Maintain Heart With My Ipark

Part 49's

This is not what Nessa hoped for, although the relationship was admitted to be one hundred percent wrong, but getting pregnant obviously made her upset half to death. What he had to do, even though Gama said he wanted to take responsibility and invite marriage, if in the end it hurt many people and made the mother hurt, was the most severe blow for him.

For the first time Nessa really began to feel regret. The feeling where he was in between pitying himself and hating himself about his entire life. Moreover, hearing the statement that there is currently a fetus in her womb. Makes that woman so fucked.

"I'm sorry, I can't control myself when I'm with you. Please don't cry anymore, pity our fetuses" Gama said.

Nessa should have been prepared with all the possibilities since the two had clearly declared their feelings. But in reality, the woman was now so upset.

"I don't know what to say, I don't want to get pregnant, Mom!" press Nessa sniffles.

"Shhtt .. don't blame anything on this. I know we're wrong, but please don't ever feel alone and blame what happened. We have to account for all this. I'll marry you soon, dear," said Gama reassuringly.

Why is Nessa unhappy, even if she is with Gama she feels her heart is so bad. Just love without having. Nessa couldn't have married her own sister-in-law. The woman held her head as if it was about to break about this matter.

"Eat first, you must eat!" bejuk Gama.

Nessa has no appetite, she's really punishing herself. Her heart was so broken considering her brother's wrath. He was even sicker hearing that she was in the hospital even when she was critical.

"Let me go to Mama's room, sister, I want to apologize to her," she said, crying bitterly.

"Yes, I'll drop you off, now you eat first so there's energy. Your body is very weak Nessa," persuaded Gama to worry. Nessa didn't eat anything, just helped by intravenous fluids.

For the sake of staying strong to walk alone facing her apology, Nessa ended up eating in silence. His eyes are still dewy, sore and painful to hear the mother even now is critical.

While There, no longer care about Gama or Nessa. The woman put aside my mother's health. Although there is no denying there is still love left in the heart, still a great sense of disappointment dominates. Gama a good and patient man, really There betat to forget that. He was also in charge of the material, even until now the mother's treatment.

No hypocrite, There needs that. He even began to lose his affection and attention since Nessa returned. Unfortunately the woman was not so observant, even busy herself. The most painful thing right now, why should his own sister be his rival partner.

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Nessa limped a little into the ICU room, where her mother was being cared for. Since her arrival, the woman has not stopped shedding tears of regret. Even scorn and mockery from all over would accept Nessa as long as she could return her mother as usual.

Gama himself was out for a while, the man accidentally went home after taking care of Nessa and visited her mother-in-law's condition.

"Just as you cry blood though, you've hurt your mother's heart. You are truly the saddest uncivilized human being!"

"Are there no other men? Why Gama, Nessa!" snapped There back cursing. His heart was still so wounded when he came face to face with it, eager to strangle his neck if necessary.

"I'm sorry Brother, I'm guilty!" please Nessa. Nessa realized, sorry alone might not be enough to erode the wound she had inflicted.

"After everything happened? So easily you apologize, do you know the pain so I?" press There as if to throw down the woman who is now sobbing in front of him.

"I'm sorry, sister, please give me permission to go see my mother, I want to see her condition."

"Mom definitely won't want you to meet, you better get away from our lives!" spray There won't allow Nessa to see her mother.

"Alright, I'll go if it makes you feel better and forgive me, but please allow me to see you, at least I say goodbye. Give me a chance to beg her for mercy," beg Nessa at the nadir.

There was a waste of face, it was not like to forgive his own sister who had made his household a mess. He deliberately pulled over to dive into the heart of his heart that did not know until when.

Nessa muttered thanks then immediately went inside where the room was so cold. As cold as his heart was currently that raced blue. Ever since her foot stepped, Nessa had been shedding tears. He squealed under the feet of his mother who lay weakly helpless. Begging for forgiveness for what has been done.