Loving Brother Connect

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Hansen kept his mind up with Zia's speech, this afternoon. He knew that this act had disappointed the woman who had given birth to him, but was it wrong for Hansen to want to be with Vanya?

Maybe if looking at their current status it does sound taboo, but they have no blood relation at all. It was also the determination in Hansen continued to want to fight on the situation in order to maintain his relationship with Vanya.

Tok ... tok ...

The sound of knocking on the door made Hansen wake up from his daydream. He got up from his position that was lying on the bed, then walked slowly to open the door there.

Hansen was stunned to find Vanya already standing at the door of his room. The girl always looked beautiful in the eyes of Hansen Alvaro.

"Sister?!" Vanya wagged her hands in front of Hansen's stunned face.

"Eh? Yea?" Hansen regained his senses, then looked misbehaved just from being fascinated by Vanya.

Vanya giggles. "Sister why? How do you dream?" tanyakanya.

"Why not, just being to admire you in silence," she wrote.

Vanya chuckled while shaking her head.

"What's up, Van?" Hansen didn't know what Vanya needed so the girl knocked on her door at this hour, they had finished dinner together and there seemed to be no sign that Vanya wanted to say anything.

"Ehm, Brother. I have English PR again, no." Vanya scratched his temple at a glance. "Teach me I can, right? There's something I want to talk to you about, too" he continued.

Hansen immediately nodded without a second thought. "Where do you want to learn? Here or in your room?" tanyakanya.

"Nh ..." Vanya looks confused. "What about the tv room, brother?" bargained for.

"Because-"

"It's not good if later mama finds out, ntar mama thought we often play in each room, sister," interrupted Vanya with a whispering voice.

Although Vanya does not know about Zia who already knows her relationship with Hansen, but a little Vanya has felt the difference in Zia's attitude to him, the mother continued it looks cooler to him and not as warm as usual. It was also what triggered Vanya to maintain an attitude so as not to make Zia more indifferent to him.

"I guess I am." Hansen said slowly.

"But, Sister ..." Vanya tried to refuse.

Meanwhile, Hansen had thought of another possibility that if they looked close in front of the Mama, it would make Zia even more angry at him, so for Hansen it is better for Zia not to see their closeness directly and she rejected the option of Vanya to do PR in the tv room because it will make Zia can pay attention to her interaction with Vanya later.

"Take the PR here." Hansen insisted on his decision, convincing Vanya with the look in his eyes.

Until Vanya finally nodded and passed towards her room to retrieve her task book.

A few minutes later the girl returned to Hansen's room and sat down at the young man's study table.

"Which do you not understand?" hansen asked looking at Vanya's PR book.

"Here, I'm still confused, brother." Vanya showed the parts that were still confusing to him.

"Oh this is so ..." Hansen painstakingly explained in detail about the PR that Vanya meant.

"Why, anyway?" Hansen smiled as he ruffled Vanya's hair furiously. He knew there was something Vanya wanted to talk to him about outside of schoolwork, wasn't that what Vanya said?

"Sir .." call Vanya slowly, then the girl looks down deeply.

"Yes, why?" asked Hansen gently.

"I'd like to ask you, sister, how sure is our relationship?" vanya said hesitantly.

Hansen was stunned by the girl's question. Why would Vanya suddenly ask her such a thing?

"I'm sure our relationship will work out, the most important thing is that we're strong through whatever the test is, honey." Hansen stroked Vanya's hair gently.

For the second time Vanya heard Hansen call it 'honey', honestly she always felt soaring every time Hansen called her like that, her manner and tone sounded very soothing, so much so, it also seemed to show Hansen's deep affection.

Vanya looked at Hansen with teary eyes, should she now tell the young man that she was starting to hesitate? This does have something to do with Farel's speech to him, a little bit of Vanya to mind. Should he indeed turn around aka let their relationship just get here before all is far away?

"Why are you asking that question about our relationship? Are you beginning to fear or doubt that this is not going to work?" guess Hansen.

Vanya nodded. "I'm afraid the more we force everything, the more we both will feel sick, sister," she replied.

"So? You mean ... Do you want to give up?"

Vanya. "I'm confused, Brother. On the one hand I was willing to stay, but I was also afraid to continue. I'm not ready to feel disappointed because everything's not going our way."

Hansen held onto both of Vanya's shoulders and stared into the girl's netra to reassure her.

"Van, since the beginning of our relationship, I've told you that it won't be easy. You also told me that we do not need to see what our status is now, besides we love each other, it means we must be ready to accept the consequences of our choices that have decided to date. You know, right?"

Vanya nodded, a little more she also realized that all of this was intertwined also on her will, as well as her feelings towards Hansen. Everything has already begun and he should be ready to take risks of his own choice.

"I want us to go first. I want to make some effort for this relationship, Van. Most importantly, you still have the same feelings for me. You love me, right?" hansen asked, staring at the two eyeballs of Vanya alternately, probing, as if to dig out the honesty of the girl's gaze.

Vanya nodded with a soft look. "I love my sister" she replied in a trembling voice.

Hansen smiled faintly. "We're going through this together, yeah. I'm not asking for anything from you, I just want you to be patient and stick with whatever happens. Hmm?"

"Yes, Brother."

Hansen cupped the cheeks of chubby Vanya and stroked them slowly.

"I love you so much, Van. I won't let you go unless you don't want a relationship with me anymore."

Hansen took Vanya into his arms. The young man hoped that this would calm him down in a condition where he also felt chaotic due to the current state of affairs. Zia who is disappointed in him, Vanya who is hesitating on their relationship, also related to his video recorder with Vanya at the night market. Hansen was convinced that someone was doing it on purpose. But who? And for what?

...Connect ......

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