
The magnitude of a mountain seems not as big as Dafa's curiosity towards the story that will be told by Dewi, the beautiful artist. Concentration immediately installed strong. And made sure not to branch. Focus..!! Always have to focus!
Meanwhile on her chair, Goddess Amoy repeatedly sighed. It was like he was calming his shaken mind. His sobs are still occasionally heard. The cold of the night.
Outside, the drizzle gets bigger. A cold wind blew into the room through the window vents. Poked to the skin. It's stabbing cold.
And time goes on.
"In fact I am ashamed to ..tell this story to you."voice of the Goddess later, teasing the atmosphere .
"But because of your service and your great sacrifice to my son. Raising son. Of course.with great difficulty. Then I will force it. I'll tell you my dark story."tutur Dewi with a voice that is poignant.
"But may I ask for conditions first?"ask the Goddess while looking at Dafa. Of course.with puffy eyes.
"What's the condition?"ask Dafa enthusiastically!
"You don't tell this to anyone else. Let's just know we're both. Agreed?"
Dafa nodded. "Yes." Yeah."
Goddess Amoy wiped her eyes that still looked puffy. Then he bowed to the surface of the table. I don't know what he saw there, I don't know what he's looking for.?
For a few minutes the atmosphere was a bit quiet. And it feels gripping.
Dafa unceasingly watched the woman. His mind wanted to find out the feeling that was raging in the chest of the artist. However..fail!
"I used to be a village singer who often sang from stage to stage. " The goddess begins the story. His slow and bitter voice described how painful his heart was at that moment. " I'm a member of the Light Music dangdut group." the voice of the Goddess halted for a moment. Breathe out repeatedly. And the look in his eyes looked far ahead. Breaking through the wall of the room.
"Life as a village servant continues for many years. Likes and sorrows that come as a challenge." The goddess glanced at the still-still-still Dafa. Determine if the man is still faithful to listen to him. Or no longer care.
"Until that time" said the Goddess again.
"I mean Goddess?"
The goddess brushed her long hair. His breaths sounded like a very slashing scream. His heart seemed to be enduring the pain. Bemoan. Egrily....!!
"One time, I met someone who claimed to be a record producer. He said my voice was unique. Has a peculiarity that is rarely owned by other singers. According to him.I will definitely become a famous singer if guided by experts. Next he was willing to orbit me. He'll ask the songwriter to compose a song that matches my voice character "
Outside the rain started to rain. The air is getting cold. For a while the Goddess held back her story. Time passed without feeling.
"Then?" Dafa looked curious. The story must be finished. The story is not only half.
"Imitated success. Fame. The abundant money, made me dark in the eyes. I was overwhelmed by those dreams. Until without a second thought, I followed his invitation to follow him."
The goddess then sobbed.
"A few months we lived together in a very nice house. But her promise to take me to the recording kitchen was not kept. He always stood up. There's no song that suits me."
"You two live like husband and wife?" Dafa curious.
The goddess did not answer that question. He's getting sobbing. "I'm so sorry." The goddess hit the table with her hands. Waving out his fear ."It turns out he's a jerk! He just wants my body. It turned out that all his promises were deceit! " The goddess is a little hysterical. His crying voice could not hold him anymore.
Dafa dissolves in the mind of the Goddess. Deepen the feelings of the Goddess. This woman must be inwardly shaken. And torn to shreds...!!
"And as evil as she was, she ran away from the house when I demanded her to get married, because I was already pregnant."
"Drew from that house? Isn't that his house?"dafa asked not to understand. As the man's forehead was scrunched
"It turns out it wasn't his house."
"I mean Goddess?"
"The house turned out to be the house he rented. A week after he left, suddenly came his own person. To collect the rent. Since I didn't have as much money as he asked, then right then and there, I was told to leave the place."
It feels sad, at least that's what Dafa feels. The heartless man. You...!! Already cheated. He used the body of a woman. Even until pregnancy. Not responsible. Then go and leave the woman without a place to stay. Was she born not of a woman's womb? Try if his mother is hiccupped, does she want to?!!! Did he accept....!!!!
"I left the house without knowing where I was going,?" Remember the Goddess while sobbing. His heart is very sick. "You go home to the old man, I don't dare. Besides I'm ashamed, I'm scared too."
Dafa tried to appease the Goddess, by rubbing her sprawled arms on the table.
The Goddess' cry slightly eased. Then looked at the eyes of the man who seemed to feel pity for his fate at that time. Unknowingly the treatment of Dafa gave birth to a power of its own for the Goddess. Positive energy..!
"I was lucky that I still had a little jewelry. I sold it immediately too. The money from the sale, I used to contract a room. And the rest I use for daily living expenses."the story of the Goddess was cut off for a moment to sigh deeply. "And I stayed in that room until I gave birth."
Dafa is getting late in the story. Like seeing that with his own eyes. The sorrow that the Goddess felt as well became part of her feelings.
"A week after I gave birth. After my body started to have power. In the middle of the night I left that room. Because I am ashamed of the people around me who look on me. Flouting me. They branded me a cheap woman. Asusila woman. Have a child ...no father!"
Dafa shook his head. The heartbreaking story of the artist's journey pierced his heart. It brings deep concern.
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