
The low boisterous sound in this room was still crowded with ears. Minimize the sound of the anniversary of the start of the event that should be able to be heard clearly from the outside.
I fell silent with Nadia who kept smiling while holding my hand tightly.
I frowned when I felt that his palm was cold right now. For a moment I thought, is he getting married? Why could he be this big, even surpassing me??
I smiled back at him too. Then, I pulled my hand out of hers so that I could hold her hand tightly.
His eyes were round as if asking why. Seemed unacceptable to what I just did for him.
I'm laughing a little. "Because you look more nervous than me, you know, Nad!"
Nadia is tickling. "Emang lo not??" Ask later.
"It's a habit, '" my lie. Though originally my feelings in here have been very mixed. However, since it was dawn I had decided to give up everything to fate, my feelings became calmer and lighter than before.
Yeah, it's because all of a sudden last night I dreamed of Uti in my night's sleep. In my dream, she gently stroked the ripples of my hair with myself lying on her lap. Reminds me of the past when I was a kid with Uti. In my dream, Uti smiled softly to me very clearly. His smile calmed down as if saying everything would be fine. Although until the end of my dream last night Uti did not say a word. But from the smile, the caress of his hand in my hair was also his body language like saying that what I have decided at this time is not something that will make me lose my way.
So, after I woke up, the implied message of the dream also felt firmly attached to my mind until now.
That's what made me breathe a little. I have convinced myself to accept what will happen in my future, all the words of fate that have been written for me. If Fabian Samudra was my soul mate, of course we would be together no matter how far I dodged.
After I thought again, the dream was like the answer of all my prayers and prayers indirectly. But at least it was enough to erode my doubts that had raged to disturb my mind.
Akhs! If I think about it, how can I be so sorry?
Nadia's hands that felt cold made me then wake up from daydream. "What's the fan going to do, Nad? It's so hot, you're cold gini..."
Nadia shakes. "No need! Later if your makeup fades due to sweat how??" tanyakanya. Then his forehead was wrinkled in, "Today's special day is elo, Re, why do you also have to bother thinking about me. Think of yourself for hadepin how your first night will be!"
Kontan I immediately glared at hearing his words just now. He was still sniggering without sin. Less cool, Nadia, make a thought!
Before long the atmosphere in this room that had been rowdy would sound us somehow suddenly stopped noisy. There remains the sound of human breath that is mutually unpretentious here. Including myself who began to be confused why this atmosphere suddenly changed drastically.
As if answering my question, the sound of someone echoing with a loudspeaker out there greeted the question in my mind. I was silent. The sound of the wind from the fan that moves incessantly makes me chilly.
What now... Is it time??
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