Loving Brother Connect

35

A few days passed and Vanya increasingly felt Zia's attitude change to him. She doesn't know what's wrong so she's not as warm as she used to be. Does this really have anything to do with Hansen, or is there something else?

Indeed, Zia did not show strange attitudes such as getting angry at Vanya or asking Vanya to do things that she did not like, but the woman who usually talked a lot was suddenly silent, not even just an ordinary silence but like losing vocabulary in front of Vanya.

"Ma?" Vanya finally could not stand it, when he saw the condition of the house was a bit quiet that afternoon, where the Papa was still busy working and Hansen went to play futsal with Fero, where he was still busy, he greeted Zia and wanted to ask what was going on.

Obviously Vanya wanted to know what made Zia change to him.

"Why, Van?" zia asked softly, even so Vanya would still ask for a change in Zia's attitude these few weeks.

"I want something like my mom. Can you?"

"How come, what's wrong?" Zia replied without paying attention to Vanya, she was busy watching the tv in front of her.

"Ma, am I wrong with my mom?"

Zia did not answer immediately, making Vanya fretting waiting for the woman's answer.

Instead of answering, Zia instead gave Vanya a question.

"Why are you doing that? Do you feel wrong with your mom?" tanyakanya.

Vanya looked down, she was confused because Zia just seemed to give her the choice to honestly admit what her mistake was to the woman.

"What are you doing wrong with Mama? Where's diem?" ask Zia again.

Vanya thinks she will get an answer from Zia about the location of her mistake, in fact it was the woman who asked what she had done wrong.

"Okay, if you can't be honest with Mama." Zia got up from her seat, before actually leaving she had time to press the tv remote to turn off the electronic object.

Somehow seeing Zia's response like this made Vanya capture the intent that in fact her mother had known everything she was trying to cover. And now, Zia was waiting for Vanya to honestly and openly admit everything. Ls i? If his guess was wrong, then his confession would create trouble. But if the guess is right about Zia who knows everything then the mother will not be surprised to hear his honesty.

So, what steps should Vanya take now? Does he really have to be honest?

"Ma?" call Vanya, who spontaneously makes Zia's steps stop.

"... I just want to ask my mom why she's cold to me. Mama can tell me what my mistake is so I can fix it, Ma."

Zia shook her head faintly, she thought Vanya would admit her mistake, in fact the girl was still waiting for her to unpack everything she had known.

"Are you sure you want to hear from mama? Would it not be better if you admitted to yourself about your mistakes?"

Fix, Vanya believes that Zia knows everything. But where does Zia know?

"Your mother is waiting for you to ask her, like this. I hope you will be honest with me, realize your mistakes and stop everything" Zia said.

Vanya's face paled, she lowered her head deeply. Now she's more convinced that Zia already knows about her relationship with Hansen.

"Ma ..." Vanya threw out a body in front of Zia who was standing in front of him. "I'm sorry, Ma. I let my mom down because of my relationship with Hansen" he said, eventually admitting.

Zia pulled Vanya's body. He also did not have the heart to actually see the child until he behaved like this.

"Wake, Van. You don't have to be like this to apologize to Mom. Just return the situation as before, mama is also not comfortable if the situation continues like this."

"Stop everything, Vanya. Mama please. Break up your relationship with Hansen. I don't want to live in this house feeling guilty. Mama also didn't know what to say to your father if he asked, so before papa you know please end it all, yes."

Zia knew asking Hansen was pointless, so now she would try to ask Vanya to end their forbidden relationship.

Of course Zia's request was very heavy for Vanya to do. He was silent with a face that was now wet with tears. Ending his relationship with Hansen was no easy feat, moreover he loved the young man dearly. Hansen was his first love.

"Van, you want to end it all the same Hansen? It's for the sake of our family, Van. Papa you can be angry with Hansen if you know about this, while you don't want Hansen to get angry papa, so you want it all to end before it gets caught equally papa."

Vanya can't answer, she's out of words. But in his heart justifies Zia's words. Papa Chandra would be angry if he knew all this and the one affected was not himself but Hansen who would be blamed.

"You know, you love Hansen. But your relationship is taboo. Not really. Better to end before it drags on."

"I can't, Ma. I have promised Hansen," replied Vanya with a loud voice accompanied by sobs.

Zia shook her head, she thought it wouldn't be complicated if Vanya was willing to follow her lead to end it all.

"Are you not the same, Hansen? If you love you should not have the heart to see him affected by the impact of your relationship. You know how your father behaves. Then you want Hansen to take the blame for all this, Vanya?" Zia was no longer able to stem her anger, this time she had to be firm so that one of Hansen or Vanya would end their relationship.

Vanya was crying so much. He did not imagine how he had to say the word break up to Hansen.

"Mama just asked for it with you, Van. Restore the atmosphere of this house as it used to be, before you and Hansen were involved in an improper relationship."

After saying that sentence, Zia left Vanya alone in the tv room. The girl was confused to make a choice. On the other hand he was also afraid that Hansen would actually receive anger from the father.

"What should I do, brother?" ask Vanya's heart. He recalled Hansen saying a few weeks ago that he should be patient and maintain their relationship no matter what, but if things were like this, what would Vanya be?

Vanya is not ready if it continues to get cold highlights from Zia who apparently already knows her relationship with Hansen.

When Vanya was worried about all the thoughts and circumstances that seemed to hit him, he suddenly heard the sound of Hansen's motor in front of the house. It seems the young man has returned.

Vanya walked slowly towards the front, she thought she indeed had to cut off her relationship with Hansen. He had to sacrifice his own feelings for the wholeness of their family as well in order to spare Hansen from his father's rampage.

"Van?" Hansen smiled as he entered the house and was greeted by his beloved girl.

While Vanya became hesitant again to break up the relationship just because he saw the smile of the man he loved.

"Would you eat that?" hansen asked, she was about to shuffle Vanya's hair as usual, but the girl dodged intentionally.

Hansen frowned looking at Vanya, the girl's face looked as if she was crying. "Why you?" tanyanya.

Vanya shook his head weakly. There was no sign that he would return Hansen's smile.

"Tell me, you why, hmm?" Hansen wanted to take Vanya's hand and hold it, but again the girl dodged.

Hansen was sure something was wrong. Suddenly he remembered his mother. "What did Mama say to you?" guess it.

Vanya was silent, but a moment later the girl spoke lightly.

"Let's end it all, brother."

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