Maintain Heart With My Ipark
The Part 73
Lately Gama has been super busy. The man still lives in his former home, which Nessa used to live in before going abroad.
The man occupies because in addition to his comfortable place, there also leaves many memories of the two.
"Astaghfirullah .. what I think," Gama rebuked himself. Hurry up when his heart and mind begin to look again.
Quickly the man took ablution, then carried out three rakaat maghrib as soon as I heard the adhan. The man was training himself to be on time. Abandon all the affairs of the world, and really exercise discipline by putting first what should be done.
"Bay, I'm going to the nearest mosque, yes, all the way around the complex" said Gama twilight. They just got home from work a few minutes ago. After cleaning the man went straight to the place of worship. Usually will go home all the pilgrims there. Sometimes waiting for the endadznya down waiting for the study after. This is how Gama began to walk.
At first it feels strange, something good it does have to be a little forced to get used to. Try with a big heart, and even now addicted. He will feel there is less or some kind of uneasy if he has not done the obligation of prayer. Peace began to be felt when his heart really returned to Him. Even at some point, after facing Ustadz Aka, Gama cried in silence. To cover all his sins and mistakes.
He loved the world so much that he neglected God. He was given sustenance that never broke. Does this include a test? Or reprimands?
"Ustadz, I really hate the fate that befell me. I'm really angry and disappointed, I live my life so blunt even if I try to make a move."
"Everything will go back to it, which is what Mas has. As far as you go, if the footing is wrong, it hurts" Ustadz Aka said.
"What should I do, Ustadz?"
"Quite sincere first, release all anger. Be thankful for today for what God has given us. You may hate something, but He thinks it is good" said Ustadz Aka sage.
All that is true, after Gama is really in a point of despair and lack of enthusiasm. God gives light through the good people who hold him.
"The case will be a match or not, do not be too pushy even though it remains an effort. He will not run despite the obstacles that face the steep. Always approaching, getting closer to the right person and on the best day according to Him."
Is this the most appropriate day according to God's chosen soul mate? Unexpectedly, Gama is shocked to find Nessa at the same table tonight. The man had just returned from the mosque, hurriedly came to his mother's house because of the call. Gama has no idea that his mother invited Nessa too.
"Girlwindsalam! Well this is the guy who is waiting to show up too, until hungry!" omel Bu Marta found her son had come without anything less.
"Sorry Ma, didn't you know that phone call, Mama's tumben took a little maksa dinner?" said Gama while approaching his papa. Copying both with reverence.
Gama's change was quite wao felt both parents. Gama is better to talk to, and he is like seeing Gama during SD when he is always obedient and obedient to the Mama. Both are so close. Now the mother of one child feels her son back. He grew up with a better person.
"Tante, this is the air sauce already, try to correct the taste," said the woman approaching the table. Usut had usut two other women of the generation was in the cooking demo to prepare the dinner.
"Wh okay, son, ready!" marta answered hurriedly.
Gama himself still could not believe what he saw. It was a very rare sight and it was like a dream to him. Where there are two women who are very dear Gama is compact preparing cuisine for his family. As long as I was married, Mama never once did similar activities with the former.
A speck of dew drenched his eyes, clearly Gama was moved to see that. Hurriedly he removed it and immediately normalized his gaze. Specialize a lot to dispel feelings that begin not to know themselves.
One clap landed perfectly on his shoulders. It turned out that Mr. Adi was silently observing.
"Don't delay a favor too long, we bless it, son," he said in a statement.
"I don't feel worthy to get to this point, if only there was a second chance I want to immediately preach it," said Gama bowed. Back at the dinner table waiting for mom and Nessa who helped prepare dinner. I don't know what they've been talking about all this time. Even the closeness of both Gama is only known.
After everyone gathered at the dinner table, it was seen that Miss Marta invited their guests. Still equally silent, because it feels confused and suddenly awkward and deg degan. Never been this great before. Why now just staring at his face at a glance makes his heart go numb.
After a dinner full of awkward and confused atmosphere. Suddenly Miss Marta candidly asked Nessa to be part of her family. Does that mean Miss Marta is proposing to her?
"Son Nessa? Will you be Mama Nak's daughter-in-law, Gama's wife?"
