Love Without Status

Carrying Valdi

After asking permission from the doctor to see his child and ask permission to carry him, the Doctor allowed.but before his doctor had checked the condition of the tiny baby that had until now his condition continued to improve.

" Please sir. but it can not be long because your baby still has to get intensive care back." said the doctor gave permission.

" Thank you doc.. I promise I will not long disturb Valdi rest.. I just want to carry him doc.." said Dika while entering a special treatment room for his son accompanied by Wawan.

Dika stared at the tiny baby, receiving her in his sling with trembling hands, for the first time he held the baby.

Dika looked more closely at the baby, his lips were still red, little tiny stretchy fingers, his nose was bangir like his nose, his eyes were round as beautiful as Melisa, his eyebrows swung firmly like her, his nose was like hers, aahhh Valdi is indeed a blend of himself and Melisa, all of them are all similar to the two of them

" Dik... before you talk to him. you adzani first. let him first hear the voice of adhan from his father.." advice Wawan reminded Dika.

Dika just nodded, then looked back at his son with a smile, a sense of haru that can not be described anymore how happy he is now, the little angel who brought happiness so calm in his sling

Dika took a deep breath, then began chanting Adzan in the right ear of the little baby, in the midst of his cries his tears fell full day, his chest shook his whole body goosebumps, how beautiful the gift of God... God still gives His greatness to each of His beings including people like Dika, although covered in sin but the Love of God remains the same without distinction

Dika can hardly continue the chant of his Adzan heart keeps shaking and haru, Wawan who joined dissolve in the atmosphere of haru can only pat his shoulder strengthened Dika, strengthening, until making Dika try to continue his adhan until it is finished, only then close the iqomah left ear of his son

" Valdi my son.be a strong man.a great man your mother's pride... do not let the mother cry because her tears are pearls of heaven." whispered Dika while kissing her baby cheeks are chewy adorable.

" Thank you for being present between mom and dad.Thank you for bringing us new happiness and hope... I'm sorry if one day I leave you because of something I can't explain.but know son....you must be a wise and wise man, son.don't go the wrong way like your foolish father.." Dika's tears fell down his chin, tightness and sadness when you remember everything that happened

Maybe. I don't know...

Dika was afraid of not being able to see the little face of her baby child again.., there was an inexplicable fear that made her tremble even more, Dika felt like she was going to leave them, leaving Valdi and Melisa... it was that feeling that made him cramped and even more sad...

" Sir... don't think of anything like that...!!!" Wawan.

" You've come back among them. I know you still have a problem that cannot be underestimated, happy they are your priority and obligation.no need to think of anything burdensome while all that is not necessarily the case...."

" Aren't you sad to see your baby's tiny face... You hold the tiny little fingers.... funny and more touching is not...????"

" I'm just afraid Wan..I'm afraid I can't accompany them anymore." lamented Dika sad.

" Not think too much.focus to fix everything after this...!!! your responsibility now is not only Melisa but also Valdi...."

Dika nodded again, Wawan is a good friend even he really understands the situation of Dika when Dika is full of eternal facing big problems like today

Dika pet nimang little hero, a little humming calms the tiny baby in his sling, at least if that time comes... Dika must leave them at least.. his son never felt the warmth of his embrace, his affection and the great love of the father for him....

" Sleep my child.Have your dream in both your hands.and wake up because you want to chase your dream..." kiss Dika on her son

After being satisfied, Dika again put her child in the incubator bok, then say goodbye to the nurse who stood guard in the room and returned to Melisa's room

Apparently his wife was on a break, had just been given a drug doctor and at this time the influence of the drug made him sleepy

" Mommy's coming here tomorrow...!!!" gondrong said to Dika

" Bang... did Mr. Hermawan and Madam already know about my problem...???" ask Dika

" If my mom had...!!! because he also took nanya in lu. but if papa I don't know for sure. It seems like mama also did not tell papa about it. whether if papa knows himself from the news... cause your news is pretty horrendous right...!!!" answer Gondrong

When he was bowed down, he could no longer cover up his big secret to the Melisa family, whatever had entered the media would be very easily scattered where

" Juwita also knew about your problem...!!!" gondrong again

" I feel failed to be Melisa's husband bang. feel not pantes. I'm afraid Melisa's mother disappointed in me.." lamented Dika sad.

Wawan again patted Dika's shoulder to give support

" Don't be discouraged, you can denounce your killer... but your dearest person will surely feel your true sincerity and love....!!! do not continue to fall into a state of affairs.but think about what you have to take to face this situation..."

" Wan... There is nothing else I can do... other than surrender to the authorities...!!!" Dika was desperate

" The wrong person should be responsible for what he does...!!!!"

" I really hope papa has another solution Dik.but squirm the state of your problem that is cornered you and all the evidence leads to you... it seems that there is less possibility of a way that can be done to help you.." said Gondrong pessimistic.

" I know bang. if that time comes I'll take Melisa and Valdi to you. Please don't let her suffer as long as I'm gone..." Pasrah

" Don't be pessimistic, Dik. all will have a way out...." Gondrong gave support to Dika, although in his small heart also pessimistic about this situation, it felt it would be very difficult for Dika to save himself...

" Wan...if I can no longer hide from all this.. You want to keep my wish...???" dika asked with hope for his best friend

" It's Dik...!!! don't think too much that is not necessarily the case will even add weight on your shoulders. Focus just first what you will do for Melisa and Valdi..." Wawan continues to try to give support to Dika, besides that he also felt objection to Dika's request

" Isn't that also because I'm thinking about Melisa and Valdi...???" ask her back

Wawan just Silence, no longer reply...

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