Love Without Status
Decisions And Choices
" Dear wake up baby...."
Dika continued to rub the palms and feet of Melisa rubbed with wind oil, and wrapped the nape of Melisa that was so cold
Slowly Melisa's body began to warm up and not stiff anymore
" Dear.." call Dika slowly.
Melisa opened her eyes, her head felt so painful and turned around, her eyes felt swollen and hot
Melisa remembers what she heard earlier, Dika's confession that only considers her as the wind then, Dika who still continues to expect her former lover, and makes Melisa as a shadow
that girl, her idol,
Immediately feels pain in the heart
Melisa immediately shook Dika's hand and went back to crying bitterly, her heart felt so sick at this moment, it hurt so much
For the second time he was played by a man who only wanted his body
" You're angry with me, baby...???" ask Dika attentively
" I'm sorry that I yelled at you. I'm insensitive if you're sapped.I'm sorry..."
" It's just physically tired, but it turns out my heart is more tired at this time." said Melisa slowly, holding back the roaring cries.
" Why are you...???" ask Dika softly
Melisa looked into Dika's eyes sharply
" I know mas.. I'm disabled. I'm a former person... only a widow.but please don't judge me for my status..this is not what I want to be..."
" If I am worthless to you.. not a special person to you. please.. don't give me hope with your gentle demeanor...!!! I am a woman.His heart is easily broken when it gets comfort from men..."
Dika was speechless, it seemed Melisa had heard her chat with Wawan and Faisal
" Do not think a widow is only a place for contentment****.... which is no longer valuable.. I am not that low.hiks hyks hyks..." cried Melisa broke, it felt very bitter when talking like that to Dika
" I'm not forcing you to be present in my life. carry the burden of my life.so please don't hurt my broken heart..."
When she immediately hugged Melisa tightly, really her heart could not bear to see Melisa crying that easily, she was indeed brengs*k but she could not bear to see women crying in front of her, reminds her of the betrayal she did to her lover Je
Dika stroked Melisa's hair shoots gently, trying to calm the heart of the girl who was falling apart
(Ahh consider her a girl.. hihihiiii.).
" I know I'm wrong.I'm sorry, but really I don't mean to want to hurt you. or just want to enjoy your body.you mean to me..."
" That means you said...!!!!" Melisa pushes Dika's body rough
" With you still continue to expect your ex-lover.You still do not accept he has been with other men. with you continue to compare me who is not as perfect as Je... you said I meant...!!! so sweet said you mas.." pouty Melisa fierce, her taste she wanted to spill her heartache
When she fell back down, she did not know what to explain to Melisa
His heart has not been able to open itself to accept Melisa, loving her
But Dika is very comfortable with Melisa, Dika like finding something missing from her life. and Melisa, Melisa seemed to have something very valuable and
Dika only found it on Melisa
" I want to go home. I can't stay here with you..." Melisa inched hurriedly got up from her bed and left
He immediately blocked it
" Where are you. Gani out there will harm you.. Stay here.." prevent Dika soft.
" No...!!!" Melisa flutters Dika's hand
" I can't stay with someone who doesn't love me. I'm only interested in my body.just curious to want to make love with me. Make me as a satisfied desire only...!!! what is different from with mas Gani... you guys just want my body.. just because you want to enjoy me.. looking for satisfaction**** you guys only.hiks hiks..."
" Don't go. please. stay here..."
" I can't mas.. Please don't stop me let me go...!!!"
" Why Melisa...!!!! why are you just debating this now.not from the beginning of our relationship I have said. let us live this match to complete each deficiency... so that we get used to it and do not see the shortcomings anymore.then why now you do not accept it...!!!"
" I knew I needed protection, I needed you... I can't possibly continue to be with someone who doesn't even want to try to match me... then I was considered what mas...!!!!"
" You misunderstood Melisa...!!!"
" What misunderstanding...??? I heard yourself saying it all to Wawan and Faisal..."
" I can't give you love for now.I can't open my heart to you yet...." Dika pointed at his chest
" There's still Je..."
" But you should know. I am comfortable with you. I found something that feels lost from my life...help me to truly unite you in my heart..."
Melisa was crying, though,
Getir this once alive.
" I'm sorry I hurt you. It made me cry.I'm sorry for my selfishness.Thank you for reprimanding me... and what makes your heart hurt..."
" I need time to learn to match up with you. I need time to re-open myself to love someone sincerely... don't give up on me.." pinta Dika full of regret, her heart was very sliced to see Melisa's cry as much as she wanted to because of her
" I'm going to learn. Learn to put you in the top position of my heart. erasing memories of the past that are not for me..."
" If you can't...???? it's a hard choice for me..."
" Please..give me a chance...!!!" pinta Dika weld
Is this cruel romance...???
Should Melisa be a numb person...???
He does not have to rely on love, using the heart when in a relationship with a man
Is it only by satisfying each other has become a weapon and a reason in a relationship....????
It felt hard for Melisa to open her heart and love men, for her men were the same, they just wanted to enjoy her body, break through to her heaven cave
Yahhh.. goa paradise owned by Melisa is indeed so delicious, even making men who have felt it feel addicted, the,
Like Mas Gani who did not want to let go of Melisa just for that reason
Especially with the status of a widow...
People just consider it despicable, low and flawed
There's no way anyone would accept it for what it is.
Alright... Melisa will follow the course of this journey, if indeed in this way how to live life as a disability, she said,
Well, he will accept it sincerely...
He also needs the enjoyment of the world from Dika, satisfaction and momentary habituation
Besides the protection from Gani who always torments him
Melisa wiped away her tears, trying to round her heart and calm down
" It's good if this is what you want.I will have this relationship without any bond... don't expect me to be as perfect as she is. Accept me with all my notes.." said Melisa braced herself.
" I promise you, baby, I will learn to open my heart and accept you. You are very valuable to me. Believe me. I just don't accept the past.. maybe it's because my regrets hurt her, but I don't want to regret it the second time by hurting you..."
Melisa stared deeply in both eyes looking for lies there, but the eyes looked shady, there was not the slightest lie implied there
However Melisa is a writer, of course a little he can read a person's character even if only from the eyes and facial expressions
This time I was honest with him
" Thank you for learning to accept me. I hope you have no regrets..."
Dika immediately kissed Melisa's forehead warm
" Thank you baby, I still want to give you a chance to fix it..."
Melisa nodded
And return back to back embrace Dika tightly like the promise of his heart that has been determined
This is the way of life he's going to take
Whatever Melisa's decision please do not be judged, Readers.Everyone has their own path and choice, even though we think it is the wrong choice, and there are many other options.
But everyone has a reason when he makes any decision
Appreciate and take the lesson....
~Connect~
Honest when making a decision to write a genre story like this author often was was was when writing the storyline
Afraid of many readers who judge thoughtfully only, swear by the word painful, and make the author sometimes like blank want to make his groove where...
Though the concept has been compiled since the beginning of writing
Rich in two other author's stories
My Husband Boss Young Jutek
Bujang Hamlet
Criticism and pro-cons suggestions are natural but by judging and cursing harshly according to the author is very disturbing thoughts, do not appreciate the work of others...
Yahhh this is only a work of fiction if all the plates there is no drama donk...
That's how you think the unek who want the author to say...
Happy Reading's...
