Maintain Heart With My Ipark
The Part 59
After being lured tirelessly, Nessa finally wants to go home. That day Nessa decided to return to Jakarta. Actually not only that, Nessa also need to go to campus.
"Thank you for coming" said Gama, smiling with relief. The man almost desperately convinced Nessa.
Nessa is in the most normal stage of turmoil. Where he was still hesitant about his decision, but he was also confused because he was currently even pregnant. His folly had once made him reap the complexity created.
It's only fitting that everyone bullies him, even There really hates him. His actions may be unforgivable whatever the reason behind it. If man has lost by lust, then be prepared to accept what bitterness is after. Like Nessa, because of her attitude that has dared to touch what is not her right, she is also ready not to be prepared to have to accept the consequences of the curse game.
"I'm sorry, Ness, I should have been able to keep my attitude as a sister-in-law. Regardless you used to have a taste for me," Gama said trying to build communication.
"It seems that here I am the most inappropriate, I should not touch what is not mine. Maybe all this hassle is a punishment for me, regardless of my love for Big Brother, I should strengthen myself to fortify myself," replied Nessa wistfully.
"Don't blame yourself, I know what we did was wrong. But please .. before you attend, my household is already unwell. It's not just about There being sick or not, maybe I can understand, but I just regret other things to him. Where he had absolutely no intention of, or endeavored for therapy as I patiently waited."
"Don't worry about it, so far I'm still responsible for material things, even if to return obviously can't, between us there is no feeling of love, is it fair that I survive only because of pity? It's gonna make me and There hurt each other."
Nessa didn't answer anymore, I don't know if that's a reason to cover up her mistake or it's true. What is clear is that he feels so guilty at home. All has happened, should Nessa accept Gama who currently continues to pledge her feelings?
Gama takes Nessa home somewhere, a dwelling that is more than comfortable and it is only the first time Nessa has set foot there.
"Why bring me here? Whose house is this? I told you, for a while want to occupy Bima's apartment, he already agreed."
"He will always agree with your request, Nessa. But I disagree, here you are much more comfortable."
"You don't live here, do you?" asked Nessa doubtfully.
"Of course I want to stay here, but later after we're officially married. Don't worry, at this time I will go home to your mother's house, as well as give the news of my seriousness to you. Did you see Mom sometime?"
"I'm not ready, I'm—"
"Thank you" Nessa said at the end.
"Dear, don't think about disappearing or leaving here. Free Ness, my people and Bima will quickly find you."
Nessa sighed tiredly for it, it seemed to be true and would be in vain because now Bima and Gama were even so compact to persuade him to go home to his city.
"Rest, you must be tired, I've ordered you lunch. I'll go home first, let me know when I'm ready to meet mama, I'll pick you up."
Nessa nodded, the man came home reluctantly. It was like expecting Nessa to call him and hold him back. The real gamma is filled with great love and exploding, always seeming to want to be close to him. However, Nessa's attitude that is still too cold makes the man have no guts just to just hug her. Honestly, Gama was afraid of being rejected like last time.
"Why? Is something left behind?" nessa asked in astonishment when the man had not moved after saying goodbye a few minutes ago.
"Hmm, yes, something is missing" said the man, puzzled.
Nessa knitted her eyebrows with a question mark face. Waiting for the man who did not open his voice.
"Why Mas? I'm pegel, I'm going to the room" said Nessa tired.
"Yes, before I go home, I can't hug you. I ... kangen. Now that I'm a free man Nessa, I'm not somebody's husband, so .. You don't have to feel guilty about touching me or touching us." Gama really misses that woman.
Nessa glared ferociously at Gama's true but quite ridiculous statement. He is in fashion to fix the heart that is still unknown. Of course cuddling with Gama is something Nessa should avoid.
"Yes not so if you can't, don't be angry, just say it if you can. I won't make it," said Gama retreat regularly a little disappointed while pressing patiently. There comes a time later after it is halal for him, there is no limit to both.
"I'll take care of our wedding soon, wait for me to come back, so that I can freely embrace you" the man smiled vigorously before leaving.
