
The anxiety is still in my mind to this day. No, it's not just the marriage thing that I never wanted it to be in less than three days. But also because Fabian is not as happy as I thought!
It was proven when we fittings clothes after tomorrow. In addition to her clothes being oversized, several times I also caught her speechless and daydreaming at our meeting that day.
During lunch together he was yelled at several times by Mami, Mother, and even Mbak Citra who spoke loudly to the point that he was surprised to hear it. Especially if it's not for the dream!
Even though he was still able to smile at the others. But still, the smile that he was saddening did not then make his desperate face fade. I can tell if it's true that she's under a lot of stress. Is clear!
And, I thought it could happen because of this marriage!
"We cannot be happy together. Even he was so thin dry. Much daydreaming anyway.." I screeched. Talk to yourself in front of my room makeup mirror. "If this marriage continues, he may be the one who is doing it again!"
Suddenly I became angry. Even though Bian is my enemy who also hates me, still I can't ignore it until something bad happens to him. Of course, I'm not that bad a man. I could still feel pity and empathize with her in my mind even though my mouth could not say that.
"I think he is more tormented than I am." I cried out.
I took a long breath. Not wanting to be too lamented which was obviously pointless, I then moved swiftly towards the place where I kept my tablet. Since last night my phone has been confiscated by Ms Citra, valid during the pingitan period until the day H later makes it a bit difficult to communicate to the outside world which even though all this time I was always locked up to be at home. Ugh, Mbak Citra is indeed difficult to understand the way of his mind!
Therefore, I am quite grateful to have this tablet because it is the only tool I can use to solve my problem in such a precarious state!
Then, turn on the tablet that turns out to be quite outdated because it is rarely used. Relying on the WIFI signal from home I immediately opened the social media that I had. Search for the name Fabian Samudra in the existing search system.
As soon as he typed his name, the account along with his black nuance photo greeted me in the first order. I smiled at her side. Obviously he was first, my colleague was almost the same as him. Because we used to be in a school!
Then, without hesitation, I opened his account. View the contents of the gallery that turned out to be unlocked. However, how surprised I was when I met the writing.
Follows.
That's how it says there. No longer "follow accounts" but instead "follow"??
I can't believe what these eyes see. Even I blinked a few times and also raised my eyes many times so I did not want to read it wrong. But the writing remains the same. In fact, I did follow the account of Fabian Samudra from when!
"Can I do it??" I asked not to accept. My lips involuntarily curved downward.
My brain no longer controls to write messages for him, but to determine if I am also in the row of accounts he follows.
Without wasting any time, I typed my account name in the search box. However, just now that I had written the three letters of my account name suddenly the unexpected thing appeared very clearly there.
FOLOWING :
@reregita
I fell silent and just stared flat at what was on the screen of this tablet for a while. A big question mark immediately ambushed my brain.
"So we follow each other?" My forehead is creeping in. "Can't you??!" I ask not to believe.
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P. S :
The word "NTM: X.X" means REVISED
while "BAB X.X" means NOT REVISED