Loving Brother Connect

Loving Brother Connect
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The next day, Vanya actually meets Hansen at school. Even as they ate in the cafeteria, Vanya could see the young man who had a gloomy face on.


Vanya was about to dodge but she was late because Hansen had already seen her entering the canteen area first.


"Van!"


Vanya steps automatically stopped. But he did not look at Hansen.


"We need to talk! Don't shy away from me like this."


Vanya did not budge, she was about to walk back to her class, but Hansen's hand swiftly caught the girl's arm.


"Please," asked Hansen who made Vanya close her eyes tightly because she could not bear to hear the clear tone that the young man was buzzing.


"On the roof of the building. Now." Now." After saying that, Hansen walked first to the roof of the school. On the rooftop is indeed the safest place to talk about privacy, not many people are there.


Seeing that, Vanya finally followed Hansen after seeing the young man walking quite a distance towards the place he said he was.


Hansen stared at the view of the school area from his current position, he heard footsteps approaching and he knew that Vanya was catching up with him.


"I don't want to break up. I want to fight for you" Hansen began.


"Son, nothing good starts with coercion." Vanya tried to give understanding.


Hansen turned around and looked at Vanya with his own eyes.


"Pain?" Hansen laughed heartily. "I'm not forcing you. I don't feel compelled to share our relationship either. We love each other. Nobody has to be here, Vanya!" he continued in a bitter tone.


"But the situation is, brother! Our situation is not possible. So everything feels forced."


Hansen approached Vanya, but the girl threw away her eyes because she could not fight with Hansen's black bead.


"You don't want to fight for us, Van. You."


Vanya is shedding tears now. "Yes, Brother. I can't anymore, because I know it won't be easy. I'm not ready to lose my sister later or anytime, but I think .. if I stop now it won't hurt too much."


Hansen chuckles miris. "Now or later, it's both very painful for me" he said. If Hansen had forgotten his nature as a man, he would have cried by now, but he still kept his tears from falling, for he would not have wanted to look weak because all his struggles had not yet fully begun.


Vanya nodded in agreement with Hansen's speech. "Yes brother. Now or later, the ending will remain the same. We will remain separated as well" he replied pessimistically.


"Vanya, dear brother to you. You're supposed to survive this way."


Vanya is silent, without needing Hansen to say he knows the sincerity of the young man in terms of loving him.


"I'm also brother. But we're done."


"Vans. Don't gini, brother please."


"It's over, Brother." Vanya turned around, ready to leave the school rooftop.


"The water!" hansen exclaimed again, she was not ready to be completely abandoned by the girl. "I will keep trying. I'll prove that I can. Until one day I can pick you up to be all mine!" behold.


Vanya paused for a moment, then turned to Hansen. "Udah, Brother. We can't change the course that's been set for us. We will forever be brothers. So, don't impose the situation anymore. One more thing, brother went home. Poor Mama, Brother. We can start learning to get used to being brothers!" she said with tears.


"No Van! I'm not gonna give up!" peeked Hansen, who this time did not make Vanya return before him. The young man screamed. Feeling frustrated by circumstances that make it difficult to reach his love.


...***...


The bloom!


One basketball throw back into the ring. Added the score for the Hansen class that was holding the match.


After repeatedly throwing, jumping and dribbling the ball finally their class won by a score far enough with his opponent.


Hansen, Fero, and some of their other team mates were all high-five after the game was over and won by them.


Nothing is in vain. This was the result for their diligent efforts in training. In addition to playing futsal, Hansen was also active in extracurricular basketball at his school. And she's been doing more and more of that activity, ever since Vanya cut off their relationship. Hansen felt the need to busy himself to make him forget for a moment, the circumstances that made him almost crazy if he thought about this repeatedly.


"Hans!!"


Fero nudged Hansen's arm when a girl called out to his friend. Hansen only shook his head faintly without wanting to bully the girl. It was unexpected that the girl actually came down from the stands and approached Hansen who was still standing on the edge of the basketball court.


Fero again nudged Hansen's arm, to give the young man a code that the girl who had called his name was in their midst now.


However, because Hansen was still busy fixing his things into a sports bag, making him unaware of the intent of Fero until Fero left.


"Dance ... Hansen?"


Hansen, who was surprised, immediately turned his head at that moment, because he had thought behind him was only Fero, then why suddenly Fero's voice turned into a female voice?


"The heat? How are you here?" asked Hansen indifferently.


"Gue denger lo playing basketball here, so I'm samperin."


"Who's the horror?" ask Hansen cuek.


"From ... Methas."


Hansen's forehead frowned. All he knows is that Metha is close to Vanya, but why did Metha tell Dira about her whereabouts? Also, since when did Metha and Dira still communicate? Hansen thought that after their vacation in the mountain at that time, Metha and Dira were no longer in contact with each other, especially they were not so familiar according to Hansen. This made Hansen feel strange.


"Hangout with yuk, Hans!" take Dira later.


"Gue's busy."


"Busy what?"


"Much of my work!" push Hansen ketus.


"Oh, I think it's busy courting," Dira said with a grin. Somehow Hansen actually caught the tone of derision in Dira's speech.


"That's my business, don't interfere" Hansen said coldly.


"Come, Hans. Eating together is okay too. You must be tired and laper abis playing basketball." Dira looked at Hansen expectantly.


"Sorry, I can't!" Hansen was wearing his gym bag and ready to go. In his heart, he cursed Fero who left him with Dira. Speaking of Fero, didn't his best friend want to approach Dira, why instead let him both with Dira? Fero should have kept Dira so that the girl would not approach Hansen again and again.


"Hans! Come dong!" Apparently Dira was not discouraged, he followed behind Hansen's body to force the young man to go along with him.


Hansen took a long breath. "Gue wants to, but same Fero too!" he said he made a choice.


Dira. He wants to go alone with Hansen but why would Hansen take Fero?


"If you don't want anything, cancel it."


Dira thinks it's better to give up than not walk with the guy at all.


"Well, where is Fero now?"


...Connect ......