Low-class people's love "the driver's note"

the Journey of Nur

As soon as home. Dafa rushes out his motorbike to go to the hospital where Nur was treated. Not changing clothes first. Not shower yet. Not even washing your face. Not thinking. All he has in mind is one. See Nur soon. Seeing conditions. Waiting for him to heal.

Meanwhile, his body that is still cape is not ignored. Not felt...!!

The fearful shadow is about Nur's death. Repeatedly slashing his mind. Nur is not who he is. There is no blood relation. Only ee. But to lose it. It feels so heavy!. Dafa loved Nur as his own son. Like his own flesh and blood.

The desire to arrive soon. The desire to immediately meet the little girl, encouraged Dafa to escape his motorbike very quickly. Like lightning. All the vehicles on the road were overtaken. Many riders were upset and nagging because of it But Dafa didn't care.

Arriving at the hospital, Dua immediately headed to the information room to ask in what room Nur was treated. Not long after, she had walked down the hospital corridor to the room where Nur lay sick.

Seen by her in the room her little girl was lying limp with her eyes closed. In his hand was a piercing needle.

And as Dafa watched the room more closely. In a few seconds. He's a little flabbergasted. And stunned! Because it was seen next to Nur's couch, there was someone sitting with a face burning on the couch. The face was very close to Nur's body. As if there were no distance. Dafa researched cautiously. The one with the face was asleep. Maybe sleepless all night, to take care of Nur. He who was waiting for Nur it turned out ....Arini's Mother.

Dafa entered the room very carefully. For fear of disturbing his sleep. His feet were a bit dragged. Let it not sound. But it turned out his efforts were in vain. The one with the face woke up. Slowly rubbing his eyes. He looked surprised when he knew something was coming.

"Oh my father has arrived. Thank God" The woman was a little nervous "It's been a long time Pa?"

"Must "answer Dafa sparingly. Looking at the woman's face. His heart had whispered "Nih women do not make up koq still looks beautiful well. Her lips are still red without lipstick. Like a ripe pomegranate. His cheeks despite not using powder still look smooth and bright white. His eyebrows.oh my God is very neat. So thick. His eyes were sharp as knives. Stabbed the heart of the man who was with him. Sure is!

Dafa approached Nur's body. Then his hand rubbed the little girl's hair. Caressing forehead. His cheek. Then turn towards Bu Arini. "How's Nur's condition, ma'am?"

"The doctor said. The critical period has passed. It's healing time."

"Oh. Thank goodness."the inner Dafa looked relieved. Dengue fever is a deadly disease. At a critical time if it is too late to be handled or wrong in handling it, lives will be lost. Dafa was grateful that Nur had been dealt with appropriately and correctly. God will be safe. God will soon be healed.

Thereafter. Now Dafa and Arini's mother don't speak anymore. They choose silence. It seems like the two are still awkward to speak to each other. His tongue is still muddy.

Dafa then chose to sit on an empty chair in the corner. Breathe out many times. It breaks down the different feelings. Look at the tiled floor.

"Oya Ma'am" Suddenly her voice was shocking. "Maybe I want to go home. Want to rest at home.please. Let me take care of "

Ms. Arini looked at Dafa with my dear eyes. Just glimpses. Then his head shook. "I want to keep him until Nur is healed."

"Don't you have to teach?"

"I've asked the principal for permission"

"Mom's gonna have to rest."

" rest? Sleep means Father? If you only sleep here you can too. You also saw me next to this couch:"

Dafa made him so stunned. So deep is the attention of Ms. Arini to Nur. Feels weird! That woman was for Nur's sake willing to sacrifice that much. That deep...!Ignoring his self-interest, only for one of his students

"I can't leave Nur. Fear if Nur wants to pee or defecate. Even if the father is his father. But you're a man. Surely Nur will feel uncomfortable or embarrassed if you serve him." Ms. Arini gave an excuse.. "So let me stay here"

Yes yes. ...Dafa understood what Mother Master meant. His heart was more moved. "Thank you for your concern for Nur"

The woman just sighed

Dafa did not speak anymore . Then his eyes circled the room Suddenly he realized. It turned out that in the room there was no food or even food scraps. Oh.my God, meaning that Ms. Arini hasn't eaten. To buy food, he did not. Maybe because I can't leave Nur alone. Oho!

Soon Dafa woke up from his chair "Mother ..I live first huh?"

"Where's Pa?"

"Buy food, ma'am." Dafa passed soon. Then not how long it has come again with a bag of crackles containing rice wrap. Mineral water. And some pastry packs.

Ms. Arini refused the packaged rice that Dafa offered by shaking her head. "Mothers eat. Let me just go later"

"Mom should eat. Take care of your health Do not let because you look after Nur, you become sick."Dafa was a bit disappointed

"I don't have taste."

"If you are sick. Nur will be sad. Would you like to see Nur sad?"persuade Dafa. It turned out to be a powerful persuasion. Because Ms. Arini finally wants to accept the package. And enjoy it immediately. Bu Arini did not want Nur to be sad. In order for Nur not to be sad, he must be healthy. If you want to be healthy, there needs to be food. No taste, must be forced! Must .... !!!

*****

The night was cold. The wind blows like snow. The cloudiness that had been perched in the sky had slowly collapsed. Metamorphosed into droplets of falling water greets the precarious.

Dafa, who had been sitting outside Nur's treatment room since Ba'da isya, looked cold. The jacket he was wearing was strapped to his body. He repeatedly pulled out a short circuit to make sure that the jacket was not open. And shut tight!

The hospital atmosphere was silent. The visitors have been home since a few hours ago. All that is left are the waiters who are now in their respective rooms. In the room where his relatives were hospitalized.

Actually Dafa wanted to go into the room to reduce the cold that he felt. But his little heart is gamang It feels less appropriate or less ethical to be in one room with Bu Arini. It'sit's nothing. Fears Miss Arinanya feel uncomfortable.

Suddenly the door of the room opened. Dafa glanced at him. Ms. Arini stood up while holding the door leaf. His eyes looked at Dafa with my eyes.

"I want to talk to Father. Can you?"tanyanya. Rather forced.

Dafa was a bit surprised.. "Yes, Mom"

The woman slowly stepped. Then occupy the seat next to the place where Dafa sits.

For a few moments there was a time. Silence for a while in power. Ms. Arini seemed a bit heavy to convey what she wanted to say. Sigh repeatedly. Repeatedly pumping power.

While up ahead there, the drizzle kept coming down. Small but tight.

"Before I got sick, Nur asked me to persuade you." Finally, Bu Arini was able to also convey his purpose and purpose.

Dafa was a bit surprised to hear that sentence. Not understand clearly. Where is Mother Arini's conversation

"I mean Mom?"tanyanya with frowned.

"Kata Nur's. Nur has repeatedly talked to the father to be delivered to his mother's grave. For pilgrimage. Praying for the late. But you never granted it. You always promise. There's only reason. Even when Nur said 'If you don't have time. Nur will pilgrimage alone as long as you tell me where the grave of mama' But even that you still do not grant. Is that really Pa?" Ms. Arini stared intently at Dafa. Want to know clearly and clearly Dafa's answer.

Dafa bowed for a moment. His head felt heavy to hold. It seemed that his mind was hanging. Something is weighing. Very heavy. Very... ... heavy!!!

"Is that what Pa is?" Arini repeated her question again

Dafa's mouth was unable to answer. Like locked. Only his head nodded.

Ms. Arini sighed. The answer I got from Dafa deeply disappointed my heart. It even hurts. He looks like a head shake. In his eyes there is sorrow. There's water coming out..

"I am saddened by your response. I wonder why you could be so cruel to Nur. I am the same person as Nur. Died dead from birth by mother, could feel what Nur felt." Arini's mom was crying.

"I used to ask my father to deliver to my mother's grave. And my father gladly complied with my will. Even then once a week my father took me on a pilgrimage to my mother's grave. We pray there. That the soul of the deceased be forgiven all his sins. Accepted by his good charity. And placed in a beautiful place" continued Bu Arini.

In the hospital yard. The drizzle has turned into rain. The wind is getting colder. Dafa looked shivering. But actually it is not because of the influence of the air that makes it tormented. But the conflict that was raging in his heart caused it!

Dafa understood what Mother Arini was thinking. Only, there is one thing that Ibu Arini does not know what really happened?.

"Nur once said. He never saw his mother's photo even if it was just one sheet. Because he said he had obliterated all the photos about his mother. Father's reason, he said to be able to move on again. What did Nur Pa say?" Ms. Arini wants to dig deeper. Very enthusiastic!

Dafa was shivering with cold. Arini's mother is still waiting for her answer. But Dafa was unable to answer with words. He just nodded weakly. Extremely weak.

"Oh, what a pity for your fate, Nur. It's a pity that your fate will "Mum Arini sob. As a person who since the baby was left by his mother. Never knew his love. That was enough to make my heart very sad. I can see my mother's face in the picture. Being able to make a pilgrimage to the mother's grave a little can reduce the burden of suffering. Unravel that heartache...!

"I beg very much to my Father. Later if Nur has healed take him to his mother's grave. Take a minute. If necessary, I am also ready to be invited. The three of us are on pilgrimage. Pray for the deceased." Ms. Arini cut off her words. "Can't it be Pa? Could it be Pa?! Can ya?!"

Dafa sighs. Beberapakali. Trying to strengthen yourself to speak. But he seemed to doubt where to start. Be quiet for so long. Thinking long. Then his lips shook. " I have to show Nur to which grave? "

"I mean Mr.?" Arini's mother looks confused.

"So my wife left Nur when she was a baby. Is that?"

"I asked before if I would be honest with Mom."

"Oya, please Sir. That's what I'm waiting for."

"I never had a wife"

Arini's mother is getting confused. "So Nur is not the father's son?"

Dafa was silent for a while. His eyes looked at the water that had descended from the sky. Letting time run in his mute said. But not in a conscience.

"I don't really want to tell anyone. But since Mom has cornered me. I had to explain to Mom, who exactly is Nur?"dafa then. After weighing the benefits of loss.

"Tell me Pa" pinta Bu Arini.

After taking a breath. Dafa started telling Ms. Arini. From the beginning to the present. Since seven years ago. When he found a red baby in the tub of his truck.

Ms. Arini heard the story carefully. His head kept nodding. He just found out . Why Dafa was difficult to grant Nur a pilgrimage to his mother's grave. And why Dafa couldn't show a picture of his mother Nur .

"When Nur was about five years old. Nur asked about his mother. At that time I answered 'his mother died giving birth to him'. Because I think that's the safest and most acceptable answer" Dafa was silent for a moment. Maybe to think first. "And I don't think there will be any problems. But recently I have only known. It turns out that my answer gave birth to a new problem. Yes, when Nur asked to be delivered to his mother's grave. I'm confused about what to do?"

Dafa seemed to swallow the dried up spit in his throat. "Do I have to show the tomb of another person .And told Nur that the tomb was his mother's tomb ?" Dafa seemed like he wanted to throw the question to Ms. Arini.

"You're lying to Nur?"asked Ms. Arini as if she disagreed.

"Or if you have a solution. Please help me."

Ms. Arini sighed. His face looks confused. His forehead was wrinkled like he was working on a very difficult replay. A complicated thing.

"Mom have a way out?" Dafa asked back.

The woman next to him shook her head. Feeling confused. Finding a hard way out. Like unraveling a tangled thread.

*****

After a few days of treatment and treatment in the hospital. Nur Hasanah is now fully healed. Can be active again. You can go to school again.

While Ibu Arini's treatment of the little girl remains the same as before. Her love. Unfortunately. His attention. Even though Bu Arini already knows who Nur really is?

Dafa is like that too. Her love. Unfortunately. And his attention to Nur was not lacking one bit.

Precisely whose attitude has changed somewhat is Nur. The little girl is often moody. Not as jolly as before. No longer like to tell Dafa before his sleep. Her laugh. Candanya went somewhere?,

But Dafa did not suspect anything of the change. He considers it natural. Maybe one day it will come back as it used to be. But Dafa's hope was in vain. The girl is getting worse and worse the change. In the end, the girl suddenly left the house.

At that time Dafa came home from work. Nur who usually welcomed her in front of the door was not seen Then Dafa opened the door which turned out to be unlocked. Hours in the house. Nur hasn't been home yet. Dafa thinks maybe Nur is still at Arini's mother's house.

By nightfall, Dafa called Ms. Arini. Ask the whereabouts of Nur.

"Mom wants it. Is Nur still there?"

" Have gone home Pa. Since dawn"

"Where is the child. There is no home."

"There's no Pa?"

"Yes Ma'am "Dafa seems confused. He's pacing around incoherently. Every room of the house was examined carefully. Maybe Nur was there. But it turns out there isn't. He's getting restless. His mind began to be haunted by things that were not. Yes ... abduction of children. Yes.murder is. Yes....buy children. And other.

Oh God, where is the child?His mind continues to whimper. Before Dafa finally found a piece of paper located under the coffee cup on the table.

"Bah. Thank you for your treatment all this time." Dafa read the letter in great surprise. Oh my God..Why did you go, son?

Hurry up she called Arini's mom. "Mom turned out Nur stopped by!"his voice almost cried.

"Do you know where?"

"The letter that Nur put under the coffee cup."

"Oh. Perhaps the paper that was on my desk was also a letter from Nur" Bu Arini remembered something.

"I mean Mom?"

"There's a piece of paper located next to my laptop. I haven't read it yet."

"Try to read Mom. Perhaps it was a letter from Nur." Dafa seemed curious. His heart was pounding impatiently.

"True Pa from Nur. I read yes 'Make my good teacher Mother.... Nur is very grateful for the kindness of Mother all this time. Let Nur go. Nur will look for the tomb of Mamah. Without asking anyone's help'"

Oh God, lamented Dafa. It turned out that Nur stopped because his request was never granted. It's actually a simple request. Just wanted a grave pilgrimage. But for Dafa it is very difficult to make it happen. Because Nur Hasanah's mother wasn't necessarily dead. And if he is dead, where is he buried?. Dafa doesn't know.

"I will look for him." said Dafa suddenly in a panicked tone.

"I'm coming along."timpal Ms. Arini from across the phone.

Dafa's surprised. "It's already night, ma'am. I don't have to come."

"What do you think. Only you who are worried. I'm also very worried Pa"

"But....?"

"If you don't ask me to look for Nur. I'll go alone"

"Don't Ma. Not alone. There'll be nothing."

"Then. You pick me up"

"Yes, Mom."

Finally, the two of them in a motorbike broke through the darkness of the night. A cold wind swept over them mercilessly. Tracing every road. Even the narrow alleys. If anyone is getting together, it may be to see or see a little girl passing by. While showing the character of the girl.

Hours searching. The night passed midnight. But what is sought has not yet been found. Not even the signs yet. Dafa and Arini's mother were getting more agitated.

"Where else should we go, ma'am?"dafa asked somewhat frustrated. They were sitting resting in an empty patrol post.

"Of course." Arini's mother is the same. Frustrating.

Eventually both were silent. The silence of the night was united with their silence. For so long. Their panicked hearts made it hard for them to speak.

Life is full of mysteries. Who would have thought it would be like this?. Who would have thought Nur would have gone? Who would have thought Dafa and Arini's mother had to wander through the night to look for her? On a very cold night. Who would have thought.?!

Dafa tried to understand it. This is perhaps the path of life that has been outlined. Like before, he must understand his life line. When he found a red baby in the tub of his truck. When his love with Sulis foundered because of Sulis' excessive suspicion. While watching Sulis get married to another man when she had to take care of Nur. Hour....

Uh. Suddenly the mind of Dafa was cut off . When his shoulders feel heavy. Stirred slowly. It turned out that on her shoulder was leaning on the head of Arini's mother. Apparently the woman was asleep on Dafa's shoulder because of her sleepiness.

Dafa was very moved by the woman. For Nur. For the sake of his disciple was willing to fight this much. What a noble heart, ma'am. His inner. While the head of Bu Arini who was leaning on his shoulder was left and did not want to disturb him. Until whenever!

*****