Low-class people's love "the driver's note"

attending a love wedding

The days keep passing. Time keeps turning. Unwittingly today even seven years Dafa took care of Nur Hasanah. Now Nur is no longer a little baby who is still red. But it has transformed into an agile little girl Likes and sorrows that sometimes come and go back never affect their relationship. The more days they get closer . Close as a child to his own father. Love each other. Love one another.

While the relationship between Dafa and Sulis has run aground. The ark he wanted to build was smashed into pieces. All that remains is the debris. In fact, Dafa deeply regrets that fate. But what can be done, God wills like that. He would not want to have to accept it. He must be strong to live it.

It crossed his mind, an event six years ago. He was very beaten up . His soul is torn apart. Perih.....!!! .

That afternoon he received word from someone that Sulis was celebrating his marriage with a man of his choice.

The world feels like an apocalypse. The earth feels clammy-gynous. His body was instantly hollow.

But he finally realized. A man in God's hands. A soul cannot be forced. If a soul mate is forced to arise will not be happy. And someone will get hurt.

That day all the power He tried to muster . He's trying hard.

Although he did not receive an invitation letter, Dafa intended to attend the girl's wedding party. The girl who used to be very close. The girl whose name always filled the recesses of her heart.

On top of the pelaminan, Sulis showed a smile of happiness. Serving guests who come. The paras are beautiful like angels. Besides a man who looks very happy too. Dafa looked at them with sore eyes. His body kept fighting to stay strong. Keep walking towards the two of them.

"Goodbye to new life. Good luck. Long soul mate. Many sustenance. And the spit can be a boogey." said Dafa trembling while shaking Sulis' hand.

Their eyes meet. Like something implied. But very hidden. Dafa immediately bowed. Then quickly go. Because his heart is no longer strong.

Being left married by a much loved one turns out to be in a lot of pain. Piercing up to the heart. For those who do not experience can just say 'Leave a change. There are many others". But the truth is not that easy. The reality...akh Not frustrated, not depressed!

Apparently the event always affected the soul of Dafa. The man cannot move on. Even to this day, six years have passed. He did not dare to get married. To find a replacement boyfriend Sulis was not able to. His heart was frozen like ice. Chilly. The desire to make love has vanished. Fly far. So far...!!.

"Bah...! What are we doing?" Suddenly Nur Hasanah came to surprise him. The little girl just got home from school. "Dreamy huh? Koq continues to pah?'

Dafa who was alone behind the house just smiled. While welcoming the little girl's handshake.

"Koq's home yet?"

"Yes pah. Her teachers were in a meeting" The little girl sat beside Dafa. "Well, don't you work tomorrow?"

".What's wrong?"

'Be present at school yes. There is an invitation for the student guardians. Tomorrow's report card division"

Mangosteen dafa.

"Can there be a reward?"

"Yes can. Later papah wants to call papah boss first. So that tomorrow send the rice is delayed"

Nur Hasanah. His eyes looked far away. Then we swore. "Try if mamah is still alive, Mamah is present at school. Let papah keep working." The little girl looked sad.

Dafa could not see that sadness. The girl immediately hugged him.

"Mamah died giving birth to Nur ya pah?"

Dafa just nodded. He had to lie to Nur. Not on what consideration? In essence, Dafa is not up to heart and heart, to say honestly explain about who exactly Nur is? A red baby he found in the tub of his truck. Dumped by his parents!

"Mamah died giving birth to Nur. Yes pah?"

Dafa nodded again . This time it was slower.

"Pity to mama. Risk her life for Nur" The girl was teary-eyed. Then sob. "Prepare Nur mah" Her cry was more stirring. Dafa held him tightly. Resisting the shock of the girl's body.

"It's our destiny, son. You are the strong, right? You have to be patient, right? 'There are still papah."

The girl stared at Dafa for a moment. His eyes are still wet. While holding his sedu sedan.

"Bah, please take Nur to the mama's tomb. Wanna?"

" Want what?"

"Nur wants a pilgrimage. Want to pray for mamah, you want to ask for maap"ask the girl. "Will you take Nur?"

Dafa suddenly fell. His mind churned like boiling water. Is there any more of this? Nur asked to be delivered to his grave? Over where? Oh my God...What should I do?!

"Koq is silent. Don't you want to take Nur?" The girl looked disappointed. "If you don't want to. Papah shows the location. Nur will pilgrimage himself"

Dafa was shocked. Slowly he looked at the boy. Deep. Deeply. Then his lips made a sound while trembling "Yah papah would. But not now, yeah?"

Nur returned that look. A ray of hope in that eye. Then nodded while embracing Dafa.

*****

Alhamdulillahot. Dafa was grateful that the boss granted his request. Delivering the rice can be delayed. Which usually leaves in the morning. This time Dafa can leave the night after Maghrib. Then he can attend the invitation of Nur Hasanah school. Heart relieved. Because it can meet the demand of Nur.

Sit with other students. Watching event after event displayed on stage. The stage looks great. The students from the first grade to the sixth grade took turns performing. Show off intelligence. Someone is singing. Some read the holy verse of the Qur'an. Someone is dancing. Some read poetry.

Dafa was a bit surprised when the host called Nur Hasanah's name "Next we show our general champion to read his poem. Who else if not Nur Hasanah. Give her a thunderous applause"

Accompanied by applause from the audience. The little girl went on stage. Dafa looked at him from the seat, with great feeling. I heard the little girl say hello. A few moments later, he began to read poetry.

Mother

Works; Nur Hasanah

Since childhood I did not know your face

Not feeling your caress

Never heard your humming

Also your jokes and seduction

Mother.why are you going.

Leave me

Also papa

We love you?

Mother.your cooperation for me is immeasurable.

Your life floated for me

God .... repay your services

Put him by your side

Hearing word for word, the crowd was overwhelmed. Soluble in deep taste. This poem seems to be made with all the flavor. To have a terrible power. Able to pierce the heart of his listeners.

The audience is all quiet. Silence carried away by taste. Taste that attracts tears to melt into the cheeks.

As for Dafa. The word for word that He heard from the little girl was like a needle that kept piercing her. Be ill. Bemoan. There are injuries that cannot be sustained.

Without him knowing her tears were melting. Repeatedly cleaned with a handkerchief. But it remains unstoppable .

A child who misses his mother. While his mother threw it away. A boy who loved and prayed for his mother. Her mother did not accept her presence. Oh. An innocent child..but cast out ...!!

If his mother had been here and listened to this poem. Is there a feeling of guilt and remorse for his barbaric deeds? Would he repent for wasting the Creator's message? The boy is a blessing. Ought accepted. Ought guarded. Should've been grateful. ....didlolimi!!!!

O Allah.... May from this day on no more.

Dafa continued to dissolve in his mind. Before he finally saw a woman go up to the stage and embrace Nur Hasanah. The two continued to embrace in a few seconds. And then both of them sniffled. Narrating.

After saying hello. Dafa entered the room. Seen on the chair of a woman holding Nur Hasanah. The woman who was on stage hugged her little girl.

"Please sit down Pa." The woman allowed.

Dafa slowly placed himself on the chairs facing each other.

"My name is Arini. I was his homeroom teacher Nur. "the woman was silent for a moment. To brush Nur's head many times. Full of love. "Nur is a smart and kind boy. " Oya... This is with Father Dafa, right?"

"Yes, Mom."

"Nur's Father?"

Dafa thought for a moment. Thinking about determining the answer.

" Sir."

"Yes Ma'am. I'm Nur's father "

"Nur told me a lot. I feel sorry for. I am so iba. "The woman was silent for a moment. "I feel what Nur feels. My mother also died in childbirth. Growing up without a mother's touch is hard. Without a mother's affection the warmth feels bland"

Dafa looked at the floor of the room. The color of the ceramic white suddenly changed. Frosted. Or without color.

"The poem Nur had read, made my past visible again. I was like living twenty-five years ago."The woman looks very sad. His eyes began to glaze over.

Dafa does not stop. Because He did not know what words to say to this woman right in front of him. Quiescent. Mutely. That is all He can do.

The silent atmosphere went on for a long time. Dafa could glance at the woman's eyes. In those eyes.there is a melt of water that is getting faster.

"Prepare my son Ma'am "Dafa speaks softly. Suddenly "Because it makes mom sober" he said again. "Generating memories of Mom."

"The son of the Father is innocent. What should I do?" The woman chimed in."I used to love Nur because I was smart and good. And now my love for Nur is growing again. Because it turns out that between me and Nur the same fate." Back the woman's hand stroked Nur's hair. Before finally kissing the little girl's forehead with all her feelings.

Dafa was stunned and moved. Love and love can come and go. When it comes, there will be a bond. The bond that comes from the Almighty. A bond that does not look at the origin and cause of moses.

That guy. With his own eyes, he witnessed the love and affection of the two people in front of him.

"Yes, Pa. Is it true that Nur often you stay at work for two or three days?"

"Yes, Mom. Because I'm a rice truck driver."

"Who's home?"

"alone"

"alone?" The woman seemed concerned.

"First. Before the age of five, I leave it to my sister. But it has not been two years. It was Nur who asked. He said he wanted to be independent"

The woman glanced at Nur. Nur returned those eyes.

"If Nur wants to. If the papah work Nur can stay at the mother's place.. Probably at home alone scared"

Nur turned to look at Dafa."Can pah?"

"Maap. It might trouble Mother" Dafa refuted

"No koq Pa. I'm even happy. So have friends."

"Mother Mother is still..." Dafa did not want to continue his words. Afraid to say insolent.

"I'm still alone."

Dafa felt bad about saying those words. If it could be edited it would do.

In his little heart. Dafa actually feels strange. How could a woman be as beautiful as her. Friendly and have time income anyway no men are interested. Or maybe it was this woman who was always picky. Why did Dafa think that far.

"Bah, yes, yes. Nur lives with Mother, if Papah works. At Nur's house sometimes afraid to be alone."

Dafa looked at the little girl. Then he looked at the teacher. Then bengong. A long time later I just agreed.

Nur Hasanah immediately embraced Dafa responding to the nod. There was happiness emanating from his eyes. Something that cannot be hidden. "Thank you Pah." she said while crying happily .

*****

There was something different that Dafa felt on his trip this time. His mind felt light. Feels light without burden. His heart was calm and unsettled. Until the trip was fun. The concentration required by the driver can also be optimal. Dafa continued to seek answers. Why is it like this? What's up, huh?

More money?. Uh. She shook her head. No. gabe. Money, but yes, not much. Tips as boss? Ah not really. He receives money from his bosses according to operational standards. Yes as much as usual. Got a raffle? Boro-boro. What draw?. Does anyone pay the debt? No. gabe. No one paid the debt. Who else has the same debt? Then because of what? Because what?!

He scrunched his forehead. Swiped it many times. Then suddenly I remembered Nur Hasanah. The little girl. Oh yes ! Dafa is awakened. There was a curtain that slowly blazed over. It must be because this time he was no longer worried about the girl's state. Nur already has his friend. Not alone anymore. Yes.yes.fast.I am comfortable, inner Dafa.

In the past, every time he went to work. Always remember Nur. Her condition. How eating. A night alone at home how it feels. It will be haunted by loneliness and fear. That feeling often weighs on Dafa's mind and heart. That is what often interferes with the concentration of work. That's what makes him nervous and wants to get home soon. Until sometimes the car was run like lightning. Let's get there fast.

This time he could breathe. Thank God, You have helped me. You have sent me one who will cheerfully and willingly accompany Nur. Noble-hearted. The woman is like an angel. Good. Friendliest. And pretty... Ah, Dafa suddenly gasped. Why do you praise him so well. He knew her not long ago. And just met.

He remembered that the time he wanted to go to work Nur asked him to take him to the Bu Guru's residence. Dafa. It is not difficult and not heavy.

The teacher lived in a teacher housing inside the school. There are two housing units. The other one lives in Bu Arini, the other one is empty, there are no inhabitants.

Once down Nur immediately ran towards Bu Arini who was standing in the doorway. Hugged him like a child to his own mother.

"Mother..... Nur came" she said.

Master greeted him with a smile. On her beautiful face was a beam of light emitting. Which he cannot hide. Fluoresce. Is beautiful. Happiness ray.

"Mom, papah wants to work. Nur want to nginep."

Bu Arini nodded while rubbing his head Nur. "By pleasure."tipalnya later.

"Mr maap. My son is troublesome"

Dafa approaches.

Arini's mom is shaking."Son of good father koq. He won't trouble anyone."

"There may be inappropriate behavior, rebuke or just be angry Mom. Or if you need to be hit, that's okay. Let's just say Nur is his own son."

"Nur emang already I consider my own son koq Pa "reply the woman. Silence moment. Seeing Nur. "Mandi is not pretty yet?"

"Already Mom. Already showered. Already eaten. Washes the dishes. Wash your clothes."

The teacher smiled. "Printer's son." The woman squeezed Nur's nose. Gentler. Nur also clenched tighter.

"Oya ma'am excuse me. I'm leaving." Dafa only realized that his routine work was waiting. He almost forgot. I don't know why?.

"Yes, Pa. Be careful on the road. Don't bother. Remember at home. Someone is waiting for Father. Someone loves you."

Dafa enjoyed those words. Beard's head. Thank you for your advice, Teacher. I must have followed your advice.

That was why Dafa drove his car this time was very careful and vigilant. Not dare to play serobot. Not wanting a word. Always keep your distance from the car in front of you. Avoiding things that cause accidents.

Strange, this time he was very concerned about his life. He realized that someone else needed him. They need love and affection.

If every trip, I'd be this comfortable, oh....!. This is quiet oh...! I'm very happy. Hopefully the feeling I am experiencing right now will continue to feel on the next journey.

*****