
Goddess Amoy embraced Nur's body with love. With love! The little girl's forehead was slowly frowned upon.
"His pilgrimage?"ask the artist sweetly
Nur shook his head. His face was suddenly a bit grim. Murmuring durja!
"Yet? Is koq yet? Wasn't that finished from inside the cemetery?"
"Not found his grave yet."
"I mean Nur?"ask the Goddess not to understand. Don't getit!
The little girl did not answer. Even mute. His eyes turned towards Dafa. The goddess turned her head towards the man who was standing not far from them.
Dafa approached Nur with small steps. Then stroked her hair covered in a white veil.
"Patience to Child. Papah will try to remember the location of the grave. One day, I will definitely meet."humidified Dafa. Attempt to persuade.
Oo..The Chief Goddess Amoy mangosteen mrngerti. Apparently the tomb they were going to digiziarahi did not meet. The O.o.....
"Well, can you find the grave?"tanya Nur enthusiastically
"Yes ...."
"Why do we look so sad?" Goddess Amoy suddenly spoke cheerfully. "It's good we forget about it. Now let's have fun."
"I mean Auntie?"tanya Nur did not understand. His eyes stared at the face of the Goddess without blinking.
"Tante deliberately came here to take a vacation to the top. Mumpung Aunty is on holiday. There is no show "
"Is he also coming with Auntie?"
"Yes dong. Arini's mother came too. " The goddess answered.
"When?" Nur asked again.
"Now" he answered aloud
"Gaziness....." Nur jumping for joy.
Dafa and Arini just smiled a little at the girl's behavior
After that, the four of them left the place.
Before going to the top, they go home first. Of course to prepare for anything to bring . Also to shower and change clothes.
After all the preparations was enough. Then the holiday trip to the top they do.
Seen inside the luxury car, Goddess Amoy sat behind the wheel. Nur sat beside him.
Meanwhile, Dafa sat in the back seat beside Arini.
Now, the car continues to break through the dark night. The cold mountain air. The cold felt piercing.
."He said Nur hapal his song Auntie "Dewi turned briefly towards Nur.
"Emang "nur's sleep.
"Try singing dong "
"The song is called 'Pursuing My Holy Love' right? Who's now famous?"
"Yes,"nude Goddess.
Then Dewi turned on his car tafe. The sound of the song instrument was heard. Infiltrate the ear canal. Fascinating the mind
Nur seemed to keep paying close attention to the music. He was waiting for the right moment when he would enter. When start......When the time came, the girl started singing.
If I had known...
No, I might do that ...
If I knew it would be like this...
There's no way I'm going to be away from him
It turns out I can't live without him....
It turns out he means a lot to me..
For him ..I am ready to sacrifice...
Because he is my true love....
Where should I look for him..
Tell me God...
Give me back God's holy love...
Oo...oo.. .
Nur's melodious voice plus the instruments of his sweet song make his listeners Dewi, Dafa and Arini fascinated. All three.
And Nur was very happy to receive praise and applause from them.
The eyes of Dafa that night did not want to be closed. And his drowsiness did not come. He wanted to feel like he was asleep soon. To get rid of his fatigue, after a day of sightseeing to some recreational places in the city of Bogor with Dewi, Arini and of course... Nur Hasanah's.
Lying alone in one of the rooms of the villa belonging to the Goddess, repeatedly the man roared. Uneasily. His mind was constantly faced with one problem that was difficult to solve.
Difficult solved?!
Dafa threw his breath away. I hope the burden on his mind is a little less. Hoping for a ray of light to illuminate the darkness that was now exploring his mind
Oh Allah.... Help me. O Allah.show me the way out of this... O Allah.Do not burden me with problems that I would not be able to bear, he said.
This time, the man's mind was always reminded of what happened a few days ago, when his lying was discovered. When showing one of the tombs to her little girl, Dafa actually knew that it was.
May his strategy not go as he had hoped. His investigation ran aground in the middle of the road. Hoping to bring Nur to one of the tombs, it will solve the problem.
But it's not even..!!
That even made him ashamed. Shame on the heirs of the tomb who rebuked him at that time. Shame on Nur. And most of all ashamed of himself.
After his first mission failed. Does Dafa still have the guts to show Nur to another tomb?
Would Dafa take Nur's grave pilgrimage again by taking him to another tomb?
The man nodded again. Confused to determine attitude.
If I take Nur on another pilgrimage to one of the tombs, I fear that the events of the past repeat themselves. But if not.....?! Didn't I promise Nur to take him on a pilgrimage to his mama's tomb. Oh...Allah.....Why is this complicated?! Why is the problem this heavy....?!!!!!
Oh.hhh! Dafa is falling into confusion. And it's getting harder to let go. The heavy weight that was stirring in his mind made his head feel like it was about to break...!!
In those very moments of panic, suddenly and unwittingly appeared in the man's mind a new idea.
New idea?!
Yes, the man was thinking of dismantling the secret he had been keeping. He thought about telling Nur the truth. Who is that girl?
His eyes suddenly looked far away. Open the sheets of past memories. Memories buried seven years ago.
It was clear when he found a baby in the tub of his truck. Ask Sulis for help, her boyfriend at that time, to take the baby to a Midwife. And next. And next......
The events of seven years ago are now clearly visible, until it is as if he was at that time.
Really...saying the truth who exactly Nur is, is a solution?! Suddenly the question appeared in his mind. I wish I had told Nur frankly that Nur was not my son. But a baby that her mother threw away and put in my car, can Nur accept that reality?
Oh..Allahs. How will Nur feel?! Will you accept this news? Can receive? Or even Nur's soul will be shaken ?
Oh... !!! The turmoil felt by Dafa now looks deeper.
Then.Suddenly Dafa woke up from his bed. His mind was no longer comfortable. A few minutes later, his body was sitting on the edge of the cot. With two hands holding his head.
And over time the Dafa panic got worse. The man, too, tried to unravel the burden of his mind, to make it a little lighter, immediately came out of the room. To go to the living room.
Then there, in the living room, Dafa sat alone, hoping for a miracle. There is a miracle.the antidote to the problem he is facing now.
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