Loving Brother Connect

50

Hansen broke his embrace on Vanya's body, then summarized Vanya's cheeks while staring at Vanya's two eyeballs alternately.

"Van, we're together again. In the future, let it be brother's business. You do not have to worry about anything, you will dare to face everything, including papa. Importantly, you're always by your sister's side and support your sister."

Vanya was actually very moved to hear Hansen's words as well as the sincerity that was emanated in the youth's net. However, he always felt defeated when he remembered about the Papa who would oppose their relationship. Vanya can't lie to her little heart, even though she loves Hansen as much as the young man feels but she also thinks of her father's disappointment when all this is revealed.

Slowly and gently, Vanya lowered her two hands that were still fixed on her cheeks. He smiled bitterly at the young man.

"We can't be together anymore, sister. Sorry .." said Vanya.

Hansen was slightly jolted at Vanya's refusal, but he tried to join in smiling even though the smile looked very wry.

Hansen turned his back, turned his back on Vanya. He pitched, staring at the ceiling of the room to hold back his tears that were about to break. Just this time, only this time he had to cry for a girl who turned out to really break his heart so much so.

Vanya who was behind Hansen was trying his hardest not to spill his tears. How letting go and letting go of the one we still love is so painful. Had to leave when his feelings were again alas. It's too heavy for Vanya. Not to mention that he continues to be jealous when Hansen is close to another girl, but the reality is not on his side. Maybe .. will never.

"I ... go back to my room, Brother."

And Hansen did not respond to Vanya's speech which passed leaving the new room Hansen now occupied in the mansion. Now Hansen knew that there was a dividing wall between them, as well as the distance that Vanya had created for both.

From today on, it looks like Hansen should really learn to let go. Because the rejection kept ringing in his memory. The rejection Vanya did, which left her heartbroken. Does he have to keep fighting? Or really give up everything?

...****...

The final school exam will be held in the next few months. Hansen, who began to recover after the accident, began to go to school as usual. He tries to focus on the test results. His determination now only followed the path God had prepared for him. He no longer tried or opposed. As for his feelings, he was enough to know.

Almost every day, Hansen's eyes had to heat up when he saw Vanya and Farel getting closer. Even sometimes, he had to see the young man drive Vanya home to their parents.

Hansen could only see the scene from a distance, for forbidding him from doing so, as well as protesting at the circumstances.

Don't ask about his heart. Of course, the lump of meat felt strongly remassed.

While Hansen is busy recovering a broken and broken heart along with the target of passing the final school exam, Vanya is also busy with her new activities. He was close to Farel, but they had no relationship.

Vanya had already confirmed to Farel that he only wanted to be friends with the young man and it turned out that farel welcomed the intention. Farel was willing to try hard to get Vanya's heart even though he himself was not sure it would work or not because Vanya was too fond of Hansen in front of him every time they were together.

Farel did not not not know that Vanya and Hansen have a 'more' relationship besides brother and sister, for that some time ago he had convinced Vanya that the relationship would not work.

Vanya did break up with Hansel, in accordance with the advice Farel gave, but Farel knew that Vanya could not forget Hansen just like that, it was evident from every discussion that Vanya spoke to him, there's always Hansen's name tucked between his many stories.

However, Farel is not a selfish young man to get Vanya, he still has an incredible stock of patience to be able to melt the girl's heart.

Vanya is close to Farel nor is it to give the young man false hope, he simply does not want his mind focused on the run-off of his love affair with Hansen. In addition, Vanya does want Hansen to see his closeness with Farel, so that his brother quickly move on from him. In other words, Vanya intends to help Hansen to immediately forget it, although without ever Vanya knows deep in Hansen's heart instead of being able to forget but the pain he feels.

...***...

"Ma, I want to talk to Mama."

Hansen approached Zia who was reading a magazine on the side porch of the house.

"What's up, Hans?" asked Zia while putting her magazine on the small table right beside her left.

Now that Zia looked at Hansen after goal, she knew there was something serious the son wanted to talk about. In Zia's heart, I hope this isn't a discussion about Vanya anymore or Hansen's feeling of still loving the child.

"Hans agreed, Ma." Hansen spoke softly while occasionally lowering his gaze.

"agreed? agree what do you mean?" Zia looked completely at the young man.

"Study abroad."

Zia was surprised by her son's speech, but gradually an arch of smile rose in her lips.

"Seriously?"

Hansen nodded. He's been thinking about this all night, and he thinks there's nothing that can hold him back from staying in Indonesia. Regarding Vanya, he had already said that his feelings would only be his own. He has not had the decision to completely forget or allow the feeling to remain the same without reducing the level.

"Hans, I'm so happy about your decision, son." Zia approached Hansen and hugged him.

Hansen did not return Zia's embrace, he just stood stiff and dissolved in his own mind after giving this decision.

Not long after informing him of his decision, Hansen passed from before Zia. Zia was very happy with this and she went back to discussing it while they were having dinner together.

"Pa, Hansen has agreed to go to college in Singapore" said Zia in the middle of their family dinner.

It makes Chandra cringe, but not with Vanya who immediately pale when he heard this. While the young man who was being talked about, seemed to continue to bribe his food with a careless look. He has not communicated with Vanya since then. Yeah, since Vanya refused to stay with him. Maybe they haven't talked to each other for about 2 months.

And regarding Hansen's decision, it obviously made Vanya very surprised, but as much as possible the girl tried to neutralize her feelings and her heart suddenly felt melos.

"That's good," Chandra replied in response, he glanced at Hansen at a glance. "... later help prepare everything, yes Hans!" go to the child.

Hansen complained to his father. "Yes, Pa. Thanks, " answered lightly.

...Connect ......

Hi, I'm sorry to revise this for one reason or another. This chapter has been updated because yesterday chapter 49 was repeated to chapter 50. Please re-read gaes. Thanks though. 💚💚💚