Low-class people's love "the driver's note"

18

"That silent night, I carried my baby, continuing down the deserted road . A small drizzle accompanied by the sound of lightning, fused with the swiftness of tears accompanying my steps, where I went." said the Goddess with tears.

" While the bersamuk that lodged in my mind over time increased. Turbid taste and heartache unwittingly bring out a great sense of despair. This whole body feels immersed in a very tiring puddle. Which makes him always shiver. And cut off my spirit of life. Without a doubt, I am determined to end my life . Because life feels no use lagj."tutur Dewi with a roaring voice. And his words are a bit hard to digest

"Until you commit suicide?"ask Dafa to try to guess.

"Yes." Yeah." The Goddess lunglai. "I was heading to a river where the water was overflowing. From the bridge I was ready to jump. I want to throw myself, let it drift and drown with the current. Let my body die with all the suffering that accompanies my life.'

Dafa gasped at hearing it. His body jumped. Shivering like a cold person. It turns out that this weak woman, dared to do the fatal. And that fast..

"But when I was about to jump, my baby suddenly cried. I had to give up that intention. I gently caress her head. Of course, with great affection. I looked at his face. Strange, suddenly from inside my heart my mother's taste increased . I thought, My baby should stay alive. The dead let me. This baby still has a future. Let him enjoy his future. Hope his future is bright. His future is glorious.Not as dark and senista the fate of his mother."

The goddess seemed to silence her mouth for a moment. His hands are clinging to each other. It seemed like he was looking for a powerful new force to continue his dark story.. There were tears that suddenly fell to the floor.

"When I'm confused I'll be pinned on who my baby is. I saw a truck parked in the courtyard of the mosque. . So without thinking any longer, I put my baby in the car. Of course. . with great difficulty. And a great fight."

Mangosteen dafa many times. His mind imagines an event at one time . There is a short******* that he does to calm all the feelings that this time are turbulent. " Maybe I was in the mosque at that time" said Dafa.

"Yes." Yeah."

"When you put the baby down, where are you going?"

"I went to the river again. To throw themselves in."

Dafa looked rather emotional hearing that answer. At the same time hate the stupid actions of the woman who was in front of him this time. Resolving problems doesn't have to be such a tragic way. Because it's not a solution.

Be patient and rely on the Creator that is the panacea to face every problem that comes. Has He never tested His servant beyond the limits of his ability?

"I threw myself into the river. And after that I don't remember anything anymore" he said. "Either after that what happened to me"

"Then?"ask Dafa curiously.

"Know that when I opened my eyes, I was in a place and accompanied by a grandmother. At first I thought I was in another realm. But it turns out I'm still in the natural world."he said cut off.

"It turns out I'm alive. I was helped by a grandmother . Then I lived with that grandma for years."

Dafa was only stunned to hear the life story of the young woman. Life is like a story written by the Creator. What God has written for His servant will surely become the lifeline of the creature. What man plans to do if God does not want will certainly not happen. We are the actresses who have to play the screenplay of the Maha Director. Our god!

Even though Dewi tried to end her life in that shortsighted way. But if God wants him to live. The woman is still alive, too. Even to this moment!

"I always get guidance from my grandmother. His wise counsel raised again the faded spirit of my life."

"Grandma is like your savior angel?"timpal Dafa

"Rubber. Apparently God sent him for me. Even my success is thanks to his services."

Without feeling the cold night continues to comb through time. In a few moments the eastern horizon will fly its dawn. The two humans who are not really familiar are silent to each other for a while. Leaving the atmosphere without words Perhaps they were being played by his own thoughts. In that room.

And after all that time has passed. Then. without being asked. Dewi told me the beginning of her becoming a famous artist.

"One day in the area there was a Talent Search Event . Grandma persuaded me to join the event. I-i refused. But my grandmother kept persuading me. Gave me motivation. Injects spirit. Until I even tried to dare to sign up."

"Then the results?"

"It turns out I'm a champion."voice of the youngest Goddess. "Since then my fate has changed. I was often invited to perform on big stages. Many songwriters have asked me to sing their songs. I suddenly became a famous singer. But ....."

"But?"

"I'm actually not as happy as people see me. On stage I can entertain a lot of people. But my soul is very fragile. In my own moments I often cry. The cause is none other than, because always remembered the child I threw away. I'd really like to meet him."

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