Maintain Heart With My Ipark
The Part 65
Before leaving, Nessa first met Bu Rianti to say goodbye for sure. The woman asked for her blessing for her departure tomorrow.
"Why so far away, son, Mama will surely miss you" said Mama.
"Sorry Ma, if Nessa's decision has to be this. Pray that Nessa is successful always" Nessa said solemnly.
Mama nodded with a sincere prayer of kindness. The middle-aged woman hugged him affectionately.
"You shouldn't have to leave this house, son, and don't keep feeling guilty, forgive your mother, but you should know one thing, that all of this is yours. Mama's only entrusted to look after him, so you're perfectly entitled to come back here."
Bu Rianti finally opened the veil of Nessa's past why it fell into his lap. Can't stand the feeling of bearing the trust a few years ago which even makes his life not calm.
"I'm sorry Mama Nak, sorry for all the things that have happened" said Mama Rianti. Failing to become a mother makes her two children divorced from each other.
"Don't apologize to Ma, I should thank you for taking care of me" Nessa said.
From childhood, Mama Rianti always loved her. He has the same love as his brother.
"Don't think too much about and pile the guilt on yourself, slowly There might forgive you, son."
"Yes Ma, in this case I am the most guilty, it is appropriate Sister There hates me even if she participates in the rupture of their household. Hopefully one day, Sister There can forgive me" said Nessa.
"Tell him my deepest apologies, Ma, I'm gone, not to have any bond with Kak Gama, we have been wrong, may we be forgiven."
The two women of different generations embraced each other in separation. From above the balcony of his room, someone was peeking by shrinking both corners of his eyes. Although they are not so close, but grew up on the same roof with the same mother call. There also felt sad when Nessa said goodbye. However, he did not appear before her at all because he was still covered in pain for the betrayal.
After the house that had raised her, Nessa then took the time to visit the graves of her parents. The woman sent a prayer at the same time saying goodbye to her departure.
Elsewhere, Gama has just arrived at the house Nessa lives in. He gasps as soon as he finds a report from his domestic assistant that Nessa is willing to see her mother. Gama was afraid that something unwanted would happen to him again. The man immediately drove his vehicle to the house he had stopped by.
It was clear, in front of the yard of the house There and Mama was hugging with a sad face. Gama immediately descended, but did not find Nessa's shadow there.
"Excuse me Ma, sorry, what was—?" ask the man doubtfully. Walked toward him.
The woman who had been her father-in-law nodded without Gama completing her question.
"Iya Gam, just left, she said goodbye to Mama, tomorrow she said she wanted to study in London," replied the woman just like that.
"Thank you Ma, the info, Gama excuse me first" said the man bowed respectfully.
"Wait!" There's voice stopped Gama's steps as the woman's footsteps approached.
"You're not even looking at me now, or just greeting me. Is that what you hate about me?" tanya There is really uncomfortable.
"What's that about Nessa, all because of Nessa! I know what I did yesterday was outrageous, but it's natural that I don't hate it. It's punishment for him for what he did."
"Quite There, don't blame others constantly. Your actions yesterday were never forgiven, you are nothing more than a murderer!" press Gama held back his emotions.
"I'm not a killer, and that's karma for you!" yell There emotionally.
"Enough There! Don't make things worse!" snapped mom join nimbrung.
"Sir Gama, Mama knows you still feel so lost with your child-to-be, sorry for all this, son, you shouldn't be fighting like this" said Bu Rianti.
"Sorry Ma, I've been holding back, but There's always been fishing for my emotions."
"Re, as long as you know, I was wrong, more than all that I admit and want to improve. I regret your feelings that hurt others so much, you can hurt me, maybe even revenge, but one thing I also fought in our household for three years. Was my wait less? I just mean you're sincere with our destiny."
"You know what it's like to be hurt to fail, to be abandoned by someone we care about. I was so expecting a baby, and you with your anger, wickedly brought down all that, evil! Sick Re!"
"I got you out because of Nessa, even though you keep hating her. Even after our son-in-law left because of you, Nessa was still so kind to you, she didn't want me to sue you in the least."
"Nessa also rejected my proposal afterwards and now decides to leave. It's enough you've made a bully over us!" said Gama fiery. His chest felt tight to respond to all this. The man left the house with stifled emotions.
The messy mood plus other problems, as if making it even more frustrated. Gama rushes away, on the way he calls Nessa to meet the girl.
"Why do you feel angry?" nessa asks to find Gama who doesn't look okay.
They meet on the street, Nessa who had booked a taxi because Gama caught up with her.
"I'm looking for you at Mama's. I'm worried about you, aren't you pa-pa?" tanya Gama examines her lover. Instantly the man smashed into Nessa's body in an embrace.
"I'm not pa-pa Mas" said the woman as she unraveled her embrace.
"Let's go home!" take Nessa to his car.
Gama immediately brought him home. That guy hasn't even been out of there all day. Deliberately want to spend some time together before tomorrow will be a long separation.
"Can I catch up with him?" ask the man seriously.
Both netranya cloudy, even his face moody and look sad. Makes Nessa sober many times.
"Mas, you don't gini dong, I went so unsettled," said Nessa feeling sorry and upset herself.
"I don't know, it's heavy, honey" said Gama.
