Love Without Status

Memories Album

When he was asleep in bed, maybe he was exhausted after the great struggle with Melisa, who was first in bed and continued in the bathroom, he said,

Aahhh makes hareudang readers only they are hihiiiii

Melisa still can not be closed, her mind is currently still branching, again she feels wrong after doing that with Dika, they have not any status... but why Melisa was unable to reject every invitation Dika, even Melisa enjoyed every inch of the game

His heart was turbulent to protest wanting to be angry, but he could not do it.

Does this include like Jala**....!!!!

Melisa immediately got up from her bed, rather than she continued to cry over her situation while she herself enjoyed it, she better focus on looking for photos of her father and mother, she said, said Fatimah's boulek the album was in the grandmother's room at the top table

Melisa immediately came out of the room leaving Dika who was already snoring softly in her mouth

Melisa opened the grandmother's room, there was the smell of pandanus piercing her nose, like the figure of a grandmother welcoming her in the room

" Punten granny..your grandchildren want permission to find a photo of the same father's mother..." Melisa asked permission

With a slow step Melisa entered the grandmother's room and the first place she went was the old dresser located in the corner next to the bed,

The table is neat and clean, maybe almost every day Fatimah bulek clean the grandmother's room

Melisa sat in an old chair, started to open the drawer and look at the contents inside

There were a lot of combs, hairpins, rubber bands had grandmothers, a lot of hairbrush marks were rolled in rolls, it was definitely grandma hair

why not throw it away...??? even stored in a drawer...??? thought Melisa was surprised

Apparently after she unpacked all the contents of the dresser drawer, she did not find any albums or photos, it seems not on this table she thought, Melisa looked around, looking around, beside the door there is a medium-sized table with a lamp on it, maybe this table is a kind of table that is commonly used by grandmothers to teach or read books

Melisa approached the table, a table that was not dusty at all, really diligent and neat Fatimah bullek took care of the grandmother's house, it was appropriate if the grandmother's heritage house became his property

Melisa opened the top drawer, as you recall Fatimah said the album was grandma store in the top drawer

And sure enough, there was a worn out album with a floral pattern like a sunflower, Melisa opened her sheet after sheet of photos on the album, she said,

On the first sheet there is a photo of the grandmother wearing a dark green kebaya with her pride array, the grandmother looks very beautiful with a simple bun makeup

This is typical of Javanese women

The next sheet is a photo of a man wearing a short-sleeved shirt with pants pecked above the knee and wearing a caping, not forgetting there are nipples on his lips

Is this kakeh...???? hihihiiii Melisa was happy to see the face of grandfather, even if only in the photo

The next sheet is a photo of yellow janur formed by two mayang twins and janur decorated with fruits, this is like a decoration for a wedding reception...

Sheet by sheet Melisa opened up on the sheet of a wedding photo, a man and woman who looked beautiful gracefully sat in a row in a chair decorated with a yellow decor, a beautiful man and woman, complete with twins mayang and janur containing fruits, the man was smiling widely as if to describe a happiness on his face, a mature brown-skinned man who looks tall, only slightly flattened, his body,

Very contrasted with the woman next to him, the white body is proportionally ideal, and looks more elegant even with simple makeup

But what makes Melisa feel strange is that when she observes more details of the man's face photographed it, his face is very similar to his, nose shape, eyelids are very similar to her, she said, only his jaw was wider, though,

The shape of the lips of the woman was similar to her, even her stature was exactly the same as her, if Melisa was among a pair of brides maybe she was part of the two couples

" O Lord..what..is this my father and mother...!!!!" murmured Melisa after concluding and thinking about her own resemblance to the two photos

Melisa opens the next sheet, shows a photo of a session of bribery of yellow rice, then pulls the picture

Melisa focused on looking at their faces

Even in the next photo that shows their pose is making out in the style of a bride, Melisa increasingly convinced that she is similar to her two

" Is this really my father and mother...????"

On the back sheet page there is a writing that becomes the conclusion point of all his presumptions

Melisa read it with trembling hands holding tightness in her chest

We are the happy ones

Sasmito & Resinda

A couple who love and love each other, who promise to live together, will never turn away or leave one or the other, who will promise together no matter what....

Growing up holding grandchildren together....

Melisa closes the album while crying sobbing, she feels like the pain her parents experienced when they had to be forced to separate

Mother must have been very heavy and tortured to leave her baby child and her much loved husband...

While father...

You cry all day expecting your mother to come back and breastfeed your baby...

Father frustrated... father destroyed...!!!

Hiks hyks....

Melisa can only suck, her heart as slashed sembilu....

This is not the father's fault.this is also not the mother's fault.this is the part of the destiny they have to live,...

" Resinda....

Don't you miss our little princess...???

She cries every night of thirst. asking to be hugged and breastfed you dear...

Don't you want to carry her. bribe her. or change her diaper...."

The first father found her

" Resinda....

Your child can crawl, baby..he can even call you with the word "mama"...

Don't you want to hear it...???

Don't you miss holding her...???

Can't you go back for a moment to just look at her...???

He needs you, baby....

He's looking for you...."

And there are many more writings of the father when crying over the departure of the mother

All miss his heart, his pain, his loss, his anger...

Until the father gave up...

For the sake of her child.For the sake of her baby child can feel the affection of a mother.the father willingly accepts the terms and dowry requested by Pure family before the father marries Pure and asks Pure to take care of her baby child.

Finally he was in debt which made his life more miserable and difficult....

Until there only father's writing

Maybe after that my father started to get sick and could no longer write

But...

At the end of the album sheet filled with letters from the father that might also be collected by the grandmother, the father wrote the words

Resinda...

Go home for a second....

My time is soon.I just want to meet you just to give a drop of water to this thirsty longing...

Our child is growing up. soon we will be able to walk...

But I could no longer accompany him.I could not deliver him until he was an adult...

Come home my wife.

I miss....

" Sir....!!!! hiks hiks... how great father loves mother.I promise sir..I promise will find mother... so that you know how much you lost your mother.how you were tormented when you left and did not come back.... Melisa promised that Melisa would bring her here to my father's grave...Melisa dear father.hiks hyks...."

Melisa held tightly to the photo album, she sat down while crying, a very bitter cry,

He felt what it was like to have a love that could not be united, a love that was forcibly separated...

Sometimes love is selfish...

But love makes a strength in people who sincerely give love...

I don't know how long Melisa cried until she finally exhausted herself and fell asleep in her cries,

Melisa fell asleep while holding the photo of the album full of memories....