was straight ahead, but empty. Maybe he's thinking about his Papa's condition right now. He must be very sad and worried, I know that very well. Although he was very annoying in front of me, but he was a dirty and filial child in the eyes of his parents.


And, the look on his pitiful face made me speculate strangely right away. Really, Om Heri is fine, right?!!


"Bi" he didn't look. Remain unmoved in his place and his eyes were empty.


"Bi," call me one more time. But he was still silent.


Her inertia made my heart creak. Worry, worry and fear again ambushed me made me crumble with bad thoughts. What the hell is he thinking? It wasn't about Om Heri, was it??


"Bi!" This time I pulled the arm off his shirt. Make it wake up for a moment. Succeeds. Finally he looked at me. His eyes were round as if surprised.


"Om Heri isn't pa-pa, is it? The conditions are fine, right?!" I worry and fear at the same time. Ignoring the surprise I just saw.


Fearful. Yeah, obviously I'm scared. Even very scared! The problem is that it is about someone's life. Moreover, that person was Om Heri. The one who was always nice to me. Loving me as if I were her daughter. How could I not be afraid if anything really happened to Om Heri!


Bian nodded slowly. And, instantly I could breathe a sigh of relief.


Alhamdulillahot... Thank God, You still give long life to Heri! My words of happiness are immeasurably in my heart.


"Bian, sorry." Finally said.


I who was only able to lower my head was now starting to look up to Bian after a few seconds I could not get a response from my apology towards him.


Bian is looking at me. But I couldn't read what his gaze meant. I don't understand what she's implying through her gaze. Between sadness, worry, guilt. His eyes cannot be read by my eyes.


"Dian, sorry. I'm sorry. Regretting because you are not afraid of your words. Sorry" my tears came out again. No matter how Bian can think of me as a whiny in his heart.


"I'm sorry.." I'm really sorry. "Gue's already dangerous Om Heri's life." again, I sobbed again. The tears again forced me to come out of my eyes that I could not stand.


"I'm sorry for being the same, don't go to me." Said.


I'm mangosteen. "definitely. I must have apologized to Heri as well."


Bian glanced at me. Then he said, "Judah."


Not long after, he stood up. The still confused me just looked at him without understanding why he suddenly stood up. Is this conversation over?


"It's a little better, isn't it, now?" Suddenly asked.


"Huh?" Really, I didn't understand the question just now. Why did that sentence make it look like he was worrying about me(?).


"Telmy."


I was so flabbergasted at the consequences of a sadistic word he had just issued to me. As expected, Fabian Samudra definitely can't worry about me! Truly I have thought of what was in vain!


"Come, spout! Why are you trying there?!" Bian who now turned back his body after a few steps, looked at me with a face that was very annoying of course.


"Yes, wait!" I immediately stood up and galloped half-running to catch up with him.


For today. Just for today. I hope I can continue being nice to this guy and no longer consider him an enemy.


For the sake of Heri who was lying sick, I should be able to be more patient to deal with him.


However, I am still grateful to Bian for being more understanding instead of cornering me in the abyss of guilt.



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