Love Without Status
Wawan Confused With His Own Heart
Wawan just got an explanation from bang Gondrong about Dika's letter, he even went awry facing the current situation, there was a sense of awkwardness and rattling with Melisa, he said, afraid he felt forced and objected, but on the other hand Wawan also did not have the heart to continue to see Melisa slumped like now, he did not know what health would deteriorate if Melisa continued like this
Wawan closed the workshop lethargic, this afternoon he was not too tasteful to work, his feelings were uncertain
" Dik...why the hell should you ask me to marry your wife...!!! if only just looking after her I would be ready, but if you have to marry her bothers you hard for me Dik. I can not bear to see your wife depressed... he can't accept me like he loves you...!!!" moaning Wawan alone, currently he is sitting behind the workshop facing the rice fields
" Can you ask for something else, not this...!!!"
Wawan raised his face to the sky as if he was talking with Dika who was staring at him from up there
" I don't know what to do...!!!"
For a moment he was silent tracing everything from the beginning, looking back on some memories that might be scattered, who knows it could help him find answers
Melisa. The girl she first saw coming out of the bathroom in this workshop this morning, the girl just had a shower shampooing, she said, if in the morning he has taken a bath in the bathroom of the workshop, it means he stayed overnight in the workshop...
Wawan was immediately stunned quite surprised, a few months back Dika seemed to have no lover, but suddenly there were women staying at his workshop, Wawan was quite upset and pity the girl, she said, he knew very well the character of Dika, the girl would only be toyed with and fucked, Dika would never be serious with any girl as long as her heart could not move on from her former lover first
Wawan is very regretful, the beautiful girl who looks good must be trapped with the game Dika who will only hurt her own heart
The more days I get to know the girl, Wawan the more heartless... Several times Wawan reprimanded and reminded Dika to no longer play tricks on women's feelings, even Wawan dared to interfere in their personal affairs while caring about Wawan to his best friend, it was, Wawan, Wawan also always gave full support to their relationship, advice for advice was conveyed to Dika to immediately serious Melisa
In Wawan's small heart, he cares very much about the beautiful girl, Melisa who is smart to cook, beberes, make coffee for her with the right taste... Melisa who is very sincere loves Dika, who is willing to repeatedly hurt Dika but remains faithful... Melisa, who was ignored by her family, was sold by her father who turned out to be her adoptive father to be a guarantee of her debt...
Without realizing it seems that Wawan has been very caring and caring for the girl, Wawan will always try to protect Melisa from Dika though, until finally they managed to get married...
But after that, Dika again act... Leave Melisa without news... Wawan who is beside him, guarding even Wawan who was bothered when Melisa nyidam yesterday...
Is it all true just because of a friendship...??? or maybe from the beginning Wawan was indeed amazed and had a sense that he was not aware of Melisa...???
" Aiiissshhh.. What am I...!!! why is my mind this dirty...!!! no...!!! Melisa is a good, sincere woman.. She should not be toyed with let alone denigrated...!!! I care about him because I know he's a good boy...not because of any feelings...!!!" Wawan brushed off all the feelings that were raging in his heart, Wawan strongly pressed the sense that was not supposed to be present among them... Wawan wants to sincerely safeguard and protect without any strings attached...
" This is just because I thought too much of the last message so I overthink everything...!!!" Wawan immediately went back into the workshop
A pretty gripping night in his place which is currently alone, still clearly rang the sound of gunfire that at that time was aiming right at the heart of Dika, making the detakan stop instantly... Wawan is very regretful..why all that could happen by chance...!!!
Is it possible that there are actually people who have been watching every move Dika while in the hospital...??? what exactly is not the nurse who looked at Dika with a horrified look that reported Dika's existence... but there were already people who wanted her, paying attention to her all this time...???
Because it feels quite strange.if indeed Jo came along with the members of the authorities who surrounded Dika why could such a coincidence .. if during his before there was no one who had indeed been waiting for the moment to arrive...!!!
But yes it is...
It's all happening too... If it is also impossible to come back again.maybe this is a lesson for us together.may be ambitious but do not let all means to get what you want... the wrong way is enough to provide learning for us together.not all things we have to get in a short way....
The wrong way, he ended up destroying his own life....
Kriiyinggg
Wawan's phone rang, with a little lazy Wawan picked up the phone without seeing the number that contacted him
" Wawan... Is it good...???" speak a voice with a soft tone from the end of the call
Wawan was immediately surprised to hear a voice calling him, he saw both numbers on his phone screen, it turns out he did not hear wrong... Melisa called him
" What's the matter Mel...???" wawan asked worried that something might happen until Melisa contacted him
" The voice of Wawan mas looks lemes... Wawan mas is good, right...??? duhhh sorry yes some days I did not want to cook for Wawan mas. I was too washed away in my own grief hehe.." Melisa's voice sounded crisp in Wawan's ears.
" Why should the attention of the gini anyway Mel.. I became more confused with my own feelings...!!!" lamented Wawan
" Can I help you...???" asked Wawan pura coldly, pretentiously ignoring the attention of Melisa... Wawan does not know what to behave like at this time with Melisa
" There is no mas. just want to know the news of Wawan mas aja. some days I did not think at all people around me. whereas wawan has helped a lot...."
" Don't hesitate..!! the workshop is also safe and everything is still running as usual." replied Wawan.
" Are you okay...???" asked Wawan finally, even though he had tried to ignore but in fact he could not if not pay attention to Melisa
" Yahhh this is mas.. is trying to rise up and treat the wound. adore continue how pity Valdi so not to take care of.." said Melisa with a resigned voice, it still sounds sadness to him
" I know this is hard for you Mel. Slow down if you want to heal. let the time heal... besides Valdi there are many people around you who really care and love you.." advice Wawan sage.
" Yes, thank you. mas Wawan does understand my situation the most.." said Melisa sounded with a thin smile.
" Oya mas wawan is not busy anymore...???" ask Melisa again
" It just so happens that the workshop has closed why do you want to eat something let me buy it...???" ask Wawan
" Hihihi no mas. I want to meet Wawan mas.. there are things I want to talk about.." invited Melisa.
Wawan was silent.it seems he already knows what Melisa will discuss.
" Whatever she asks I will respect her decision.I know love is not something that is forced... "
" Okay... Am I going to your place or what...???" asked Wagner to agree
" Open the workshop I'm in front of the workshop...!!"
Wawan immediately looked up, apparently from earlier Melisa was already here....
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