Maintain Heart With My Ipark
The Part 56
"Do you feel comfortable living here?"
"Sister Gama?" Nessa gasps to find her sister-in-law already nearby.
"When are you going home? A few weeks hasn't calmed your mind enough?"
"Going home? I don't even have a place to stay. Better Brother Gama go home, I'm on my own."
"You have so easily driven me away, but you have never driven Bima away. I feel envious of your treatment," Gama protested staring inside.
"There is nothing special between us, for what envy. It's best for Kak Gama to leave," he said feeling tired.
"Didn't you miss your mom? The last time I saw him he asked how you were doing. He also nitip salam wants to meet."
"I was ashamed to come, even though I wanted to rest and embrace her for forgiveness" Nessa said.
"It's not too late to do that, I'll drop you off."
"What about Sister There, I'm sure she hasn't forgiven me. I'm not comfortable seeing him."
Nessa isn't ready to meet them after a few weeks of deliberately breaking the news.
"My relationship with There is over, Ness. Can you give me a chance to account for what we've done?" pinta Gama is serious.
"I need time to think about all of that. Let me alone first. I'm calmer here."
"But I'm not calm, you're far from me, I'm worried about you and your content."
"I'll be fine, coming with you will make me even more unsettled. I need some alone time."
"Wait until when? Until your belly grows and the people out there will gossip about you."
Gama grabbed her hand, but Nessa quickly pulled away. His heart was shrouded in deep unrest as the man tried to approach. Indeed, Gama misses women who are currently even reluctant to look at his face.
"Don't you feel sorry for this child if you're born without a father? I'm gonna be responsible for this."
Nessa and Gama still haven't found a common ground. Gama tries to persuade, and Nessa is still hard to find. I don't know what was on his mind, why the woman continued to refuse to be invited to marry.
Nessa is punishing herself with her pregnancy. While Gama still difficult to get happiness after separation. While There slumped alone with meaningless regrets.
Sometimes the woman daydreams herself and even becomes very unstable. For him to be healed, anyway Gama still go with his choice. The woman enjoys her solitude by making lonely friends.
"Why should sell the house on Nessa's permission, Ma. Don't we just sell it without waste" said There impassioned.
"We can't do that, Re, you should understand that all this time our lives were just hitchhiking," said Mother.
Nessa is the daughter of Kusumo and Andini. They both had an accident when Nessa was a child, Rianti's mother who was working as an art in the house was forced to take care of her and consider her as her own child. Nessa was left behind by her parents when she was a child, the girl is the only heir to the Kusumo family which at that time was managed by Mr. Setyo's father from There.
However, Mr. Kusumo's assets have been transferred to his lawyer. Before he died, he was bequeathed to his only daughter, Nessa. Nessa was able to take over after she was old enough and when she was at least finished completing her S1 education.
Unfortunately all that did not go smoothly, the company went bankrupt and Mr. Setyo died from a betting game that always lost. Rianti's mother has been ill ever since. This caused the woman to go back to the hospital.
The only way is to bring her daughter-in-law home.
"I don't care about that kid anymore, Ma. I hate him so much!" there's a rage full of revenge.
"You can't hate him, Re, no matter how you grew up in the same neighborhood. From childhood you were also funded by the Nessa family, although in the end Nessa made your household a mess. But you're supposed to be reflecting on yourself who can't meet your husband's biological needs."
"I'm sick Ma, not unwilling, why doesn't anyone understand my condition!"
"Well you know you're sick, if you're feeling sick, why don't you try real medicine to heal. Mama did not condone the actions of your sister and also your ex-husband. Mama hates actors, but in this case, you should be able to draw your own conclusions. Like Nessa, I'm sure Gama will find another woman if you don't intend to fix it."
"Some times Mama advised you, you think of it like the wind. What with the departure of Nessa your household could be back in one piece. No right? Even if you refer, if you do not intend to fight fear and try, of course all in vain. You'll only hurt each other if you keep together."
"At least if I get a divorce, Nessa doesn't marry him. I don't want the actor to be happy on top of my suffering, Ma!" There who stubbornly stick with his stance.
Mama Rianti no longer talk much, he himself confused to respond to his daughter. Indeed, Nessa who has always been a coolant when There like a dissident does not want to be formed.
